Showing posts with label self-respect. Show all posts
Showing posts with label self-respect. Show all posts

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Do you ever just get sick of hearing how perfect everyone is and keeping up!

Friends,


You would think I would be angry and hateful to the point I would have to be by this time after 7.5 years or so being told by doctor's one thing and  treated like a complete outcast by the only family in America that knows they have the best percentage of being ADHD of most anyone else but refuse to admit it is not what it is not and that is a personality trait that is cured by sedatives although the benefit of the right medication is slowing the reaction time just enough that an already under normal conditions if ADHD a slightly quicker reaction time in the physical sense that is associated with impulsively and impulsive actions are one of the major symptoms we work to control without having to be Rambo! Rambo I guess would not need an anti-biotic or pain pill to survive his own surgery!


I have dealt with the dual edge sword of on the one hand having to control my sleep habits under pressure to fail in ways out of most people's thought field or pattern just a few years ago or at least it was not in mine and I took to using varied doses of ephedrine for many years not to fail but to succeed which every piece of evidence I would produce would in fact prove beyond a shadow of doubt that it did work to improve my life and my family's more so than I realized at the time or began to realize as it became less effective. Unfortunately I didn't have anyway to break my focus to succeed nor divert the drive forward with my business in a manner I can say is remembered at all in hind-sight another fact I have weigh heavily on me when I look at the distance between my doctor and my first office.


Later in the process of having an uncontrolled OTC as my primary and atually only medicine to treat and control much better than I realized even at the time and most helpful tool each day for years that were mostly peaceful- not made angry to prove me medicine was the issue a contention that be fact I would have to die and lose my mind to not have ingrained in my mind!


Each and every witness in my life would testify to a similiar if not definite pattern backed up by data!


The issue is not "he is addicted and won't go to sleep thus he needs to give up take the cheap medicine and forget life at 45 but exactly the opposite is true. The best medication ironically other than that OTC  is the most expensive a fact I have tested in every way imaginable!


In fact the bottom-line is that in deed my family has ignored and resisted for the most part the truth to the point that I only feel comfortable around people that have had just enough success in life or much more in many cases that has to help them to realize the difference a cheap generic has on us when a better although  to be like taking an aspirin for a migraine!


The ingredients in fact don't have to be the same with generics as I tested again the othr day when my son was ill and I went to purchase his anti-nausea medication- Emetrol at Rite-aid. Completely different and the Emetrol is 2.00 more to boot but I bought it because I felt it would work best and to my knowledge it always has.


The additional money for a medication is a simple decision to make in any one's mind you would think if anyone but you was convinced the medication either one or two things 1. Worked. 2. Didn't not work. You could find that a consensus would be hard to find among people of like mind but differing ideas of what is best for a person not different now than when he had nearly a million dollars a month being collected for his company's operation at times that began and only ended because of a hurricane and a natural disaster being responsible for a 750,000.00 thousand dollar short-fall over the last quarter of 2004 when compared to the same period in 2003!


Not another issue nor any other the only issue that would have prevented my success that year was a hurricane!


Now I just look forward to the time when I as a free person may have the opportunity to not live among people that are impatient and attacking like banzees while slowly using a psychological ploy used by enough so-called mental health professionals to irritate an already disgusted man because his OTC did the same job as the Shire!


Thus it would be apparent immediately if distraction were employed in an unnatural way in my situation that it would do harm almost immediately to one's psychological state of mind but and it's a big but I hope that will not be an issue that can't heal to some extent with time away and to retest myself in a more normal set of circumstances thus solving any if it really exists perceived idea I just refuse to go to sleep!


The sleep issue is another all together and with a little shove into a feeling of further and further loss of time a driven but now depressed easily person need as much life emotionally as a higher quality ADHD


So if it be your decision to consider my call for a 30 day immediate stay from any action by my family in this matter for whatever reason I may have laid out as possible I would like to set about the job of proving the little man can rebound from disaster as well as acquire an attorney!


Friends the paper or article you have just written would be my opening statement if I were so unfortunate as to not have an attorney to defend me in an action that is more correctly described as an ambush to anyone that has been surprised and and hauled off to a one-way session of court if you are in fact the fact the only that hasn't prepared. If not considered as a viable choice many a person in our country would suffer the same fate over and over until it appears they lose the will to even defend themselves based on my observation of the poor souls.


I hope none of the people that read this ever have the unfortunate events that have been only slightly explored because of the time involved in introducing the facts in short order at least hopefully to the extent a chance will be afforded to introduce not just circumstantial evidence but evidence that is backed up by the facts that simply scanning a copy of my Social Security income statement would most likely prove as evidence of the OTC's success and the prescription medication certainly deserves the same consideration to not be seen as less than as useful as the OTC for every reason that we as patients and our doctor's as monitor's of our progress have to have seen at least once or they would give up on us as quickly as an ADHD and Type A family that has splintered over a situation for more reasons than were apparent in the fall of 2005!


God Bless, Peace, Love and knowledge and in a parting comment for Today it although negative may be of positive use to you one day. That is that there is a marked and noticeable drop in your family as a wholes mental and psychological view of you once you announce the symptom's so please don't let the slight evidence of that in your own life get to you too bad! It will be permanent and noticeable but the help of a professional beats the trial and error of an over the counter medicine not protected even to be available next week much less next year and you have a crisis that rivals well please see me income statement and also that of my ex-wife Valarie as well since I always had intended as was done to my recollection that being fact that her income increased as well and to a higher degree than mine by purpose!


Sincerely,




Floyd C. Wooley

Friday, July 15, 2011

Last night an Angel this morning a ridiculous excuse for a sales pitch!

Friends.

Last night I talked with an Angel at Shire. This morning a person obviously promoting a non-truth called to pitch one in the dirt for Barr! I hate to see such a person claim employment, knowledge and then make a claim of Shire Pharm owning, producing and selling an inferior product from it's own facility the generic made by Barr that many have said is as so! Hell no it aint Adderall XR by Shire and if you haven't compared the two you should and afterwards call your family members that depend on life saving medications and tell them that I am either a liar or that good lord "dear loved one" how much more would cost for your Name brand Trade mark originally researched and developed medication? Then help them buy it or ask them too so they have the benefit of it's life saving effect if that is the case!

I wrote a piece a couple of months ago when I spent the additional money and was so thrilled to have the chance to remind myself what I had already known to begin with that I stopped by my doctor's office and gave my doctor's nurse a hug upon finding the Shire product in Mobile and experiencing not only no ill physical effects but clear and present positive effects that I haven't known in months and that doctor had specifically told me would be the case if I had the Shire product as another reminder in writing on my prescription only a month prior only to have that blown off locally by a person in a pharmacy. Lord I wish them no ill will but the caller Today?

A Shire representative this morning had choice words for such a person to make such a claim in call that too me at first was just seen as harassment by communication- they used another term more intense in it's legal nature but that is for the Company officials to decide when the message and phone number is passed to them Today!

The piece I wrote a couple of months ago or so wasn't my best writing now that have reread it but who the hell knows as Senator McCain mentioned in a tweet concerning his concern over cyber terror and my reply "God Speed" because I have enough trouble keeping my sites up and after rereading my piece I wish I had the money to make an original copy of each of my posts but the bottom-line is Shire will help you work, Love and relate and their other research projects may save someone's life but I'm just a home-builder on his home computer letting people know a true story and it goes back many years but right now Shire is trying to save only a part of life and I as a democrat applaud the Medicare for approving the use of a drug that cost 93,000.00 to extend a man's life 4 month's by having the use of a drug for prostrate cancer!

I hope the FDA is getting the message loud and clear that we want to live, work, love and relate to our family member's as well and as long as possible when they are involved in the Health Care Debate!

Senator McCain I enjoy your writing and thanks to shire I can do that on a prescription medication as well as on the over the counter medication that is no longer available in my state that may have cost me some sleep but sure helped me sit, focus, concentrate and do so at home and at work or jump up and handle a project or problem in a calm well thought out way that enhanced my life and that of my families for quite a few years back in the 90's and until someone thought a few nights of rest were worth the loss of a dream business and family over the old belief that a man or woman could handle any issue without such a medication.

Now let's save the lives of those that are afraid of admitting they are ADD, ADHD, OCD, PTSD, Depressed or otherwise by erasing the idea that self-medication of any kind is a crime and a shame and let those people feel comfort in the fact one pill isn't going to become just an addiction to relieve addiction whatever it may be and afford people the benifit of the doubt on television in our news reports by an official government stance that yes we may be doing something the wrong way but it's okay to ask for help and not a life of constant pressure to say our life has been something it has not!

How many millions of you out there feel this way? I hope I get this out and it is understood as not a message of let's let people on the street manage those conditions with medications that someone conjured up or had to figure out by trial and error over the counter but a message that it's okay to take medication now that will make life in hindsight and to our families seem much more of a joy than a subject to use as one to talk about each other at family gatherings when in the later times in our life we will have to not feel fear when told this drug we must take will cure a disease that we can't see but our symptoms and test results show may kill us or in fact will do so!

I for one hope we all can be as the congressman I wish I could recall his name and stand up now for everyone's right to be treated as possibly not in the narrow 10% as drug addicts but just mis or undiagnosed!
Over the counter or at the health food and herbal medication store or even if so forced by being overlooked in the decisions of the FDA. That 10% may not need a drug but what if 40% of us do? Do you want to be told your whole life of success was a mistake in judgement or do you want to be given the benefit of the doubt?

I for one do and hopefully have proved my point in my life so that I can move forward as I wish I may have several years ago and many years ago if I had the encouragement for myself as well as my family members that I even discounted as not being just ADHD!

I just got lucky in my own trial and error early on enough to have a footing have you found yours? Make sure you have and those that you love so that fear of a doctor prescribing a medication is all you have to worry about and not of a few taking you as drug addict when they themselves need the same help!

If you stand up as I have done don't think it won't be considered by some as wrong but your children may not have to face that same idea that you were wrong from the start if you do stand up!

you might look bi-polar if you stand up one way or another but if you are then maybe it would work out okay I just hate the expression because that was made into a mountain in my life that has taken unusual actions on my part to prove as a bunch of crap but there I go! Lord thank god I'm just ADHD and recovering from depression from my fight and I hope your life turns out well enough that you can only count a couple of issues to worry about other than living life!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!


Floyd C. Wooley
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Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Reparitive Therapy? OH for God's Sake's!

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Friends,


Do you have any idea what that type of therapy is?


I don't but my mind could guess many awful things beyond what some of you could imagine because just damn maybe that is what some idiot had in mind for me over the last 8 years!


Guess what my friends? I'm as defiant as ever! God speed to all of us downtrodden!


I'll do a little more research and get back to you on it but beware of the phrase if I could I remember the words:


Oh Hell how is "wolves in sheep's clothing for starters?


As for me I'm a dog man! I'm also straight but in some way feel a kindred spirit with those in the world that have gone have through any type hell- and too some I know you gone through a helluva lot more than I have so I'm happy to be alive with what psychological remains of my original self I do still possess!


The lady that asked me once "How do you like mind talk" and I replied "there is no such thing" is true!


I don't like it, won't stand for it and consider it from the devil! Not Porn!


Human beings together in a state of bliss with each other under normal cirumstances in the privacy of their own homes or on a protected internet page that promotes somethin all together different is another matter to talk about an espouse!


If you don't like sex their is somethin wrong with you anyway- very wrong and I feel sorry for you! I'll pray for you and you hater's out there pray for me cause we sure wouldn't get along in heaven!


God Bless, Peace, Love, CNN, Shire, Anderson Cooper and all you pastors that want to see us lovin each other! Don't worry I'm not homophobic anymore- why would I want to be? That was a long time ago when I was just a naive puppy!


Floyd C. Wooley
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Sunday, May 1, 2011

I have a dream! I hope not to offend but it applies as an addendum!

Friends,

I have a dream that I would love to see us as Americans have that to my knowledge does not exist in this country which hurts me deeply that it isn't already a dream realized!

A place where people that have something that either they have used over the counter or otherwise could go for the short time it takes to get a short but thorough test that is able to determine if they are any of the following:

1.) ADD!
2.) ADHD!
3.) Depressed for whatever reason!
4.) PTSD- A. Caused by war-time!
                 B. Caused by personal trauma be it what it may!
5.) OCD
6.) REHAB Intervention by your loved ones and the community against your will for a drug as FDA website definition or NOT!
7.) Manic-Depressive!

A place that has all the comforts of homke but with no P.A. system only persons that Love and Care including the patients otherwise we most likely wouldn't be there!

No records on the internet, no ill-tempered drill sargeants and no reprisals- just a short 30 days at most for some people and you would have a diagnosis and if you were on the right medication to begin with and the governmernt having made what worked for 10 ten years prior to whatever miserable experience you have suffered since!

Let's include Alcohol because that can be controlled both in amount consumed and the possiblity if your prone to be quick tempered after a few drinks.

No sweat!

After Seven years of being attacked in my home by the haters: Costing me millions of dollars! For no good reason but to do the work of somebody at somebody's expense!

I had hoped for a different approach but unfortunately it got screwed up and twisted into the most skewed version of anything I've ever seen short of what it must be like to have been burned as a witch in Salem!

Maybe we can all get some privacy again! Verizon could you do us one more favor put a sticker that insures our freedom of movement  mind in the right place!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

I hope some straight talk is what this country understands because I love it and it's people as well as having the ability to make the living of my choice which has been made to look like I couldn't handle that which is a lie and it could happen to anyone as I've stated in my posts!

Never expect family to be the right choice because they will kill you! There is probably something I missed but with all this talk going on where they shut up after I shut making me look like a fool only to change the tune after your out of what a doctor has prescribed you so you live in misery and without the abiltiy to make a living!










                

Saturday, April 30, 2011

ADHD: Fact or Fiction? Already proven. However!

Friends,


Over the last few days I've been taking an Orange and Blue pill with S489 on the Orange side and 70 on the Blue side! If it makes any difference to anyone with al the other goings on in the world whatever that may be because I have a hard time believing just about any damn thing at unless it is at face value.


I've just had a few too many wonderful experiences which really means I've had my share of bad and I can pretty much imagine anything else that could wind up coming out right wrong or indifferent or some shit like that. I'm trying to stay ahead of somebody that is just as crazy as I am if not right now as I type so please excuse the grammar mistakes and if I'm right so be it and if I'm wrong then shot me and it's a shame I have to say it in this manner because somebody Will think I'm angry about something and it means a lot at least to me personally for that not to be taken as the gospel.


You shouldn't take what I say as the gospel either but I do have something to say that at best is controversial and I'm so miserable right now that some people have made a potentially wonderful life into a miserable one that I could throw up but I better not say that cause damn I'm not nauseated either right now but who knows I be in a little while!


I hope you get this post because as far I know I could be just wasting my time or at times at least.


The world sure loves to put out all kinds of information on one subject and who knows if I'm the devil delivering the awful news that something has killed me or I'm actually delivering the message that I want too that what has happened in m,y life and the choices I've made have really not done me in!

Confused? You would be too!


I'm sorry for one thing though I let a customer down and it wasn't antibody's fault but mine- I think!


Now do you really need to hear that I have something to say about ADHD for us folks that have been through a lot of hell but not enough to satisfy some other's for reasons that sure escape me?


I don't know right now if it would be a big surprise anyway but I may get a chance one day if I live long enough and as I told someone the other day I'd love to double this 45 and have the mind capacity that I have now to go with like it or not and have a successful business again if it means that I get too do what I want to do and use the money to help who I want to help and not who I most likely don't have much concern for myself.


Now is that a crime? I hope not cause it seems to be right now inside this home I live in that is also a business office and a retail store that should be open as the hours are listed on my Marine page and I need some help making all this happen as I have it lined up in my mind each and every day. Just not when I have ben through some hell. It takes a week to get over being duped and neutered and forever after that for the month to get by and what little I get done in that time is just enough to make it one hell of a miserable experience too so that's about it from the world at this address.


I did have a nice lady and her son stop by today. As well I had some time to read and the ability to sit there and actually do it under heavy pressure to be perfectly frank!

If you are an Adult and don't know this get you some ADHD medication and go Love somebody quick but slowly and save the world from something but go quickly to a safe place or you might get blasted and that would be a shame because you wouldn't know that it was the truth!


God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge! I guess.


Floyd C. Wooley

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Open Season on Air-Traffic Controllers!

Friends,


Now that all us Home-builder's are in or have been in the Insane Asylum it's time to go after the Air Traffic Control Personnel again.


Seems like a repeat of the late 70's and early 80's to me!


In fact the Gas Station operators are already under attack along with their suppliers too like they were in the late 70's and I know because my parents owned Trailway Oil Company by that time and had changed the name to King Fisher Enterprises and were Exxon wholesaler's and retailer's!


I have to make note of the fact I wrote the above piece this morning before I went car shopping again and I'm worn out but satisfied considering the situation I'm in and I'm happy with the decision I made which was to buy a 1998 Chevy Cavalier.


I accomplished the main goals.


1. Keep my truck.
* I plan to refurbish it to like new or semi-custom condition and why not it is a classic.


2. But a car that I could pay off in a timely fashion based on it's age and condition.

3. Have Air-conditioning for my dog.

4. Improve my ability to get out of this house by improving fuel economy which is the exact opposite of some pundits in the news which is to tell us all to cut back and stay at home more. Real good for the economy don't you agree?

So that's done now I just have to hope that help from Shire comes through and if it does maybe I can utilize some other parts of my brain that help me sell a few million dollars worth of homes for people. Heck a fraction of that amount in some way, shape or form while still maintaining my independence to be self-employed and a viable part of the community would be wonderful.

That could lead to another list but I'd have tell you what I'm on and you wouldn't believe and I'd have sharp shooters across the street with hopefully Indians or Spaniards or both in a stand-off!

Don't ask me how that happened but it did and it does and this the 21st Century and God knows when it's in the day time stand your ground cause I think Indians and Spaniards with Bows and arrows may just take out the SOB with his gun leveled at me before he pulled the trigger which is why I stared him down and watched the friendly's out of the corner my eye!

Sounds like a bad B movie to me doesn't it too you? I just laughed it off cause once that was over another round of special took place and damn I wasn't on much of anything and if I was I'd swear on the bible and feel confident my savior that will get me to heaven to see some folks hopefully one day but not for at least another 45 will introduce to the cast!

I can't see to well so maybe they were from Shire considering! The medieval warriors I mean!

Mental break-down? Nah! I've been through that and hell looking back that wasn't any fun but the special effects crew last month on that generic crap that was so miserable well if I say it lasted longer in lenght of days I may have to use my Technological to hunt you down and kill you cause you aint heard nothing yet!

The best day of my life?

Last fourth of July 2010- hands down!

Vyvanse?

I was pummeled for days on Vyvanse and took a date out for the fireworks and it was beautiful and unfortunately after that I was low on cash, will and stupid the way things look and I think my date would date agree considering I think she had a good time too but I haveb't seen her but two or three times since because she lives where ever and I miss her.

Vyvanse?

Closest to happy with my abilities even under attack by the minority it would seem in this country which has a voice but damn they could cool it when I'm on what I'm on now cause the nice lady that I finnally sold me a car could see I wasn't at my best trying to multi-task and sign paper-work Today which is what it's all about!

That is this war we are winning as get older I just hope it isn't recycled under the next republican administration because if some of us have it bad now that minority could play hell with our children and grand children because I want mine to know the truth as they get older even if I have to show it too them in an old encyclopedia the GAO.gov site among others you better use and the centrists as well as those of us that have experienced over kill in ways I have to keep to myself for obvious reasons.

The main thing is read what I said last night and all my other related posts which show confusion under shock and awe conditions that have yet to be allowed by me or the players in this gashtly affair.

I hope enough of you have the imagination and knowledge to understand what actions much less traumatic than expereinced in the past but traumatic still in some way that I haven't measured against much more than the one most important standard I hold dear to my heart and that is bringing my family back together after they have been used in this 7 year ordeal at times I hope against their will and underage to boot to pull off the near miracle of driving a person that once was confident in his actions to now spending two much time worrying about which way to go in their life which is not what Shire intends so I'll leave it at that!

I'm seriously tired of the whole dumb affair because to tell it takes as much guts as I can muster for obvious reasons and what I leave out in detail is just too unreal but obviosly possible considering the success I had before and after my so-called "concussion" experienced after Ivan in 2004 to include in the this little dity!

It sure isn't the help I wanted, needed or expected from normal people. Sorry for the offense if taken.

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

I wish you could have seen me operate at about 15% which aint bad for a pirate or some shit!

*Thank God my dog lived through what was not caused by the weather hours before we heard thunder because I tested that theory the other day!

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Confidence?

Friends,


Confidence?


Damn that's complicated if you think about it. It takes years sometimes to narrow down to a single point of reference or some shit.

Wait?

No it's just that complicated. You see if you had once and lost it all wouldn't you want it back your way?


Well it's getting to that point where that is so far in the past when you or I had it that it's like- Damn!


Okay. So We have lost all semblence of where we once were and we are to damn sad to be proud much less pick up the pieces and move on except!


There is a way out or in and I'm trying to figure out if I'm out or in but I have no patience so being born impatient I need to be in!


Why?




I'm so ADHD and sad that I need to be rescued and if I truth be known "I'm worth it"! So I have a glimmer of hope and confidence I'm just trying to get by on the RED, White and Blue in two many ways to count- it's complicated!




If you have any idea what I mean God have mercy on you cause your almost as bad off as I am or you've been there and know this:


A pill might not save you but it might buy you time til something or someone relights your fire!

Laughing! Truth be known that's when you better have a couple of pills in bottle that will last a month till refill time and one hell of an understanding and you probably know what I mean by now cause I screwed up big time 60 days ago or so and it was tryin to get by on the cheap! I know that's clear as a bell! Yes it's my fault this time no doubt and with a little help from my friends "where ever yall are at in nice way my life can change for the better because it has once before and in fact with a little niceness in the world like using the word "Please" I think I, you and millions more worldwide could make a difference!

Help me Shire and it will forever be "what's the word"? Just put it like this I'll be in your debt- literally!

God Bless, Peace, love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley


Thursday, April 14, 2011

Here's to Salem @ Sandmonkey!

Friends,




If I were anyone of any consequence and had the right to salute anyone it would be Salem 29 of Egyupt!

Your interview on CNN was priceless!


God Bless you, your fellow countrymen and women as well as Peace, Love and of course Knowledge!


Floyd C. Wooley

Come on tell the truth, Please.

Friends,


Did you read the complete literature story in school or just scan the damn thing?


I scanned it. I cheated myself. and passed.


Did A girl named Lisa Reyes sit next to you and introduce you to the "Chronicles of Narnia" for you to listen to the teacher or read those short books "out of defiance" and to impress her?


God Bless, Peace, Love and knowledge!


Floyd C. Wooley


Think about it! Please?

Friends,


Don't worry about where I've been let's worry about where we are going. Please.


Question: In School- any school?


Who were your friends?


Were they like mine? Or like this? Cause all we have some sense.


Friends that hoped the teacher never said study because if she did it might make say the "hell" with taking our books home cause she just offended us?

Love you Whoopi!


God Bless, Peace, Love, and Knowledge!


Floyd C. Wooley
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Monday, April 4, 2011

The Last Eleven days at 19680 State Highway 181

Friends,


Following is a run down of the last eleven days at this address:


1.) The 25th. I visited my family mainly my mother in the hospital. Slept at least eight to ten hours!


2.) The 26th.
a.) Open for business 8 to 1!
b.) Visited my mother and father in the hospital.
c.)  Attended my Daughter's Wedding.

3.) The 27th. Harassed by electronic audio and other means that are hard to imagine possible but deadly accurate threatened and intimidated while trying to write a letter to Shire.
 Mailed. Held up so long that was unable to visit my mother.


4.) The 28th. Attempts to balance check book, work on taxes, and plan any business activities blocked by harassment among other crimes. Slept well.

5.) The 29th. Attempts to prepare an inventory for order for Battleship Marine Blocked. Able to leave the house on the 29th near start of Alabama Game for a little bit of relief from the attack.
Slept well.

6.) The 30th. Boo Boo and I both made ill by attack upon us that included chemical that made us both extremely ill- harassed and repeatedly told that we had poisoned our own dog when neither of us could breathe. Veterinarian kept Boo Boo while I shaken but stable drove to the Money Store to find Employees that had always been on duty had been fired. New employee had no money on hand and tried to loan 375.00 less on my truck than prior employees had indicated may be possible. Rude.


7.) The 31st. Unable to do a damn thing due to the volume of harassment. Day complete loss.

8.) The 1st. No accomplishments allowed.

9.) The 2nd.
The 1st. My daughter and her husband stopped by on the way to their honeymoon at the beach. Of course harassment subsides during their brief but much needed visit. Harassed relentlessly at bedtime with whistle!

10.) The 3rd. The noise from the whistle blown on me all night made the 3rd especially miserable as I was disoriented began to feel better as day progressed but still under bombardment. Slept well when used to assault.

11.) The 4th. Attempts to handle business of any type interrupted not to mention phone- land line out over the last few days managed to break from depression difficult as previous attempts to have such activities halted had produced miserable results from the local police. As of 2:30 pm I had managed to run out of the house half prepared to the bank and to the Vet!

Hopefully we can get together a list and get some groceries by this evening along with some gas. Plans to complete taxes and purchase and install point of sale program as well as order merchandise for marine hardware seem doubtful to be completed prior to the 15th or earlier as planned!

Happy Birthday to me on the 14th if I last that long or have the will to enjoy it under these conditions that our country allows in some areas upon a person that is ADHD or depressed a sad state of affairs I hope you would agree!

I ought to go out and get drunk and drive for God's Sakes! Not on your life!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

Fight for your Freedom to live as you choose within the law my friends and pass this along as part of a true and horrendous story of abuse in The United States of America


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Sunday, April 3, 2011

I've been busy in talks with a representative from Heaven or Hell!

Friends,

I'm in the middle of what should be a two month run on some what is supposed to be Barr Generic Adderall which I hate to call it that because if it is then I'm right and if not I'm wrong.



I'd say I've seen other people on the crap but they might shoot me!

Unfortunately the real medication to the best of my ability to discern has become muddied because of some intrusion into my life that is fact and not fantasy.

I'm suppossed to be the damn Devil to some people and I hope not most.

Truth be known which is pretty hard for anyone to determine without crucifying theirself and everyone around them for both good and deeds because who the hells knows you'd have to have seen the movie.



My side of this supposedly has been told and hell I figured I'd try and tell my side of the story in a blog cause I'm a little shy or I'd have already been to the news media with a 7 year attempt to destroy my life which from where I sit looks to have been successful.

For God's sakes if your ADHD get treatment and take the name brand first before your life goes down the drain and stay off the street because the law and the mental health professionals with your state may have no mercy!

If you took Ephedrine in the 90's or Phentermine and then sought treatment you'd have to be better off than if you were led astray and it doesn't matter how far astray you know they will make a mountain out mole-hill before it's over with! Take my word for it!


Even if you can get it told from A to Z or by the years of life it will turn out that some will condemn you anyway and along the way you'll pick up enough psychological damage to have a twitch or two especially if you were ADHD when you were younger and worked your butt off or got mad because lazy jerk was trying load it with you and they let go and you in "one of many" times in your youth held the load and with what you thought or is that little burst of energy we have in anger "for God's sakes" proved something!


Don't do that either because you wind up physically damaged later in life along with being ADHD and traumitized which is not a damn fantasy.


It is insane that you supposedly can't have legally medicated yourself and known it if you take the damn time to read anything about ADHD.


Unfortunately I didn't and I didn't draw on my experience and that's hard explain unless have been through something kinda like a natural disaster to make things even more difficult to unravel back to the point where you may remember that you had some experience on the subject to begin with so that in itself is enough to make look back in retrospect and want to blow your damn brains out now that all is lost!


Unfortunately in my personal opinion based on my on set of "values" so no one is hurt all is lost when you have to "so-called" retire early because you have lost everything!


Lord have mercy this is the blog to read if you beleive it or not what else can I say?


God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!


Floyd C. Wooley


If you don't like what I've done on the internet well it sure wasn't all supposed to be by donation or that easy to access but I'm not tech man or woman and something happened to them but I hope they understand I wish they were around because I'd love to build a southern charms type site and so what if it's based in Alabama!

Monday, March 28, 2011

What is the best way to do two things? And related!

Friends,

Two thoughts well maybe three.

1.) What is the best way to make an ADHD person look bi-polar?

Keep them tied up in conversation in a wired or wireless space as long as possible.

*The result depression!

2.) What is the best way to make an ADHD person depressed?

Keep them tied up in conversation in a wired or wireless space as long as possible.

*The result? They appear bi-polar!

3.) What is the best way to make an ADHD person want to close every drug rehab center in this country?

Keep them tied up in conversation in a wired or wireless space as long as possible.

*The result? They will stand toe to toe with you and use their last breath to defend the truth and not your truth but their truth which is what "Freedom is all about"!

4.) What is the best way to change the world?

Keep the world that is out of their mind with scenario's to piss you off at bay by just keeping the wolves and badgers at bay and direct distractions in perspective and that pisses them off but in the end we win because your smoke and mirrors in technicolor and surround are just a few more years from extinction"!

I'm sure you are wondering what the hell but if you are then God Bless you cause your in the dark and no offense but Thomas Edison invented the light bulb to be used after dark!

Sleep deprivation and monetary status?

Will kill you and bi-polar is the result along with a very sad situation which is nothing more than depression by shear force of numbers on the one's of us that didn't realize that money keeps you from having to fist fight those that would have the honor to confront one of us that is striving for some peace and quiet and our chance to shine or at least make a dollar again like our brother Ty Pennington!

Good luck my friends and treat another ADHD person with respect because we sure deserve it in this anti-ADHD world that loves to call us the hater's but remember we are the one's that most likely will Love not hate.

You have to maintain money to build a defense in your struggle to overcome the night crawlers that parade as crusaders! Hell it would nice to have some friends in the night crawler crowd that are honest and don't mind letting you know if your ADHD or any other distraction or personality trait that can be exploited against a person regardless of their intelligence or ability to organize or not is being used or dad-gum whatever it may be in fun or otherwise people sure can make you feel less than enthusiastic! Maybe not!

I hope you are not confused but if you are please read again what is written above and beware of those that preach of their own purity and admit your impurity or to put it simply cause I'm not a preacher just been through a little bit and maybe you've been through more but we may have some common ground and knowledge!


God Bless, Peace, Love and knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

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Thursday, February 17, 2011

I might have too join Hooter's..........

Friends of all persuations,

I might have too join Hooter's..........affiliate program to keep http://alabamagirlsmodelonline.com/

On-line! I mean it! Dad-gum-it!

It's bad enough i'm gonna die alone so if I could if i could keep some beauty online and pay tribute to the beauty that hasn't quite killed me yet but if I had my rather's (As coach Stallings would say) would have kept me around for 50 or 60 years and just let drop dead on the floor so she could find me and rush to the hospital so I could get a shot of Ephedrine!

Hell I'd pop up all organized and shit!

No offense Shire - I knw yur looking brave souls and beleive it o not "I'm one sl-professing" Brave Soul!

A little out the loop sometimes but that's them crazy damn bi-polar people trying de-moralize not moralize me!

I gotsome of them just like every other re-blooded American Male and it looks like that could apply to the rest of the world especially Coach Mike Price and any other Male that abhores what happened to Laura Logan or any other woman at the hands of a single man or a group- but loves the pure beauty and art of the female body!

Now Hooter's I know close to half of us love you!

That same half would love my tribute to the woman I had hoped to be married to long enough too so I could drop in her arms or on her floor!

If he wants drop dead somewhere else so be it!

Maybe he can pick the person I drop dead with since she know me so well!

Whoops I had to jump an run check on supper, Internet Explorer quit and I momentarily lost my mind- which means in laymen's term's what I wanted to say!

Al? Man I loved The Bear Too and still do! My oldest son was in my arms a few months old when the liberty bowl was played! I was at work pumping gas when I heard the news of his passing.

Those were young people that rolled Toomer's corner then just a few years older than I am now! Why man hold such a grudge to ruin your life and those young people Today?

I hope those oaks live!

God Bless, Peace, Love and knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley
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Friday, February 11, 2011

How would you feel Today?

The Microsoft sign at the entrance of the Germ...Image via Wikipedia
Friends,

How would you feel Today?

If?

1.) Hurt physically so bad you can't hardly move!

2.) Hurt so bad emotionally- you know like you had your soul mate leave you at the alter!
     a.) Who as a list?
                  1.) every damn body!
                             a.) Evidence.
                                        1.) Not one damn phone call from anyone locally that should not be the case.
                                                         a.).) Why?
                                                                  *1.) Because if I listed all he reasons you would have the evdence to prove every last thing I contend. That might convict at lest morally ethically spiritually if no civilaly and criminally some folks!*

*Folks wors just fine sinc a relative ofminewas in te Folks or some shit and tey were te worst damn thing that ever happened to them!

Let me slow down to the pace mentally now that I would like to work.

Why?

*Beause not everyone I know or run into do I have a problem! Only a few that include direct descendants or prescendants of my genetic code and a few of the more brilliant of the community because they have a public service job. And one of the few the proud and the brave otherwise the rest of the few the proud and the brave especially or including the one's in or that have been in uniform in my mind regardless of what they may think are my brothers! I would imagine through my own door to door research literally that I still have a few detractors
that are not directly elated o me or that do nt work in public service or for that matter are not Marine's!

Evidence would support a different opinion based on the fact that sometimes I get out of this hell hole and find someone that it would seem doesn't know or give a damn that I've been through Hell on Earth and that can have two reasons as was listed but let's list them again for the hell of it!

I.) The person's I meet or see again haven't read my posts.

III.) The person's I meet or see again have read my posts and understand exactly!

Now my friend's ow ong it ill last is aybody's guess but th Two Bronkaid's I took about an hour ago are helping me to line up my mind with my actions. The only thing I ave to overcome is this screwed up Internet Explorer and my lack of Technical experience Not to mention this God Damned cheap ass key board that came with this Comaq Presario that was one of those mistakes in life you could overcome if not for this damn Windows 7 and the Person or Person's that if I list their damn name could be held accountable for atempted murder of at least the mind!

This by the way is not an angry post it's a letter of indictment that if I were the district attorney would be full of names!

By the way I am on the job!

Let me set the stage once more if you didn't imagine in your mind what it may look like right now.

I'm sitting here in my underwear having not shaven, showered or even combed my hair but I have gone to work!

That would be a nightmare enough for most people! The rest of the setting is as follows.

1.) I had no medication by prescription that would make this setting impossible to have happen to anyone when I awoke earlier this morning but who the hell wants to get out of bed after being harassed for days at close range and without malice in the first place?

a.) Because I had no idea that my old medication wouldn't make sick this the first day that I had to fully depend on it! It may still but who the hell cares?

b.) I had been demoralized for days and still Today even asI awoke but last night to the point I had to leave my office before finishing a damn thing that needed to be done once I made it back to this hell hole!

*I was just asked or told which is a tweak of the mind by some person that should be listed on the list of suspects something like this:

Why don't you or just leave!

The answer to that possible question or statement is as follows:

I don't have to leave because although you were female. You as a physical person are not here in that stated person and if so I would leave but you could expect a damn fight both physically and mentally if you were a man. In fact that concludes the indctment of this program!

Unfortunately hw much furthr into madness should I have to take you? What once was madness is now easily accomplished through Technolgy! It does the job intended for that there is no doubt and for that it should be indicted for being a crime against humanity!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

P.s.-  To hell with them all! The spelling and grammer too! I hope you all got something out of this post that is closely related to the truth I have just written about! Go Figure please!
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Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Shout out to Shire! From 2-4-11!

To my friends at Shire,

I hope you got the contents of this post because it was mighty important!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley

P.s.- It was all good! I would have been proud to have posted it!

Monday, February 7, 2011

A quick update to say "Still Alive"!

Friends,

It is nice to report that i'm still alive and working on projects to enhance life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness!

I hope you are having some success oh that's not true I hope you are having all the success in this world that it has to offer professionaly, personally and spiritually regardless of your inclinations as long as they are sincere and for your benefit as well as your families!

I oh forget it.

I Have several projects underway trying to pull the details together to offer you several online and 1 on-site way to do just about anything you want to do! LOL! Within reason now in this onsite store!

I have quite afew items in stock that might intrerest some of you when I get two things plus somesub items completed to open this store that I am workin on pretty mc as much as humanly possible.

1.) A Fairhope city license
2.) Business Insurance

*I hope to have the first order of marine supplies in soon for which the tore is to be dedicated but I have to find a way to make my days long enough to g that done and God spare me the advice on excerise I will get plentyof that if I can stay wake and motivated enough to do that and then jump out of bed with the enhusiasm that I actually have in one part of my mind that has to ave some link to some other bodily functions ha are most likely chemical in nature that make our dreamspossible through putting the plan into action, overcoming the obstacles and working the time it takes to make that dream a reality.

I used to have the energy ut not the focus and concentration or in ome cases the experence to do successfully.

Now it's a matter of willing it to be done.

God Bless, Peace, love and Knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley

P.s.- I have a partially completd post on Shire ad Adderall that should be very interesting to read and research and it wil come of the daft board as soon as possibe. It's all good though!

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Charlie Sheen! A shout out to you personally!

Charlie Sheen in March 2009Image via Wikipedia

Friend,

Charlie you made the right choice and it was your choice and I hope I'm right in telling you that you made the right choice.

Charlie Figure out what it is that has caused your issue's in the past and God I hope those professionals are from a diverse group of thinker's!

There maybe something in your past, present or genetics that you have not had someone put a finger on that may save your life!

You have a Talent that should go on being utilized to uplift people's lives and just being sober may not be the answer but if so most Americans are with your decision!

How Do I know?

It's just a gut feeling my friend and No offense meant in any way!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley

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Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Good God and Jesus Christ!

Friends,

I hope you have had a great day because you just had it all figured out and it was a bowl of cherries! One great thing about cherries is they have some kind of natural chemical in them that is good for some of us and if we have any sense we pretty much knew without being told! No maybe I'm wrong but I don't much like cherries unless they are in a Pina Colada with an extra shot of Myer's on top but I never said I didn't like the taste of alcohol and sugar I just don't like to be drunk or on anything that makes me feel like i'm not making the decision I really want to make in the first place otherwise your just a hippocrite but that is for us all to determine and I don't think many of us won't that on our resume so I love the ladies and have some forgiveness that is actually the wrong word because I should take more not less of something and sleep in between shelling so I can not sleep when the war is over!

I love to talk in riddles and show a little Italian too go along with the scotch and Irish and Indian all the while trying not to be an arrogant person when I know I look like I should be humble but I know the other side of that coin too and it is shame I am even sitting here saying these things like this but I just needed to actualy feel like I was accomplishing something.

That isn't the truth exactly either now is it or I wouldn't be trying to make a living under enough pressure to blow the lid off a pressure cooker and now your offended cause you if you could see my every move would think damn he has it made but that is a smoke and mirrors game too so god help us all!

now where was that positive person I was earlier well it sure isn'e because I'm bi-polar and dad-gum I sure have been manipulated today and you should try it sometime because I was always if manipulated done so in a gentle manner so I wouldn't say why?

Now I just want to get my own self where I want to be so I don't get any more manipulation cause it has made the last few weeks miserable and it began in earnest after I enjoyed the concert I went to see and on the way home had my 88 dodge with OnStar and a few freinds or hateful somebody's pull a let's make him feel like hell for having some fun so I bought a red bull and went to war with the sob's!

Now a damn red bull! Why not? Any ammunition too speak up is better than none even when I'm on a medication that I like to enjoy the mellowness that it gives my heart now something is wrong when people want that to be a miserable experience when you are on what you should be and have been on even when it was the close to God given form!

I wish my wife would release to the people that it matters the home movies we have so everyone that is in my life could see a busy but happy man and a happy family for the most part!

That was the 90's to all of you that haven't kept up with my miserable battle of attrition that has been slightly more retreat than I would like for anyone including God and Jesus to know and it is much more of an embarassment than what magazine I might get in the mail so help me god!

I really just want a sales tax number and that sounds like a minor job to even me because it wasn't a big deal before all hell broke loose!

God be with our troops because since I've never been to war I have no idea what that is like to be in a firefight but it has to be many times worse than six years of consistant pressure to make man a failure!

God Bless, Peace, love and knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley

I'm not dead yet and Thank God neither is my Father or my Mother!

Friends,

Some things that we see and learn from our loved one's is enough to drive us insane and when it is on purpose it doesn't matter who the hell it really is that is doing the damage!

We both each side winds up doing each other in, in some sort of way shape or fashion and that is the truth of the matter and when you get a few more involved that look at everything from the stand point of it's either daylight or dark they miss out on the two best times of the damn day!

I love my parents and everyone else in my family and have some respect for some other people that a certain percentage of people would call me insane for but I hope the majority of you would feel like I do and that is to Love someone until they kill you!

Now I did my part as gently as possible in a situation that I know isn't right but it isn't one that I need any help figuring out is wrong I just don't need any more testing to see if I know that there is something wrong because as you know I made up my mind a long time ago what had made my life better and if it means everyone else might see me die a year earlier then I'm just like every other man or woman that strives for something in life and say to hell with laying down but you can be forced down and then made to look like you don't realize your are doing it over and over but this is America and we don't lay down but just long enough to find the strenght in something to get up and it might be a stick in some people's case!

God Bless, Peace, love and knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

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