Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Monday, February 8, 2016

Journal Entry 020916-A: My Damned Weekend in spite of you!



Customers and Friends,

I had a pretty decent weekend in spite of another person's efforts thanks to an old friend that has endured the test of time planet wide but is reviled in the Media some Religious Denominations a few health fanatics and a few from this group or that group!

Considering their are 4 Billion plus Human Beings in the country the original herb is grown- it must not have a bad reputation in their history.

Lord.

The Government in that Country that virtually never is actually aggressive towards another country just recently repealed the 1 child per couple law.

Lord.

I hope they will still sell us enough of the little tree so we can keep on building America!!
My God!

I Worked and Played this Weekend under the same extreme God-Damned pressure I face everyday! In spite of an other's pretty good electronic idea if not used on a person to harm and shorten their life.
In spite of your misuse of your invention or letting others use it too harm I went to a parade only to find my eldest sons family.

Had a one hour plus conversation with a beautiful woman that put a smile on my face!

A real Smile- one could last if so fortunate or not depending on all the complexities of life- approaching 50 and a lot of dirt roads have made the future outlook change from my youth.

Once during a 39 year span- I wanted to be "Secure" in my old age!

Young when you reach 50- if life hasn't fallen in on you both physically and psychologically so many times that you are broke in more ways than you can count- I guess that goal may still apply.

I'm not so sure even with money that is possible without your health both in mind and body damn-it!

That even becomes a concern for the healthy I would guess considering my parents age of 77 and good God to hear them tell it- they were freaking Health Nuts in their youth!

I Laugh when they talk about how young I am. I really do.

That NEW 50 is 40 stuff they talked about in the 90's may have materialized for some but please remember that probably on applies to the Rich if they are lucky so who really gives a damn whether you live too 100 hundred or not!

I hope we get another opportunity to do that soon!

I also accomplished some work around my business and home not to mention my boat that lays the ground work for future projects!

I even got some sleep! I always did anyway when it was over the counter medication too or I would be dead so if you keep me from trying to sleep as a spin for your own goals then don't claim me as a victory!

Don't claim me as a victory when I am dead either please because I have a better way and it is all about self-esteem and pride in one's work even if it takes that pill Shire.com makes so Awesomely well that works for us Adults too!

That brings to mind that I walked a friend of mine's project today that he is building for one of his customer's.

You know if you think about it- when I was young and couldn't sit still then later until I happened upon that over-counter medication that kinda ryhmes with Adderrall XR to the best of my memory and as a doctor recently told me with Phentermine.

I wonder if a lack of confidence is related in any physiological way with being able to sit and just relax and have a conversation.

I sat as many as three hours one-time with a State Trooper as he instructed me on how he wanted his floor-plan on White crosses.

That wasn't even a personal best. Before the makers put the Quifessinon in the White crosses I sold 3 Homes in One-Day from could have been scratch- A 12 Hour job!

Hell I was married 20 plus years and took that herb in one form or another 24 years.
Put it back on the shelf so we type people don't have to suffer as Adults!!!!!!!

Lord.

I got some computer work done too that hopefully insures some one's privacy!

No I'm not stupid! I'm ADHD and I must be depressed still.

I'm probably Testosterone deficient too cause most of us are after 40!

That makes for an irritable man not mention less confident.

Why?

I even told my son the other day- don't let the smiles fool you!

I can put a smile on but that is a facade.

So is another problem that I hope is related to that testosterone thing that was low a few years back according to the Cleveland Clinics Scale but not the Mayo Clinics.

Two different scales one metric system.

The bottom line.

Thank you so much too the woman I spent in conversation with a couple of nites ago.

Now do we make it easier to get back on our feet personally and professionally at the doctor's  office later in life after 40 or do we torture the hell out of people on Vitamins?

As a man that hates preventive doctor visits- I often wonder when will I have the confidence in my damn self to even give a damn again enough again to go?

There is only one plant and the fruits of its labor in a lab that solves my problems.

I think those are disabilities that as a disabled person i can ask freely without fear of retribution for to help my quality of work and life!!!!

Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Journal Entry 062812-A: It's 6:22 am. Thurday June 2012.

Friends,

I lost the text to my first attempt at writing this post this post this morning due to a phone call but let me try again.

First let me say last nights post was from the "heart"! It was a beautiful sunset over the bay and it was nice to get out with "Boo Boo" to the Pier.

I fel asleep last night before I took my 1-mg Intuniv and 2 1-mg Clonazapams and awoke around midnight or shortly after midnight to a bad dream.

I remember thinking "no wonder"!

I turned off the television and took those meds and went to sleep. Hopeing I wouldnt dream about those crimes committed against me in Daphne mentioned briefly in last nights post 062712-C. Nor the ones here.

I woke up this morning feeling physically on a scale of one to ten about a five.

I would rate my sleep about a six.

I write this blog for many reasons but one is to see the prosecution in a court of law the criminals responsible for those against me prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law.

White-collar, blue-collar? They both can be members of a mob.

If you have had similar crimes committed against you.

Be certain they are prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law.

The few do not rule the majority or the minority.

I plan to have a decent day.

I hope you do too.

Let me go get some coffee.

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley

The Southern Poverty Law Center

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Journal Entry 062712-A: It is 6:54 AM CDT.

Friends,

I slept better last night. On a scale of 1 to ten I'd give it a 5.

Yes a Five. One being "good God and Jesus Christ his Son "If I could sleep and make it to heaven if I accidently overdosed, I'd take the whole dad-gum bottle of pills!" To 10 "Lord God and his son Jesus I slept the whole the through with no pain, nightmares, times I woke up worried about living another day to work, love or play and with the alarm waking me up!"

I took my 2-clonazapams and a 1-mg Intuniv by Shire last night before I went to sleep and Thank God for the Intuniv.

It is making this post possible.

I am no doctor "let me say" so as not to in-flame the hearts and minds of the doctors, researchers, lawyers, well my ADHD is kicking in so let me stop.

I will say "I had no cramps last night nor the night before but you cant draw a line to Intuniv for God's sakes" because I had been on Prednisone when that awful real life nightmare was occurring.

I am not 100% percent until I do exactly as I wish and fall asleep in "natural peace and quiet at the time I decide is best after a "great day of work, life with Boo Boo a women being at my side of her own choice and with thoughts of that wonderful day dancing through my mind as we drift off into a blissful sleep and certainly with neither of the three of us having any natural or unnatural ear pain in a ppeaceful, quiet home.

I think that is my morning post my friends.

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley

www.shire.com

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Journal Entry 062112-D: My Service Dog for Ten years!

Friends,

The two pictures above were taken south of Point Clear.

I wanted to take a picture of the sky and Mobile Bay before heading north from "big mouth" launching ramp this afternoon after driving into the Parking lot and seeing their were no boats or trucks and trailers their and lo and behold I turned around there was "Boo Boo" perched in her usual location on my tool box.

The same tool box she has been standinv on or laying on since I was a builder just in a different truck.

I didnt realize she was an unregistered service dog til the "scam" began about eight years ago when I began to be "tortured" by real people using real technology that has almost cost me my life!

I was balled up on the couch 6 or 7 years ago in a drugged out haze on prescription drugs being hollered and screamed at over an intercom system hanging on for dear life to all that is holy and boo boo while Val was at work and the kids were in school when a program came on about service dogs for veterans.

Thus the service dog label!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley

The Southern Poverty Law Center

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Journal Entry 061412-A: Floyd Henry Wooley.

Friends,

My Grand-Father! Floyd Henry Wooley.

Played the "Catcher Position" on a team in Miami in an "exhibition" game against The New York Yankees and Babe Ruth!

The story goes when the "Babe" stepped up to plate and pointed his bat in to where he would hit a "home-run" and did my grand-father "said somethin" and when he stepped to the plate "he also pointed to the place he was to hit a "home-run anx did!

The story goes they got into a brawl after the game and the Miami, Florida riot police were called.

They ripped my grand-daddys shirt off and a lady sitting next to my "grand-mother" yelled!

That man "isnt human" he is covered in hair!

Who knows if they brought him down; I doubt it!

He kept a piece of steak in his glove also!

His favorite quote to my dad "Floyd Edward Wooley" and passed on to me; was:

"You Cant Have All your Eggs in One Basket!"

Good Lord and God the Father I wish I had known him but I hope to see him in "Heaven" just not right now!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley
The Southern Poverty Law Center.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Journal Entry 061312-A: I Love to Read Badge!

Friends,

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That is what my page is suppossed to be "all about"; early success in school that leads to a life-time of self-confidence and success for everyone from your child, yourself, loved ones, our Great Country and people all over this Planet!

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God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Journal Entry 061212-A: Good Morning "Bay Area" and Planet Earth!

Friend's,

It was great to wake up this morning "dead or alive"! LOL!

I hope and wish the best for you too! I slept 8 hours and only woke up once!

My son "Clifton Lee Wooley" called me this morning first thing and I'm having coffee as I write this;

Go see Doctor Mark Gacek before you let yourself "die" with an "ear" infection!

Premier Medical Group
Doctor Mark Gacek
2880 Dauphin Street
Mobile, Al 36606

251-473-1900

"Keep some dad-gum insurance"

It is "imperative" we never let this "Country" get in the shape it has been in over the last few year's again!

I vote for the "best dad-gum" team that seems to be more "intelligent" thanI am!

If they as a "team" in Washington, D.C. We don't need 'em!

I had a wonderful day here at "Battle Ship Marine" talking with and serving my customer's; there is no better "psychological therapy on the Planet than meeting the people of your community and working for a living to get over the most miserable first decade of this 21 Century!

The United States of America is built on the premise of "free enterprise" but there isn't anything "free" about "life"!

You better work "for it"!

I may get down a little sometime today over something and you may as well but please "get up and keep on Truckin!

The longer you let yourself stay down the closer to a longer stay down you are and you'll regret it so don't lay there, sit there "cry about it if you have too" but get up and fight for your life and those you know "Love" you!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley

DCCC.org

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Journal Entry 060512-B: Good Night Planet!

Friend's,

Today was a great day getting a chance to get up take care of some problems early and see Doctor Mark Gacek about my miserable "ear" situation, have him work some medical procedures, prescribe me some medication that truth be known has already given me "Relief" and not to mention have him reassure me it wasn't contagious!

That takes a major weight off my shoulder's in operating my "brick and mortar" business and getting me some relief from some anxiety at night!

Last night was hell but not the type of hell I have had in the past; physical or psychologically or well mentally truth be known!

I will leave it at that for now!

I am just happy to have medication and hope for a "better life" regardless of what has happened in the past!

I still have hope for other's in worse situations than my own and wish you all well as the path of life hopefully continues for everyone that reads my posts, their loved one's, friend's and anyone you may be associated with on this planet of ours as we all seek a "better life"!

My medication log is posted for those that understand we all need medication in our lives to live!

1/4 Suda Fed

6 Drops approx of Prescription Ear drops.

2 Prednisone 30 mg

1 Intuniv 2 mg by Shire! "Straight out of the sample package! A white/pink oblong Caplet!

I plan to take after this post:

2 Clonazapams 1 mg by Teva!

Good night!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley

Shire.com

Saturday, May 19, 2012

Journal Entry 051912-B: The Most Amazing Thing Hapoened Last Night and This Morning!

Friend's,

The most amazing thing happened last night before I fell asleep!

Boo Boo and I were laying here and right after I turned off the Television my "right" ear went "quiet" but an "extremly" Loud buzz" began almost as if something closed, turned off or turned off!

I woke up last night one time and the situation was the same!

I woke up this morning with same situation and then "boom" I felt it open, turn on our let out a burst of air!

I think I could hear from the "right ear" and a little pain and irritation is in there not to mention is a little red!

My left "ear" immediately had a "tingle" in it as "well"!

I must seem like the most inept divorced man with a yorkshire terrier that couldnt get medical attention and follow up on it you have ever read about "for that I hope I am not sorry"!

I thought going to the hospital again but I get this "trepidation" the whole process of not trying to live just a general trepidation of the "whole" medical process!

I should have never let myself lose my "secondary" Blue Cross and Blue-Shield Insurance, my membership at Human or my inclusion in Shire's Vyvanse program!

Regardless of the act of idiocy" that someone played on my Vyvanse!

I sit here becoming a little "antsy" writing this post with two ears out of whack, family that may think I'm at least Insane, my dog Boo Boo and aches, pains and concern that is most likely justified but hopefully overblown so to "speak" thinking what to do?

Urgent Care? No offense meant but consider strongly instituting the drawing of "blood" when a person comes in so 8 months later a person that although humbly but in reality has just had a terrible experience after they left the Rite-Aid pharmacy with a damn fine bottle of medication determines it has been filled with some miserable substance even if the medical team in your clinics beleives, disbeleives or just whatever so this type thing never happens again?

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley



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Journal Entry 051912-A: Medication Log for 051812!

Friend's,

I fell asleep last night after the last post; and my next post is the most amazing thing you ever heard-the first one of today as well is it is most quiet on the Eastern Shore of Mobile Bay this Saturday morning!

I think I heard thunder in the distance as I woke up!

My medication Log for 051812 was as follows:

1. - Suda-Fed 24 1/2

2. - Suda-Fed 24 1/4

3. - Tramadol 1 - 50 mg

4. - Intuniv 1 - 2 mg

5 - Clonazapams by Teva 2 - 1 mg

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley

http://www.splcenter.org/



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Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Journal Entry 050812-A: Good Morning Planet on a Tuesday in May!

Friend's,

I want to wish you well Today Tuesday May 8, 2012 in your daily endeavors; whatever they may be as scheduled or off the cuff!

We call anything that arises off the "cuff" or describe anything that "pops" up unexpectedly a"fire" in the "Homebuilding" business"! LOL! It's normally not a real"fire" it's just "something "unexpected" that has to be dealt with "such as a tub we find with a busted flange" or a scratch or just one peice of "trim" missing from a job not on our "schedule" to visit that day!

Not to "toot" my own "horn" but I wasn't happy unless I had "ten" houses under construction and "ten" more waiting to be built!

That is my "idea" of production building- oh what wonderful "stress"!

Boo Boo slept well last night.

As for me I had a good and decent dream about my ex-wife only to wake up "down" we aren't still together or that she wasn't laying "next" to us!

I'm also demonstrating to you the positive "effect" Intuniv by Shire has on me first thing in the "morning"!

I can write these thoughts, memories and words and maybe "organize" my day but "I still have trauma from this program" and I'm not sure what the day will bring as I go about my daily activities at the young age of 46!

My ears are bothering me already this morning!
No one is "pounding" my auditory sensors but I may have had some "comments" as I awoke!

I kinda talk to myself about it sometimes to myself and too "Boo Boo"!

I'm not "down" about it yet though "so have a good day my friends" and maybe I'll learn to "analize" data again or find a partner to help me learn something new about enhancing my blogger "blog pages" as I progress for your enjoyment as we go forward in "Life"!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton WooleyShire.com

Monday, May 7, 2012

Journal Entry 050712-D: Medication Log!

Friend's,

3/4 Suda-Fed 24

1- Intuniv 2 mg by Shire

3- Amoxicillins 500 mg

2- Clonazapams 1 mg by Teva

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley

Friday, April 27, 2012

Journal Entry 042712-C: I am such a dumb ass!

Friend's,

I am the dumbest most defiant easily manipulated human being on this planet!

They need to pick me up drop me somewhere off this planet!

That's too expensive!

Just dump my remains off where the damn buzzards can turn me down!

Really! If you've read my posts you know I am just about the biggest loser about to die from an ear infection gone ballistic with some kind electronic crap used to make me look even more like an idiot!

I aint going to a doctor because I didnt install or take the crap out nor do I have anyone that will go to the hospital with me!

It's just absolutely a ridiculous tangled mess I've been dumb enough to let myself slip down a slope too!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Journal Entry 1/2 SU-24 Down the hatch! Wish me luck! Long day left yet! God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge! Floyd Clifton Wooley

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Cliff's 1st thought of the day! You know how awful it is to be born ADD or ADHD in a family of Idiots?

Friends,

It's so bad growing up around ADHD fathers that are all work and no play as well as anti-drug and anti-ADHD or Anti-ADD treatment that you wake up one day thinking too yourself?

Good Lord Jesus! I was lost then found by accident then lost again just in time to realize you have been screwed out of doing but three things you love;

1. Love boats and the ocean!
2. Love a woman 20 plus years and have children you fear maybe like you were but Love with all your heart!
3 Find the business your mentor and best friends helped you or taught you was another Love you would lose because your ignorance you were brought up in paid off by your finding an OTC that now is banned in every country but China; after your raked over the coals for using it too si, listen, learn and return the favor to several hundred people and be run out of town by your family and people like your father!

*Thank God my lovely ex-wife left me a wonderful dog named Annabelle "Boo Boo" Wooley!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley

1/2 SU-24 & Coffee!

Friday, February 10, 2012

Journal Entry: Its bad when the Weather Channel plays Pink Floyd!

Friends,

I've been tortured with verbal abuse for yearrs in a use of a system I dont beleive in but have to endure against my will for exactly what I have no idea. Hell they could give me book on it and with ADHD and associated Depression from that life long condition having to go untreated after not having to be for whatever reason tornn down and rebuilt mentally I couldnt read the damn thing anyway.

Now. I dont know what happened to my settings here but im afraid to mess with them.

Bottom line I've been tortured for my resistance to this abominal syytem I will only hope to be okay.

I guess that is it. I wouldnt treat my worst enemy with more trauma- for long!

I dont think could handle it anyway!

Medical use?

Like I said "we as a human race cannot expect anythingg positive from this abomination.

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

F. Clifton Wooley

Weather Channel

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