Journal Entry 042812-A: I Don't Know What To Say.

Friends,

I Have Been through so many n-House Re-Hab programs I'm scared not to take a pill and scared to take one!

I am 46 years-old. I have a dog that has maybe spent one night alone in her life!

I am on half the nerve pills I should be on.

I am living in a house that is wired to monitor and kill.

I am in a house that has no way the eaves or sovitt can be sealed unless I do it myself!

I have been attacked psychologically, physically and had my Vyvanse and Adderrall XR either at one time or another stolen, taken from me after being tough loved to damn almost death.

I have the shakes from the trauma and stress of all of this.

The Vyvanse had a liquid put in it! It was done after it left Rite-Aid!

Lord and God I Love Shire, Rite-Aid hell yall they just dont know.

I cant write anymore cause I have the shakes but God if you are in School to Re-hab someone please be careful!

Dont kill anyone by mistake psychologically. It's true. Please be careful. When we reach a certain age we cant be afraid of doctors, medication or the Hospital because of the trauma.

No I cant leave my service dog here alone.

No I cant go to a hospital that I am afraid of!

No I cant stand much more two-way communication because it traumatizes you and ruins relationships!

I mean it from the bottom of my heart!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley