Sunday, July 22, 2012

Journal Entry 072212-B: Honestly?


Friends,

Honestly?

I'm doctoring my left ear. I finally had the guts to look inside a few minutes ago and the damn thing is either healing or about to "explode"!

I am trying to keep from running out of money, time or nerves until I can see doctor Gacek again if my dad-gum truck will run long enough to get me there.

More honesty?

I am taking something over the counter to help me write this post. Please call it what you may but please dont call it abuse of the product. In fact I'm hopeing to take some of it when I see Doctor Gacek so it will help me stay organized and on the right track to ask the right questions.

More honesty?

I hope this doesnt bore you first of all and secondly well let me put it this way if you dont mind me saying so? Being in the dark medically puts you in a terrible position.

Let me explain. I'm being monitored. And we converse. Unfortunately I'm not very happy about it because a reason has never been defined. Its just been this and that.

I mentioned or they mention death. My response has been "I dont care if I die its the pain in the process that concerns me as I am sure it would be with most people medically in the dark.

You could respond in many ways and I could understand your responses if you have never been or felt medically in the dark.

Thats okay I understand.

Sure I want to live. Many of you may have varying opinions on what I should do or why I am in this position.

Not that I am anything but a blogger and not the least actually grandiose but damn they could have a Vegas style whatever on the outcome of my situation. LOL.

Thats as much humor as I can muster to be perfectly honest.

Last but not least let me say "this has been a helluva trip the last few years for at least myself and my dog "Boo Boo"!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley

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