Journal Entry 050812-D: I would like to Visit my Mother for Mother's Day!

Friend's,

I would like to Visit my Mother for Mother's Day!

I've been on these Anti-Biotics for Five Days and I just don't feel like that is long enough.

Earlier Today I had in mind that it had been alittle longer than that number of days but it hasn't; although I feel better I just don't think it has been long enough to give her a hug and a kiss nor do I think I'm well enough to hold my daughter's baby boy Jackson or visit her for Mother's day!

This was a pretty serious personal misery a few weeks ago.

Anyway. I don't feel with the precautions I have taken at home I'm possibly contagious here or in public but I still have ear discomfort and I'm weaker than I'd like to admit.

In other words I wear out quickly even though I hate laying here long even with a kinder gentler group talking to me at least most of the time!

I guess you think I'm crazy for that last "statement" especially if you have had the same male individual drill you verbally about "letting people off the hook" all the time for years!

I'm not doing that really but most of the women involved in this "verbal" program have had a nicer tone to their "voices" which right now really helps.

Last night I had "female" bring me down hard right before bed not with "mean spirited" hate filled phrases just a negative tone!

Maybe she didn't mean to bring me so low as she did.

Some other people mentioned the situation afterwards but I wasn't trying to pay attention I just wanted to go to sleep.

Maybe there is a record of all this somewhere so that one day in the future our freedom of privacy and right to know wont make it so embarrassing or the fear of retribution for wanting the "full reason" for this experience will be known planet-wide and in the individuals favor to ask the right question at the right time to save time in a person's life!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley