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I have written and spoken this same story in so many ways I feel like a drug dealer just because I'm so opposed to anyone that trys to scare you or interfere with you taking a medication of any type based on what little they know about you just because they are family! If they aren't family they could be in your case as mine a few select friends or in another case they could just hire the SOB's and guess what I'm mainly upset but oh no not angry that I'd rather die on what cures me than what I didn't take because of some person that was screwed up worse in the head than me by only getting involved without knowing the whole picture!
Now who needs to be put away here Today? I hope nobody because there is a set of guidelines for social security disability and hell I meet them I just wanted to meet them through regular testing not by a trumped up charge of being angry which I can be but not to the extent I feel I am made to look in my community.
Depression comes directly from harassment to the bone and using that harassment and your response to it in the beginning stages to destroy your life!
Don't understand? God I hope you never do! A life is destroyed when the person is made to think and feel they are no longer capable of doing a damn thing on a 24/7 basis and then told a bunch of crap to their face on the phone when you have been run out of your mind and if possible your body while your told it was just a joke!
I joke but it is no joke when it get's to the point you want to check yourself into a hospital but you can't decide which one first! A mental hospital or physical ailment hospital and damn if it were anywhere else it would be jail for making accusation that were not true!
I'm not and if I am and the one other possibility is the case then it was just Love that made me believe that it was impossible when I was told it was that person and not everyone else on the list!
I have been put through a type of hell on earth for little more than whatever the hell it was because if I told you I might get time for something that was just a way out of a miserable screw up by our own government or some company's suppossedly marketing an asthma drug that is but is other things too so the whole country is screwed up when it comes to medicine and I'm no certainly no Delorean which poor man tried to save business and went overboard in a different way.
Damn I am a fool for something. Let's take a poll on the options available for that because I'm almost worn out after 12 hours sleep from listening to bunch of crap when I did get up so visit my site and give your opinion listed in simple terms!
I still wish I had started taking ADHD meds prescrbied by a doctor years ago because I still think, feel or God I know it would have saved all this crap if I hadn't told anyone in this family or any of my friends but since it is too late for that then screw it!
Love, Piece, Knowledge if you can get it without it killing you- in other words just heed the warning of what I'm telling you about because people can kill you while you are still walking around! How by putting you in this position If you are in a damn position! Well you'd have to be here to know!
Floyd C. Wooley
Well I just got chewed out on the phone so I'm thinking Jail isn't a bad option cause after a few days off my ADHD meds and with my nerves I could'nt figure out how to get out by making a phone call! If I needed medical assistance I probably would die before I got anyone's attention unless the inmates helped me and that would be the craziest turn around from what people want you to know. To a person the inmates I've met are the least of your concerns. I'm not condoning anything just saying from what I know which is from where you are Not quite in all the way and definitley not out! Thank God somebody to my knowledge felt like it was mistake and got me out as soon as they could. My ex-wife. Laugh out Loud!
I feel better again. Not sure if it is the medicine, confessing to something I figure I've confessed to enough that this unofficial house arrest I'm on has gone on long enough to be discontinued at some point or that the folks on the intercom I can't quite find all the sources for well they have calmed down to their normal level irritation and if they were standing outside my office wall they could call this a crime against a persons ability to defend themselves on their on property which for God's sakes the male voice in the kitchen area reminded me to say! Kudo's because it does concern me that even the dog could be fooled after a while.
I go thursday to see mydoctor and get my Adderall! Either make plans to help disrupt my life on it or plans to help me stay on it and again you would have to know oh it goes this way. You would have to be here to know! I just want to go back to Jamaica because that is where I've been and I already know! I've never been so at peace in my life except for a few more times one of which was with my son on my old boat camping out and I was on something! LOL! So there is an investigation into if I deserve the death penalty or the coffee cup our kids gave my wife and once as being great parents!
God knows I hope they still do since I hardly ever see them! I hope somebody reads this and believe it is possible and knows it can be done anywhere to anybody and if they were a violent person they could be in a much worse situation trying to get it put to halt! I just want to go to work on a schedule of order of events as I recover from the whole deal my fault, someone else's fault or just a bad damn situation made out to make a person look so bad they will be happy to be on that disability and lay around all day!
I am going to post this just like it is because I just am tired of talking and who knows if it will ever help but it's better than something!
You know I am lonely as hell and I've got these peope talking to me in this house and by God I hope they don't think they have made this a better experience. Yall take care and I'll talk to you later.
I'm glad I haven't committed any crimes that were meant to make any money or save anything with that money or actually done anything else that would make these folks any more capable of making life miserable or worse. I guess I could lie and say something to cause myself more problems since I'm threatened with more problems on a daily basis anyway and I wish I was just hearing "voices" in my head that were not my own fault because supposedly there is a drug that stops that but I haven't found one that will shut off an intercom LOL from Hell! I'm just insane but God that might make somebody think I'm some other kind of nut cause I'm not laughing about anything!
Sincerely,
Floyd C. Wooley
2- Suda-fed 30 mg's an hour maybe a half ago heck I don't know.
1- Clonazapam 1 mg less than 30 minutes ago and that is it Today!
Just don't tell your kids that ADHD is a real condition because I'm told it isn't.
Damn I wanted to write you on those Social Security guidelines Today so you would either be sincere or disabled by the book and not have what you think I have and had someone manipulate the results before your own scheduled tests could prove yes or no based on the results!
I'm going in here and lay down and feel like I have accomplished nothing even though I may be able too I'm just tired of arguing a point!Now I'm letting that get me down. So later folks.
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