Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Journal Entry 042412-A: Good morning Planet!

Friends,

I'm already catching sporadic which is all I need when my nature is to clam up!

In simple terms I have a doctors appointment this morning and I have to go!

No ands, ifs or buts! The problem is I live alone with my Annabelle "Boo Boo" Wooley and a monitoring program that can just "mention" anything over an "intercom" or an on-board system that was or is still in my ears and "damn" my will to complete a task is shot to "hell"!

In other words I start "seconding" guessing myself regardless of their comments because that has become my nature!

I used to just pass over any doubts with the positive reasons to move forward!

Now I get up day after day trying not to lose my self-confidence before I get out of the house and damn lately it has shown up in miserable results!

Let me go because the ear system is either in disrepair or combined with the intrusion in my life by mal-contents last year when I was poisoned with my own "damn fine" Vyvanse by Shire after I got it "to this god-awful" house of misery the ear system maybe a cover used to "kill" me!

Not to mention what poison may or may not have been used on "Lucy" the cat and Annabelle "boo boo" Wooley!

Why I havent been able to get medical assistance from some one in the medical field is a combination of "tactics" used against me

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