Journal Entry 032912-B: I l'd Make a Miserable Husband!

Friends,

I would. I cant even be trusted to go to the doctor.

What's worse I am OCD and it was great when I was young cause I'd work as many hours as it took, come home work in the yard or on the house til Val made me stop inside so the kids could get to middle and high school the next day.

So I started a new wing to get out away from their rooms and wake Val up to make Love!

If she smiled okay and if not I'd go write an operations manual and stuff!

Now I have no energy, no focus, no concentration, no motivation and hell no wife!

I'd want a damn divorce from me too!

I'm laying here with no money, No Company to run, getting over being queasy from this left ear that has no bottom and a right here that hums and whirrs and sings with a damn solid mass so deep it hurts to burp too scared its electronic too get the damn battery changed!

My house I hate to live in from psychological testing, monitoring and basically torture either meant or unintended.

Okay, the Alabama pro day changed my attitude enough to eat!

Lord where was I.

Speed! I was fast as hell when I was young but so ADHD I couldnt nail down what I loved to do.

I loved whatever I did but without patience to learn the financial end and be organized I couldnt be successful.

I took a white cross or two driving and they worked great at getting you home alive.

I just didnt realize the things helped you become your total self til I opened Battle Ship Marine in 1992!

It was an accidental miracle.

I became everything I ever wanted to be. It wasnt my partners fault we didnt stay a third season nor maybe mine!

I began though to become the most organized and hardest working self I had been!

I took some white crosses and damn if I didnt find myself learning to analize and really read not to mention follow thru!

Anyway, at Dobbins Homes they helped me listen, learn and have tremendous patience!

I just didnt have an ADHD medication handbook!

I have too let you go I'm so sad that I've been tortured and led astray by people that have been such asses!

I need to try to finish eating and try to clean this miserable concentration camp and find a doctor that is open minded botb as a physical and psychological mender or whater!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley