The quiet night it has been although so much is going on! Perspective on life, liberty and our own Government and the initital struggle to put it into place.

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Friends,

Life is funny in ways. I'm sitting here wishing like hell I was in ten different places or accomplishing ten different things but the fact of the matter is they all call from different but almost exactly the same direction which means sit your ass still and do what you want to do and let the weight fall on those that divide and conquer!

Now does that mean anything to most of us? Hell yes it does and I'm glad to be in the place I'm in in life watching a bunch of idiots do exactly what they feel is correct and that is text my emotions and senses with no sense of motion at all!

I may regret somethings in my life but having to pick sides in a turf war is not one of those regrets and as the world turns and as it progresses I'll do just fine with my conscious sitting back and watching fool I love make fools of themselves  and never be angry one bit at my self!

I may have to pull back on some of my values and feelings but when men play games with other men and women with other women your best is to stay clear!

Let them have their fun and let God choose the ones of us that give a damn when the chips are down and are not completely out of our gourd!

I with a new situation in my life could wake up tomorrow just as the people I love may play silly games with how the situation may be and be so sorry or I could but it will happen without my worrying one bit about it- I lie!

I do want a change in my life but the problem is it is a change back to a better time when life was much more in my control and much less in the hands of a gamesman.

It certainly was much less of a time of concern over who was bettering who and much more about day to day relationships and just little more love!

The folly of fools and their money has put many of us in places only a few years ago we thought were behind us so what's to fear? Crime? Hell I'm much more comfortable now than at any time in the eighties and the hell with this being rich crap anyway. I've slept in my car before for a women and I'll do it again.

Now my woman is trying to have a life she despised and my father wants me to show loyalty to the same people that have tormented me for th almighty dollar and some security that is supposed to be had in money that my ex-wife left me for not having and my other family members think I'm crazy for not wanting to bleed crimson for when I can do the same thing I did then and still bleed Crimson!

It all ends the same anyway especially if you have anything with somebody fighting over what is left til it's gone.

My God when I lived in Mobile on the water in house my parents paid a little of nothing for but one thing was for sure we could be outside at night floundering, softshelling, working on some old boat or an old car and not one soul gave a damn!

No body is in those mental institutions but dramatic people their victims or people that have had traumatic injury and the people trying to get everyone on the same schedule and does it for money or kicks are just people with blood on their hands  that just isn't quite visible to the naked eye's that just isn't quite visible yet to the naked eye!

God will handle that in whatever form you or I perceive him to be and should be in this country that the minority  has every  right to co-exist with the majority as our founding father's struggled but were able to make possible with our Bill of Rights and the Constitution.

It is interesting if you ever have the chance to read a little on the history of how our government was formed. It was not and easy task and in fact took several years to put in place the basic order.

There would be other struggles as well as we all know but the initial work put into forming our union of States was none to dissimilar to what the Iraqie people face so the concern over time may not be something we should be too concerned with right now. Just an observation.