Journal Entry: I'm not paranoid about leaving the house. I just put myself through a lot of stress today reading, writing and recalling some awful events in my life. I'm trying to meditate and medicate by blind will and hope I hit it right. What I really need I cant talk about. I need therapy to work through some torture of possibly the worst kind. You know. I probably just need to meditate and wait for sleep. I just need time to pass Today and hope sleep tonight doesnt bring mental anguish! God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge! Floyd Clifton Wooley p.s.- The torture I've been through probably is cured by closure, love and re-birth!