Journal Entry 042912-A: I Just Cant Do it!

Friends,

I just cant do it!

I'm just not going to the emergency room!

I'm just gonna stay hrre and suffer it out!

I'm not even depressed about it!

I just miss having a woman that could go with me and someone to be with Boo Boo!

I'm just that way. I have been married all my life and I dont care who monitors me and try's to convince you especially if they use reverse psychology, just forget it I really dont feel like it right now.

I Love my ex-wife so much and if she's happy I'm happy for her she gave me so much including this wonderful companion ( Annabelle "Boo Boo" Wooley) that has never been alone more than one night that I know of if that!

I guess this illness could kill me and she'd be alone without me but I'm sure she would go to her mama Valerie!

I'm so tired of people trying to force to do something or trying to force me to not do something by using every tactic in the book I just get worn out from it all!

The bottom-line is I hope everyone marries or for that matter has a partner in life they can depend on like I used to have regardless of the circumstances as to why we arent together anymore!

I have kids that are young adults but they live to far away to know what miserable situation I am in having monitors that really dont act like they want this story told.

I guess that is it. I need to at least vacuum this place up and get some of the real bugs up so they drive me slap dab insane!

Who knows what people think but I hope you have a nice Sunday!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley

Journal Entry 041012-C: Let's see? I really don't have much too say right now. It's been that kind of day in the concentration camp at 19680 in Fairhope! They have done and said about what the say in a verbal assault and I've named the prime suspects so that's about it from here! I just hope I get far enough East in a few weeks that I'll be free of being held hostage with what belongings I own and never talk to the perpetrators again! I hope to be a help in ending what has been an atrocity against victims named and unnamed as of yet! I hope to make it back to see those I know love and care about me and see a true friend or two occasionally without much fanfare involved. Maybe I'll see Tink in Florida and maybe not but I do hope too find Love with a woman! I sure hope so! 1- 1/4 Intuniv 2- Clonazapams 2- equate tylenol pm's in a little while after I watch "The Iron Lady"! A hero of mine! Jessica Smith if your in Florida and single maybe we can hook up? You did like Boo Boo and the boat ride! I asked and you said you wanted to go again. I would love to meet your son if like I said your single! God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge! Floyd Clifton Wooley