Journal Entry 050912-B: I didn't realize how Ill I was?

Friend's,

I knew I was Ill from the Vyvanse hit last fall but I didn't realize how bad off I was til I had those attacks last month and maybe before that if I went back and looked at my previos posts.

You would think a Company or group of individuals working as a team might have "mercy" on you just a little more when monitoring you and not wait until your possibly "half-dead" to encourage in a "kinder gentler" way to seek medical treatment and not "scare" you half to death thinking that would spur you into action.

Your Life and other's could be in danger not to mention your pets!

I hate to be so blunt because one or two of these people will pound you to death for critizing their program but someone must just as I have in the past!

I am just recovering physically, financially and who knows the length of time it will take to get over "eight" years of "trauma"?

I was never notified of being placed in this "program" and that fact has scarred me "psychologically" not to mention "physically"!

I personally still feel being placed in this "program" would scare a person regardless of "notice"!

On the note of "feeling better" I got out and cut the grass in the front yard.

That in itself was, is and always will be a big deal.

Boo Boo and I came in and got a shower and a bath.

The ear plugs I bought this morning worked well keeping dirt out of my ears and pretty good a job keeping water out of my ears so I could take a shower.

I still feel weaker physically than I would like but the 1/2 Suda-Fed I took around eleven o'clock am CDT and the Amoxicillin just prior to lunch was a God send to me personally and Boo Boo seems happy as well as she lays next to me on the couch.

I still have ear and head discomfort as the comments continue I think I have been trained to mostly ignore or just have learned to do myself with the help of the medication I list and the Direct Television airing of the 2011 Texas vs Texas A & M game I missed last Fall. By the way the game is on ESPNU!

I want a DVD collection of all the Alabama Games I've missed over the last few years while in this "program"!

I also want to pursue my "dream" of dieing and "leaving" a successful business to my Sons and Daughter to "run" in some organized "plan"!

Moving?

With good "transportation" and "income" to "visit" new places why move from "Baldwin County, Alabama!

I have many places I'd like to visit with a "special" Lady.

I also don't want to give up on my dream of "furthering" my education and gaining "knowledge"!

I know Suda-Fed may not accomplish those goals but with "Shire" I can and "you" can too!

Please don't let anyone "deceive" you on that point!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley
Shire.com