Journal 042612-A: I'm so damn (no anger) stupid!

Friends,

I need to be the dumbest person I know.

I had these dumb ideas as a child of being someone and how it must be to have that happen too you.

In other words I had a stupid dream last night about my dumb ideas as a child.

Right after someone had awakened me here either live or on tape.

Hell I laid there listening to their conversation that I have been taught to ignore to the point I cant recall the damn details so I guess I fell asleep had that stupid dream only to awake again to another conversation.

Remember my stupid dream about my silly considerations as a child.

The other thing is Boo Boo; I woke up to that first conversation and she had tucked her self under my arm.

We feel so alone!

Now I'm sitting here twitching from cutting back on clonazapam and stuck with only Intuniv (no problem) and a little Suda-Fed that controls my hyper-activity!

The other issue and maybe oh hell where on the list should it be ranked?

This damn ear-infection?

Is it going to kill me?

It feels that way!

I dont trust any doctor that wont do a blood sample and I'm too ADHD and insane to sit in a packed waiting room!

I know I had some kind of ear implants but I'm afraid to look at my own pictures and video!

I need an Angel to take care of my wonderful dog and look over me in the hospital or doctors office!

I was married to too wonderful women that cared about me for so many years!

Any man that takes his wife for granted is insane! Me included!

Well being somebody has almost cost me my life; as my dog curls up too my back right now!

Have a great day! Wish the dumb man with a smart-phone luck or something I need it!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge! I wish I could "read" a damn book somewhere, anywhere but here or in some nuthouse that tortures men and women!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton WooleyShire.com