Image by Getty Images via @daylifeThere is a place upon this planet that what we are supposed to believe we speak to angel's that direct our conscious but as for me I would rather speak to the Lord deep within my soul!
I speak with my Lord when no one else is speaking too me and he responds with a peaceful easy feeling that I can only appreciate with those that may understand my beliefs!
Friends you see my beliefs center upon mercy on the people's of this planet through the word of God Almighty NOT punishment for every indiscretion we may happen to make and that mercy is shown in many ways toward us all as human beings and members of this neighborhood we call planet Earth!
By the way the 1- Adderall per day regimen is accomplishing exactly what I thought it may.
1.) Limiting my creative thoughts and ability to describe, explain or accomplish anything that I might want to or need to accomplish to less than what most people would consider a full day in the life!
2.) The attempts to force me to stick to this once-a-day regimen have had no effect what-so-ever on my actions regarding the course I'm on now except to limit my ability in the past to determine my own destiny!
3.) The one other most important part of those attempts to "scare me straight" a term I'm borrowing from Rick's segment on CNN.com from yesterday 09-28-10 is that now is that my nerves are not what they used to be before.......
My ex-wife just called to meet me and loan me some money so let me stop here.
Well I'm back. It was actually a meeting with my soul-mate that in fact was a drug deal! I borrowed six-bucks so I could re-up on my Camel SNUS!
Sorry to disappoint the more criminally inclined minds out here in this world but I'm only a prescription junkie with a little nicotine thrown in that used to be taken in the form of smoking a pipe! Oh I still light up my pipe occasionally and only 1 or 2 Tobacco's will suffice! Captain Black is not my 1st choice but the nearest Tinder Box is quite a ways away in Mobile or Pensacola unfortunately.
...... those attempts to bring me into line! other wise I'd probably be just about okay on two of those Adderall's. In fact I still am but hey why NOT give em there break sometimes so they can get some rest because when I'm on- I'm on and it is hard to whip me when I'm on! Sorry for the arrogant show of defiance but this is my show not anyone else's and that is the bottom-line on that subject!
Oh yeah who are we giving a break? It's those angel's of mercy that really can become more like Demon's from Hell! My past blogs have described what indescribable misery they can cause in one person's life as well as those around them.
Thank God for my beleifs that as I was describing earlier are based on mercy upon the people's of this planet through the word of our God that I've come to beleive is the same God for many people's and that is a comforting thought considering human beings inclination to not show mercy to anyone by I still beleive to be a small percentage of the world's population if only we stop and consider the big picture!
I damn sure hope it is a small percentage and following anyone for any reason has been shown through out history to cause more pain and suffering upon the population of this planet than anything else- except one's own heart and soul or conscious that you have to go deeper into the subject to understand or just study history!
The idea of punishing people or making them feel they will be punished by God for indescretions and NOT some violent action they have committed upon one another or as a group upon one another at some future judgement just doesn't fit with my beleifs.
Personally it would appear that the last thing anyone should ever do is force their beleifs upon anyone for any reason because the tendency of the human being to utilize violence or acts of hatred or greed seems to creep in in every instance of such an effort all you have to do is study history!
Every weapon ever developed has been used for destruction and for God's sakes I hope I don't sound like the uni-bomber- but so has every piece of technology that I know of and I hope I am wrong on that point!
I can't think of anything else to discuss or say right now and I do have other things to do Today as I hope you do as well. I have to hurry up if I'm going to accomplish my goals for Today because of this once-a-day regimen I'm on and if you read my blogs from the past or over on My Space you'll get the picture pretty quickly what I speak of!
See my photo's on My Space that show what you can do by utilizing a little self-help with a little privacy to boot and within what used to be a legal and full life not just a legal life. I wish I had pictures of the times I have been able to go soft-shelling, fishing, floundering and generally enjoying life with my family,friends and children without being limited by someones misconstrued ideas about me as a human being!
I accomplished a lot when I self-medicated and no one but myself and a few people in my life knew of it and it was legal and those that try to make it out to be more than it was most likely don't know the whole story anyway so I have little fear of them!
God Bless, Love, Peace and knowledge!
Sincerely,
Floyd C Wooley
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