Journal Entry: I just cant say it! Damn I'm disgusted, disappointed and frankly dismayed at a few people's stupidity! I still have faith. I am hanging on because I'm only 45 and not at all or have I accepted being put out of business or out of love and damn it my dog deserves it too! Ill be damned if an ADHD man of my age that is smart enough to know hes depressed on top of it is going to be drug free and successful! F. Clifton Wooley