I have to apologize!

Friends,

I'm sorry for all the drug-rehab ads on my site! I really am. I left earlier to cook supper and ads for medications to help us get through this life alive and with somebody were all over the place!

I took a little pill for twelve years before losing it to the Bush administration after it had been tainted so bad with cough syrup it almost killed me but it had just enough of that original ingredient to make it worth while to take through my transition from a person brought up and to a large degree of my own decisions and beliefs had brushed off the existence of a condition that I just didn't feel existed but I was so ignorant I was treating it and knew it but didn't understand what it was that was helping me be somebody I had never been and that was able to do one of two things- sit and listen, learn and be much more than I had ever been- successful!

Success can come on quick but for it to sustain itself takes years of planning and patience something I hadn't had previously!

I lost that medication in 2004 for good and those around me were so knowledgeable themselves they overlooked the decay but I knew I had to do something just not what due to some pretty awful circumstances that most every American has faced in the last few years simultaneously. Some how I wound up caught in a cross fire that has been almost unbelievable making matters worse I can tell you without hesitation because when you face losing your medication and a financial meltdown all around you it is almost surreal then the fun part begins!

The drug rehab nuts come out of the wood work and label you well you know I am just smart enough to survive and my ex-wife helped me get to several different doctors not rehabs and after the sorting through of the whole mess I have become educated and it has set me free!

I want you to have that freedom but not too late too make your life secure as we all dreamed of as teenagers before we gave up on school for not being stupid but being ADHD or ADD and not knowing it!

The problem with the world is it looks for the negative and lambastes you, me and everyone else with how we should be perfect for this life we live in a time when to think fast in control is expected? Understand? I hope so because once you let it get too you that it's always your fault your almost finished!

I was. I almost accepted what was not the truth to satisfy those that would rather hate than love well Jesus loved us enough to die for us and I sat and listened in church for the only time or the first time in my life in the mid 90's and in 1996 was baptized, saved on a medication that I had no computer to research just an ability to purchase myself and because two people that were at least one fine people the other I hope so now maybe he wasn't as bad then but he's not the point here, those two people somehow told me to try something to do something I didn't even understand and that was to focus me like a laser and make me want to listen and learn and gosh dog it was legal!

Legal for 5000 years I guess. That is what it says in every encyclopedia I've read online and off! Did I know what to take no! Did I understand why cough syrup was added to it beginning in the late 90's that made me ill? No! Was I right for doing it? Hell yes and My savior must not be as he is portrayed because I have suffered for no good reason and supposedly I have it made now!

I could. Yes I could but there is one problem no one really wants to have someone mislabel them and try to make them something they are not and my heart goes out to those that are told the opposite that we all can be made something we are not!

Rehab is for physical injuries and possibly a very small percentage of people that are doing something they shouldn't but to completely ignore success to encourage failure just to prove a point that you are superior is wrong and it is not American!

If you are ADHD, ADD, Depressed, anything else and your instinct tells you something in your life could be better that you are not a bad kid or person or mother or father just because you are experiencing something that may or may not be the same thing I have don't lay down and let this life pass you by and in the process let anyone make you miserable in your own skin because if you are failing school, work, love, and experimenting with street drugs or even OTC drugs and finding some relief maybe it's alcohol because it is accepted just don't do it!

Figure out a way to get tested yes tested really tested by written, oral, computer or whatever and find out what is holding you back and making you less than you can be! I had insurance and until I actually researched or actually was given a pamphlet now books and other tools as well real testing I didn't know why something had made my life positive after a youth of being just a little out of sync in school at home and eventually in my marriage's that this last one did not end over a drug it ended over a war between people hell bent on proving God has it all figured out and those of us that know he gave us free will and a mind and if one mind can help another we live- physically and/or mentally!

It is amazing a 5000 year old bush was stamped out by another bush and those that feel that was in anybody's best interest try to take my Dad's Vitamins from him and well have a war! Yes his doctors credit them with something I'm afraid to say because I want him to live and I'm a little superstitious but I've taken them and the hype me so bad I can't take them so I know that every last thing on this planet has a purpose for one of us or the other but it is not your right to tell me my herb is bad and your is good but hey I love you and so does our Lord you just might find by looking around this little planet because he is out here or there and he wouldn't take my salvation away or torture me or use behavioral whatever on me for anything- the Devil did that! He'd sit and talk to me and if I am correct if I couldn't sit there as I did on that Ephedrine and I can on Adderall XR he'd find some just like he would save someone that needed medication for anything else!

God Bless you and I hope love follows you and any miserable person friend or not that takes your hope away finds it themselves so they will leave you alone and let you live in peace!

I hope you understand that I'm telling you something from my heart and that I've seen some things I hope no one sees and it isn't where you might think!

Love somebody and do what you love and be true and that's is my message for God's sake for tonight and I'm no preacher just a person that has seen some nuts take control and almost destroy a country but you can't hate them because they just were brought up that way!

It's on the way back now if we can stop one more person from living through hell being labeled in a new kind of turf war that for shames sake is being waged by people wrong- you know why? Because they can't produce anyone happy after they have fixed them! Show me the numbers and I'll show you success without them because their numbers are temporary and drags out the misery of anyone they mislabel! Angry? who could be anymore because it has been too long and too miserable and that's not whining that is just truth!

I withheld medicine from my oldest son and now I'm tested on mine by my father like he has some right when he takes something I can't take but hey we can be that way because we are exactly alike our lives almost running parallel in time with my disasters not quite that of his and then maybe it runs back the other way a little but I'm for him he is for me I just hope he and I go fishing again a few times and my mother as well I hope she can over come somethings I couldn't help her with if I were educated in helping a person to lay down there arms if surrounded that is just how tough she is yet wise enough to know her son has never been lazy and if he is it isn't right and if you are sluggish and don't understand why yet seething with energy only unfocused and have been stimulant free for three or four days then you might just be one the ADHD people that not only remind me of Geronimo walking a hole in the floor at Fort Pickens and then being confined at Ft. Searcy only to be the grand marshall in Teddy Roosevelt's inaugural parade over 100 years ago well he was on his land not his land but some land so I guess they snuck his ephedra in too him because it grows in Utah as well just not to the quality the 2 bilion Chinese have!

Good night and God bless the people that make money trying to tell us what we don't need and that all we need is this or nothing at all that don't care cause they need it as for me I just want to have someone call me and say no more drill sergeant's will ever drive you out of your home and then you see another Geico commercial like the one on now that I personally made notes on two years or more of when that drill sergeant ran me around my house and eventually out of it in Daphne only for the police to say I had to prove it had been done!

911 has the call registry I would hope that night and others no of that unlawful and criminal act and act as if I'm the one to be concerned with- my God it would be the aggressor wouldn't you think to worry about?

I've read a moderator's rehab counseling on the internet where an adult had to ask like a child if they could have an ibuprofen for a head ache and the answer was absolutely not! You cannot have any medication or drugs as they were called by that moderator of any sort! For God's sake would they really want them to turn down Chemo too? I almost threw up literally but more so I was saddened that more than one person has been done anything like I have in the United States of America!

I'll take my meds till I die and by the way where is the research that says coffee is any worse or better than such a thing anyway? Would you want you child to drive home at night sleepy?

In China the police give you a stimulant! Hey if it was on CNN a year or so ago it must be true here they would tell you what if sleepy? Lock you up or give you something? I'd rather arrive alive than dead and sleep when it came naturally than go to sleep at the wheel and die.

You say two different things I'm talking of here. Are you ADHD or sleepy well to a real ADHD person it is the same thing we just look hyper and I'm real close on that so be careful take your meds even if you have someone telling you your wrong unless it is your doctor and make sure they have the truth because they dang sure don't want you miserable and they don't like to be snookered not by you but by some nut with a plan nor do they expect you to be anyone's toy to play with as I have personally seen and written of so it would not be forgotten!

Now let's get positive and many of you that aren't online probably are so if you are I hope you have company!

Thanks and thank God for what he placed here!

Floyd C. Wooley