Journal Entry 050112-C: I am so Sad!

Friends,

I am so sad you cant imagine how much so!

I'm hurtin everywhere and want to take the Cymbalta my doctor gave me last week but without the Clonazapam I'm scared to death it could make things at night worse!

I fell asleep last night with the television turned off under vrrbal and electrical shock through my ears and head in some type of torture chambrr I dont have the technical expertise to figure out nor the courage left to investigate!

I hope the pictures and video solve the mystery!

My poor dog!

I dont want to die and leave her alone or miss for that matter and for God's sake my children and grandchildren without whatever it was I was trying to explain, ok?

I'm just physically ill and nervous about how to get Boo somewhere safe and myself medical attention without dieing first!

I Love this county so damn much I sad as anyone could imagine to be sitting here with my life on the line trying to live long enough to be able to testify against those responsible for at least my possible demise!

I'm about to die from the stress!

It has been one long sad eight years even when it didnt appear so yet looking back on it!

I feel so sad for the ADHD, ADD, Depressed or anyone else for that matter that stands against hate!

1/2 SU-24 to write this post!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley

Part 3 and the last post of the day! 100410 Monday.

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God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

    

Cliff and Boo Boo trying to relax on a Sunday 100310.

Should a friend of eight plus years suffer to get somebody off?

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Friends,

Tonight A friend was punished here in my house by using a system that should be illegal in a home that when I moved here I felt was secure because it was family property believing that me and my friend of eight years would be spared the misery we had endured together for the last six years!

That punishment was dealt out to us together when we were eating supper by a couple of people that don't give a damn about my friend but didn't like my last post exposing "mind talk" and you responded by hitting my site many times!

My friend has saved my life and made it possible to continue on regardless of the unrelenting, brutal and almost deadly attacks upon me in front of my family, friends as well as this friend - even worse the brutality when no one is with me but that friend has been!

The purpose was to distract me to prove I can be distracted and it was by the use of the same DAMN terrible system that some poor souls are drugged to the point they break down in tears as another person did in that setting I described earlier only to have the nurses and attendents rush over and ask everyone to stand back because the poor soul was told they were hearing voices! Yes mind talk is supposed to be voices and voices they are from a right wing bunch of hippocrites that will stoop to lows like you have never seen including setting you up a situation that I would bet my life happened at a red light and not one person can prove I'm wrong!

I'd prove I'm right but I didn't get the tag number of that miserable person that attacked me after running me off the road! I'll tell you the story but light up my stats and if you don't buy a thing it will be my petition to continue because my friend happens to be my dog! Boo Boo or Anna Belle Wooley as she is listed at the Veterinarian!

Yes my dog didn't get supper tonight and it was because I was assaulted verbally during supper while I tried to on more than one occasion to focus on getting her something to eat! They knew my food had to cool and increased the attacks until I ate so fast I almost became sick myself!

I walked over to the garbage while these individuals with no heart that have done this type thing to other human beings like it is sport to tell a dirty little lie about their mental condition a subject I have no fear of because of my faith regardless of theirs!

That friend sat there and I looked back as she looked at me sitting there and she sat there for a long time waiting for me to feed her some chicken- her favorite!

I walked back in here after watching a football game wondering how many people know that this is being done to other human beings and my dog laid next to me knowing full well I hadn't fed her and I'm mad as hell that someone used my ADHD and my six years of putting up with this crap that is just that crap from hell that when reported to the police it was noted the last time as a possible harassment/mental issue! It is no mental issue my friends!

From the bottom of my heart as I sit here this friend has followed me into my computer room to be with me and I'm broke financially, depressed from not being able to get it stopped and in the name of God Almighty if you love your family, friends, neighbors and your dog not to mention your freedom let it ring!

Let freedom and the process by which our country is founded be known to everyone you know and never forget how precious that freedom is and how easily it is to have it stolen from you which is your life, liberty and pursuit of happiness!

Most of all I am furious at myself for being ADHD, distractable as I am for having the one intelligent being that is with me through thick and thin suffer because of someone else's perverted view of life and how it should be!

Forget my innocence- pass this on and don't buy a thing from me but give me the sign that someone cares enough about something that my friend shouldn't suffer which tomorrow she is so intelligent she will bring me some dog food and lay it on my chest, push it too me, take a piece after I act like I know how to share by acting as if I eat some with her! If an intelligent being like that deserves anything but my love and devotion I certainly should defend her as I would anyone else that was under such awful miserable intended actions just as I speak!

Yes my Yorkie has that much intelligence because she has shown that intelligence to me time and again over an eight year period, will not leave my side and would defend me to the death not to mention bark at these sorry miserable people when they turn up the volume!

Pass it on- this post and tell your freinds that a man is willing to put his freedom on the line for everything he beleives in including and actually his friend- yes she is a service dog untrained but one hell of a service dog and friend!

Some people in this world are fools, some uneducated and some succumb to a lie to get disability- Not this man! I plan a full recovery from the distress, misery and depression this has caused me but I can't tell that friend in here behind me anything but I am sorry!

You may think I am crazy which I admit again for letting this go on but to those that understand what an untrained miserable person with a grudge and misplaced way of thinking can do to a life you are the hero's!

Thank you for lighting my stats which haven't paid me a dime and God knows I need it but I'll donate anything made if anything to the Humane society in her honor for being there through thick and thin!

Right it down I was put out of business by these same wonderful people that had no right to interfere in my life and if I live long enough I will prove that too but don't mess with my dog and if you don't want her fed then commit me again in the kangaroo system we have on the cheap in this county even though these people I would bet have everything they want or will ever need!

Insane? Nah because you if you think so you are not aware and that is my job to let you know!

God Bless, Love, Peace and Knowledge!

Sincerely,

Floyd C. Wooley

P.s.- She just left to go eat some dog food but chicken is her favorite and she just walked back in this room to eat in the same room as I!

Watch for my next post Entitled: Who would you clone? I know my top 10 but who is number one on my list? How about yours?

Boo Boo,

Where are you my 9.5 pound 8 year old Yorkie that just happens to be my best friend and tells me what to do not to mention scooting over in the bed (nudging me) in the morning when my alarm goes off letting me know that she doesn't want me to get up yet!

Annabelle why do you scold me? If you are really angry with me why do you nose the back of my leg to get my attention if barking won't quite get it done?

A yorkshire Terrier turned Service Dog!

July 20, 2010 - Tuesday

The value of our Service Dogs!
Current mood: impatient
Category: Pets and Animals
Friends,

A few years ago the most unlikely thing happened in my life and it happened or came at the most opportune time in my life!

My wife, now my ex-wife had always wanted a Yorkshire Terrier!

Prior to my being a builder or being back in the home building industry for the length of time that I had by this time we had been unable to afford such a luxury as to purchase such a fine friend and what I would later find to be much more than just a friend.

That time was filled with many things in our lives we could control and some terrible things that had happened outside of our control and was just a little over eight years ago.

As I said "little did I know at the time of what value this; I hate to call her a dog because of the service she has provided unfortunately not my wife during most of this time but myself as I've battled real threats to my own sanity from real threats from outside our family to our way of life, past, present and future if I was not so hard headed and refused to give in to evil most would consider a better way of life. Well being ADHD and drug free is a threat to a better way of life as evidenced by the results on my life as you look back on past accomplishment compared with Today!

I'll keep it short but the dog "Annabelle" now that I call Boo because I couldn't remember her name one day and started calling her by that name has saved my life!

Oh many people may claim they have saved your life but your service dog can save your life when no one else is around and you are bombarded with the atrocious, absurd verbal assaults that I have so often described in my blogs by just coming to your aid in ways only a dog lover would even begin to understand!

All our troops returning home from war that have any signs of PTSD of our civilian population that has another form of PTSD from the last ten years or anyone assaulted in their own home can benefit from such a wonderful friend!

I will talk more about her; my dog but more than that my savior at times when under great times of stress when I can but right now I'll leave this short blog as a tribute to her and wish you all good luck and I hope you find such a friend in your time of need!

Sincerely,

Floyd C. Wooley

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