God Help the ADHD and the others too because we need it before we die!

Friends,


Our lives do go back to our birth! The deception that we can handle anything thrown at us is real and a present danger tose of us that take the chance and think a little deeper whatever means to you I don't know but I know what it means because my religion teaches me through my own reading and research that God may not be able to help us right here right now!


That ought get me ten lashes from many of you! The rest of you know what I'm talking about so Hell I'm just preaching for no damn reason possibly here.


Who knows?


I can't say anyting else right now cause I may be manic but if I am then it's better than not and if you don't beleive it then well I got some tasks done around here and that is enough for me!


1.) I woke up at 6 am. Afraid of this pill!
2.) I financially got past that and at 12:27 pm I took the pill! My innermost subconscious telling me if it had been adulterated as I had been psychologically pounded on from every direction known to man over the last few days then it would kill me!
3.) I then subconsciously set about trying accomplish some tasks here in the Hotel California.
4.) I washed clothes and hung them out to dry.
Forgive the order the order this in because I've been under seize and fire for 8 or maybe 7 seven damn years but i'm trying be nice about it!
5.) I did take a shower.
6.) I gave the dog some water.
7.) I cooked some food.
8.) I made up the bed!


I'm too insane to go any further because I just took another one of these damn things trying to find that peace that allows you to sit and read, study, work and if your lucky enough love some damn body! It take about 90 minutes under normal circumstances because when I'm not here and I get my prescription it works like it does for every body else that takes it!


Anita I came by and gave you a hug when I got that Adderall XR because I knew when I got home I would be pounded into the earth by people that think we can handle any damn thing and we can't! Read your own bible!


I am just glad there are minds out there that understand what I really mean! I was scared to death to take this pill and my posts just a few hours ago should show it and the second one I think if I was on enough of it and it wouldn't cause a panic attack it would set me free just like it did over the counter for all those years and the rest who really cares anymore cause that was a crime against us!


I hope somebody on this medicine reads this and uses it to save us. We are kinda the few, the proud and as brave as long we can be and that's about it cause I hero's are you the few, the proud the Marines and those Royal Marine's that wear those kilts with pride!


Now I'm High to some and on my way Hell to some and to some thank God to them on my way out in more ones ways than one but I'm here to say Thank God for the minds that make this little pill and I hope it's the one I picked up at the pharmacy see how confused you be made? I am afraid a damn Bi-polar pill could do what is being done right now then you fall off into a hole! I've seen it and I'm afraid of it!


Well I probably should let yall go for now because I'm either High or on my way to hell!


And if I'm on the hell I must deserve it for saying what mind damn if if I really am yeah insanity sure gets the best of you and I sure wish there was a way back from it. But insanity is laying here depressed because somebody thinks the best way to rehab 'em is to kill 'em and if they aren't willing to die do some other way and cutting your budget sure helps isolate you and if that isn't 21st Century insanity nothing is!