Journal Entry: If I still could have my homebuilding license I would have my life back! I still would have Battle Ship Marine to prove something as well! Lord major mistakes were made by a long list of people without my knowledge that have broken my heart but not my resolve! F. Clifton Wooley why were the Dawsons allowed to ruin my life without me being able to defend myself on Adderrall XR or later Vyvanse?