I awoke to a stab in my right ear and the sound of the 5:00 am traffic passing my home just prior to my alarm going off at 5:30 am.
Boo Boo was on the pillow right behind my head.
I thought of the movie "Harley" as I felt the need to get up and put some alcohol in my ear which at first brought and about a "crinkle and pop" as I walked back to bed and laid back down in relative silence.
I wasnt fully asleep when I again felt the need to go back in the "bathroom and put a little more alcohol in my ears which upon this action I felt a little pain in that old miserable right ear which to me was just an indication of certainty that the "infection has not healed and most likely a "blister" had swollen and popped again.
It is late in the month and for the first time in my life "I am calm about the possibility that "death" is a clear possibility due to not having the funds or the funds to take care of myself "financially" due to no "private" health insurance.
I had hoped or actually never given thought to being in this position in my life.
I walked back in the bedroom after shaving and washing my face and as I put on my clothes with the light on I noticed "boo boo" had moved to the location next to the middle of the bed and I snapoed this picture "aggravating" her immensley.
"I thought of once being in a relationship for most of my life and on those beautiful "occasions when I would awake and see my wife laying in the bed asleep as I got dressed for work trying not to awaken her on the rare occasion allowed that wonderful feeling for so very few of us today.
Thats as much as I can write due to the stress I feel building in my chest.
Have a wonderful day my friends!
God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!
Floyd Clifton Wooley
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