An ADHD person's Depression!

Friends,

I only get a few minutes in the morning when I fell like saying anything when I'm not properly medicated for my ADHD due to depression and side-effects from having to utilize some secondary crap I find over the counter.

I apologize to those of you I might snap at or get aggravated with or just not talk too which to an ADD soul is tantamount to be being in prison. Yes my natural nature is to talk and you are ADD/ADHD your is too!

I've been through so many theraputic damn trials and crap that I have a hard time holding on to my true-self which is better than anything you might have that turns out from most thereputic programs!

Today is woe unto me day if you don't mind?

I'm almost a only child. I have a sister that I love very much but she is twelve years older than I. She left home at 16 and I may have had a younger sister but unfortunately and God Bless her "Elizabeth" she didn't make it! God bless my mother because she went through hell in that time and I was kinda kept out of the loop and didn't understand.

I've been married since I was 16 to two different woman. One is a lesbian now but maybe well hell come shoot me if you are mad at me which for some reason I don't think you are. In fact I still love you and you know it.

My second wife I love too! Yes we are divorced and she loves to post her life on facebook and her realtionships that I after 24 years of marriage am not quite ready to hear about.

I'm fighting a battle here that seems to be the battle of evermore because now I'm smitten by one date and some conversations with a beautiful young lady myself whose personality is so much like mine in spirit I feel a kindred but if I don't make a living above what I have coming in now it is hard for me to see her.

My parents are thank God alive but they are far removed from my life enough that they don't understand what it is like to be me or they would offer assistance in a way that would lift me out of this mess and my old freinds I try too keep out of the mess as much as possible because I'm either this or that- whatever the hell that means!

I'm getting tired of typing already which is depression seeping in 1st thing in the morning and it is debilitating! Look it up at socialsecurity.gov and read what depression can do to you especially if you are already ADD/ADHD! Please?

That way I feel like I'm helping someone even if I don't know it!

Floyd C. Wooley