My schedule is sure screwed up! I feel isolated by time! And loved by....

Friends,

My schedule is sure screwed up! I feel isolated by time! And loved by my dog so much It is amazing how she keeps me from wanting to die because I wake up to crap at night that helps isolate me even more and if this sounds like the diary of a mad man I would agree!

I thought heard a knock at the door a few minutes ago and after waking up several times after daylight I was excited to hear what I thought was a knock at the door.

It turned out to be a neighbor working out in his yard and I would walk out and say something to him but I hurt my damn back so bad moving my office so I could open a store selling marine parts to to those around here that can't find what they want at wal-mart to match what they have on their own boat and hopefully parts to the world online that I was trying to hold back as a secret until I made some calls face to face with some friends to set up some alliances that I surely feel would be a success because of their honesty, honor and everything else I can think of but now I've lost my place in this paragraph because I'm afraid to take one Adderall XR because it just doesnj't last long enough and did I mention I hurt my damn back moving this office in the first place?

So yes I had several things lined up in my mind that were connected by a common thread and now I'm just sitting here trying to keep from going and laying back down and not taking that one miserable pill because it just isn't enough.

If I went against my religion I kill my self but I'd wind making a mere vegetable of myself because that has been my luck over the last few years.

Christmas is not my problem, People aren't my problem, Ideas aren't my problem, lining the damn things up and doing what my Grand father Wooley did is a problem becuase he didn't have anyone in his business telling him what to do except maybe he did because he had to leave town every once in a while for a couple of a weeks according to my dad and my dad went with him a few times and I can understand his reasoning!

I talked to my ex-wife last night and God she lifts my spirits and I will love her til the day I die no matter what. I would say that God's plan for us as humans to have a partner for life was in fact the most amazing gift to man kind he could ever have given and life to a woman was a wonderful gift to women as well because they have the power to do things that men really can't. At least that is from my perspective!

God Bless, Peace, love and knowledge! I may be one of the last people on this planet or in a dwindling group that beleive in man and woman as a working relationship in more ways than one!

If this doesn't makes sense to you I'm either insane or right on target based on your stubbornous or mine!

So go figure no offense intended!

-Floyd C. Wooley