A request for assistance for one last time that I hope comes from outside my own home State!

Friends,

"After a night of having success blocking an incredible story of abuse I have decided toward the end to change the direction of this post and just take a chance! Please accept my apology for making the change but please do give the possibility of this not being from a mentally ill or otherwise impaired person a chance to be heard!"

"There are so many details to this case that have been detailed in my blogs and other that have not that it is almost hard for me to beleive sometimes how awful it has been living within the control of a few people and how I as a man could let it continue for so long thinking being nice would solve the problem"!

I as you may be aware if you have read my recent blogs have over time in spite of other distraction(s) that you may call whatever you may; have recently limited my daily use of Adderall XR 30 mg by Shire to 1 per day except for last Saturday for the benefit of symptom control during the day and into the afternoon and night so that I could enjoy said benefit of the medication during the Game. For the following reasons:

1.) If you are ADHD and want to concentrate on details and have trouble doing so the point of taking a performance enhancing medication is to be able to do just that!
a. To better your life professionally
b. To better your life personally
c. To better your life spiritually

*Note after 6 years of utilizing a program designed to distract the people in my life responsible for those actions have me wondering another question.

1.) Are they trying to prove the medication works by distracting me? Thereby proving I'm concentrating on a threat by making it appear they are a threat thereby provoking a response that endangers your life or another?
2.) Proving that after 12 years on a performance drug I had no problem handling multiple tasks one that was available over the counter yet when on prescription medications after several years of harassment by utilizing confusing and sometimes very difficult to hear or to prove outside distractions that my at times be off-hand or easily said to be imagination in a system that can be manipulated on a moments notice in a way that would seem foreign to most people in fact make any past accomplishments seem impossible to repeat for the individual?
  a. To save their life from a medication they feel is damaging to your health?
  * Please keep in mind I am only 44 years-old so keeping me in a situation of limited resources by keeping me in  or on a disability program that I am desperately trying to work around these people to become able to do what is most important to me and most likely you that is to work! Within a system that most certainly does not expect you not to be able to recover from most at anyone that can recover from whatever they have suffered!

Today I have altered the dosage again to 1/2 a capsule in the morning taken at 9:45am with mixed results. In fact for motivation I utilized a 1/2 a cup of coffee to finish what I had started earlier which was a trip to Wal-mart to purchase groceries and that is something on a budget you have to be extremely comfortable and focused that is later this afternoon at 3pm I had a cup of coffee which blew some of the symptom control as described in the Shire handbook.

As of 4:30pm I have taken a whole Adderall XR 30 mg and I plan to monitor those results myself and report the results to you for your benefit as well as my own!

Friends 1 important benefit of the medication for use in any action on your part is to help you focus, concentrateate analyze a situation and make decisions or develop opinions that make a tielt decision that is beneficial to you

Note: In the past I have kept up with a daily log of my Adderall XR use but not exact times and results except for a few occasions such as the one described in one of my recent blogs for one particular day when I used two 30 mg doses that worked to perfection well I'd have to go back and look at that blog before making such a proclamation as to "perfection" but that blog was written on the first or second day of treatment after being off the medication due to the effects of whatever program private or public I'm in that has at times seemed more brutal than not and to be honest very close to what it must feel like to be in a brutal rehab program meant to injure or maim- mentally, physically and spiritually!

Water boarding might be slightly more brutal in nature than what I have been forced to endure! I have medical records to prove that as fact!

I will let you know the results as I become aware of the results:

I'm not sure if it's the Adderall Xr or the fact I'm using two televisions one on a box and one not on a cable box to watch the Alabama Crimson Tide save my night once again because there is no synchronization of the channels with regards to the audio which gives me relief from living in a 21st Century Hell hole that has clearly been set-up and executed for reasons that have no basis other than to harm!

The 24/7 365 harassment and other crimes against my person have created a depression that is alleviated by the Adderall XR and that is the fact of the matter and I have to thank my docotor among others for making it possible to be able to call this as it is and ask for legal counsel as a member of my family has made it impossible for me to have those resources! I feel confident that there is enough blame or people to file suit against in this case to pay any attorney's legal fees that would be expected! Your profit from this case may rival some you have only dreamed of or I would not even make the request!

I'm so confident of my case being winnable and that it can be won against multiple parties that I will give you the one piece of evidence of intimidation that by itself will assure you that I'm no liar and that your time would be well spent as well as one more thing very important to the situation.

I have kept records of my use of Adderall Xr that show one important aspect of my situation.  The fact is that those records show that I have indeed used Adderall to relieve Depression that has been made almost unbearable to the point of despair and in being denied that medication through abuse that should discussed with an attorney my logs make it look much worse in terms of my ability to manage that medication than is the truth.

In fact those records will show over several years that I have been abused at the hands of multiple parties that may have no knowledge of the fact this abuse started six years ago with a decision by a close family member to not only advise me prior to my accident to quit selling homes but after that fact is that after a verbal comitment was made to fund the completion of those homes that were affected financially by hurricane Ivan that family member pulled that comitment and insisted that I file chapter 7 bankruptcy which I was totally opposed to and in fact had every intention of filing chapter 11 and completing said projects.

My attorney had advised me that I had a case against a financial instituion as well and that as an extra piece of evidence was made aware to me in the spring of 2005!
Soon after I was forced to take the action described in filing chapter 7 in stead of completing the projects as originally intended and my partner withdrew support and insisted on my agreeing to actions I was opposed to resulting in many more details that I would rather discuss with an attorney as this case goes much deeper into county and State actions that are absolutley absurd now given my own ability to research the subject.

Action or in-action by the Police in two cities and this county appall me as to their disregard for the possibility I am not a liar or some other criminal or just mentally ill which I am not but psychologically  I have been harmed and told it is only temporary which I feel is just a holding action!

Other members of my close family have also been harmed it is my observation a statement I do not take lightly considering the implications particularly considering that I myself may have been wrongly accused only a proper court case that I am allowed to provide testimony as well as proof of my reasoning is considered and against the correct individuals for subjecting us to their deceit through use of information forced fed in again a 21st Century Hell!

If this matter is not resolved in some manner that settles this and I am subject to more of this abuse from my own estimation I may not survive at least in mental state even to the level it is now which is cognitive in nature or much more but less than it could result from my own experience of seeing the results of such abuse carried out on others in this State!

The bottonline on my logs is that I have delayed action in this matter for lack of resources and the fear that a terribly corrupt probate court system could indeed be used against me to silence me for if not permantly at least long enough for time to make this matter unwinnable on my part which without the help of my Doctor by prescribing said medication and the experience on other medications used in this case on my person to further abuse me to the point of despair my life as stated and that of others may be in jeopardy in some way, shape or form.

That has been my fear that those logs that show my success could also be used against me without my own doctor ever having a chance to testify in my defense which has already been accomplished.

I know that when prior to and about the time which I may be able to substantiate through their records or my own the exact time that those services were offered!

I can substantiate and can and will be able to help an attorney pull this information together if I have the chance to do so and I am not once again put in a position that limits my ability to defend myself by denial of the proper medication.

Everyting is up in the air here as far as I have been led to beleive with regard to my current status as I have been intentionally and to some degree on my own accord isolated myself from anyone that may be involved in cheating anyone out of a dime or accepting bribes or payments to make their statements against me such as have been made that are untruthful in fact which is not too far fethced an idea considering the fact many of the participants have not been involved for the six year period I have been under this abuse!

I make this attempt once and for all not out of greed but to regain myself respect and dignity in this community and to set myself and hopefully others free but I myself must be vindicated first!

Accusations of corruption are taken seriously by me as person that is of sound body and mind not that I have had that fed too me by any means over this period of time!

Thank you and I hope my faith carries me long enough that I can have a day in court to prove this case and save my own life!

I was told once in the summer of 2003 that nice guys finish last by a very important person in my life and I have hoped that being nice would solve this matter without my having to go public but what choice does a human being have but to let people know what injustice can be done to anyone by another person you had the utmost respect for at one time in your life!

God Bless, Love, peace and knowledge to everyone in this world but to those that have abused me I feel no regret in attempting to save my own life and not do as they have said and just prepare for the next!

I have nothing to fear but fear itself!
-Winston Churchill

Sadly but sincerely,

Floyd C. Wooley
251-509-4573
19680 St. Hwy 181