Journal entry: Im not sure why. Maybe its this small but appreciated keyboard, type ADHD medication Im making do with or left over Trauma from 8 years in my own uncivil war but it gives me chills of stress to write a serious post. I can feel the stress trying to write. Almost as if waiting for an attack in the middle of it as people have done so many times in the past that work or volunteer for the provram im opposed too. Shew! F. Clifton Wooley