Thanks to my medicine man heritage i'm trying to leave the house!

Friends,

If you hear my truck running it is in a desperate attempt to leave the house and if you beleive in bi-polar based on my life then for God's sakes take some other kind of test because I'm manipulating my own depression over something that would seem minute to some but others it would be listed as major.

Damn my english is so bad i'm not sure if I spelled minute or minute- get it? Maybe it is how you pronounce it.

At least i'm laughing about something! like i said this is the dairy which may be dairy but what the hell it from a mad man!

God Bless, Peace love and knowledge!

I am not blaming Adderall, Shire or SudaFed for my issues but this damn Cymbalta and Clonazapam the jury is out on you and I'm on the jury!

If the jury can stay awake! So I might not leave the house but at least my truck is warming up because i'
m really depressed as hell because I've either lost my mind or I'm part of one hell of technological breakthrough- the third option is cabin fever which may be why I'm talking to myself and my dog thinks i'm- okay I guess cause she's staring thinking if your dumb ass would leave the house you would get around other people and you don't talk to yourself when in the company of anyone else!

How do I know what's she thinking because she can almost talk and she has memorized more words and what they mean than any creature that could possibly not be an intelligent life form!

How many people get a chance to spend that much time with another intelligent life form to realize that they memorize words and actions to the point they deserve every chance in life to prove themselves and continue living as long as they still can chase a squirrell!

Yes I know a man that realizes that and he is one hell of a fine man himself and it isn't me!

I hope there is an organization out there that you can donate too that will help someone that tries to survive and you make a decision to to try to help them even if you have no money yourself that you can still make a difference in there life regardless!

Someone can mean at least i'm smart enough to explain this to you. Someone to me and many of you I hope can be any intelligent life. There is so much intelligent life on this planet surely there has to be in other places as well and God one day will let us know or allow our brains to be utilized in a manner that we discover that intelligent life or they come back to visit our narrow minded selves but no offense meant on that matter either!

I'm fighting for something else in my life not fighting to get into a fight!

Hell I don't get time to research much anymore I'm too busy explaining my definitions of something!

I wish I did have time to research something but I love to write even if means nothing to some maybe it will mean something to others just please don't firebomb my house because the Coast Guard, the mormons, the American Indians and the Chinese might come to my defense! Laughing but hey I could use some assistance from any of the groups listed above because I have the utmost respect for something and hopefully it shows through in my writing!

Let's not miss the point here I'm one of those nutcases that thinks that helping one person might help help more than one and I hope that doesn't sound self-ish because it's not damn-it!

-Floyd C. Wooley