Showing posts with label self-help. Show all posts
Showing posts with label self-help. Show all posts

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Cliff's Thought of The Day!

Friends,

Depression is an ADD or ADHD person's worst nightmare!

We have to keep moving. If medicated for ADHD or ADD we can sit, read to our hearts content and tell depression to get out of the way!

If we are on the right medication we can multi-task on the run or at a dead stop!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

F. Clifton Wooley

The UPS man is here, gotta go!

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Back to Front Front to Back! No we didn't get done right!

Friends,


Sometimes it you need need a friend or two maybe three! When you get a little older and you have to take medications you'll have to have them 24/7/365.


Now after all these years we "think" a Mike in our life was caught certainly not for the 1st time disrupting our lives. Unfortunately we are two or three depending on the technology that makes us feel like a damn computer that actually works! Sometimes we just feel like a slow hard drive operates!


The only problem is that for some ungodly reason we made a mistake three months ago and changed our medication upon our doctors permission to a weaker, shorter acting "generic" medication that it takes a third more to have it actually work which is as blunt as I can get.


This month we get 70 mg Vyvanse after having 35mg and 50 mg Vyvanse in the past and along with it we were suppossed to have a 20 mg short acting "name brand" Shire Adderall to utilize during the evening or morning or whenever but as posted in our earlier post we wound up having to wait for the 3rd but our money came on the 2nd this month for a change!


The 70 mg Vyvanse went quick with 7 going missing which with some money we might have a security system but to work we need the medication and eventually to live we may need even more pills just because!


In fact we do take 1/2 of a 20mg Cymbalta which sucks on the damn Shire Adderall XR 30 x 2! It also sucks on the Shire Vyvanse 70 mg capsule which may be why it sucked too!


Now on the Vyvanse you are supposed to get kicked out the door and back again so we can run a damn store!


On the other hand when we got the damn Generic Barr crap we felt like shit after about 5 hours but damn it worked better with the Cymbalta but Today we forgot to take anything because the three of us wound up in a daze until we turned on the air-conditioning!


Now we have a cup of coffee, a coke and we hate to take the damn 1/2 a Cymbalta before we go pay a few bills! when we get back we are going to have to take a Clonazepam just becuase we are afraid "not really' we might lose our minds and have a heart attack wether we need it or not just to keep a maintenance dose in our systems because we don't won't to get off it either and have the real Mccoy in the form of a panic attack like we used to because we were being rehabed!


All right to have our manly nighttime schedule of sex or work we have to have that damn small dose of Adderall or crappy ass Barr!

If we all get along and don't argue over when it is time to go to bed we might not take ten more and die!


We all three are laughing so hard right now that we got past an argument that we might kill Clifton's body!


If that aint insane enough what is because us older folks feel like idiots at our computers so who knows which one is gonna make it to the door to meet a customer we need real bad if we could all get on the same page and call "Bill"! the super computer guy that stays pissed off all the time for a damn good reason!


I hope he come back. the poor dog Val wants back and so do we all three!


We are like a three for one nightmare! God we want seperate bodies but maybe not if she'll come home!


If not then we all three are doomed! Because we have to have a damn computer that works so we can look at you beautiful ladies we could'nt bare to destroy at a younger age God help us!


Last but not least is that damn name brand Ambien which if you fall asleep early enough you don't see rainbows all day the next day! And God it would be nice to remember our ass from a hole in the ground after one of those pills!


So now we all have agreed that another trip to the mental hospital would drive us to commit triple homicide on ourselves which none of us grew up knowing existed- that is this damn technology which who knows where the other two bodies are!


If we had anymore insanity between the three of us we couldn't make it too the toilet except that Clifton has a sub conscious that keeps track of the medicine on out watch for God's sakes! So we are all criminals except maybe Clifton and he's laughing his ass off with us!


God Bless us please this time because to be honest Wal-mart could at least let us know if they found Shire cause we did a long damn time ago!


Oh god and damn some new Vyvanse that kicks Clifton and us out the damn door to McDonald's first thing because he gave up on it a long time ago- that is one of us and not Clifton's sex games and neither one of the other two want to say we like sex because we are scared but he has to drive us to the women or punch these damn buttons!


Is it possible? We all three agree!


Floyd C. Wooley


We are to the God Damn God Damn God Damn stage! That oughta get us a one way ticket for three to hell!
Valerie please help us and no one else! I think we all dated one time!


Please do not let your kids read this or they wouldn't take a damn thing but that is not the damn truth!

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

We are still Alive!

Friends,


I really don't have much to say right now and that is not a good thing but I have some catching up to do but damn I can't get in a hurry or anything cause now it's all clear- I hope!


It's been Hell! I'd call somebody but who would it be that is something one day maybe we can work on for if it already available for the survivors of not ADHD but the good intentions gone awry of other's!


God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!


Floyd C. Wooley
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Sunday, May 1, 2011

I have a dream! I hope not to offend but it applies as an addendum!

Friends,

I have a dream that I would love to see us as Americans have that to my knowledge does not exist in this country which hurts me deeply that it isn't already a dream realized!

A place where people that have something that either they have used over the counter or otherwise could go for the short time it takes to get a short but thorough test that is able to determine if they are any of the following:

1.) ADD!
2.) ADHD!
3.) Depressed for whatever reason!
4.) PTSD- A. Caused by war-time!
                 B. Caused by personal trauma be it what it may!
5.) OCD
6.) REHAB Intervention by your loved ones and the community against your will for a drug as FDA website definition or NOT!
7.) Manic-Depressive!

A place that has all the comforts of homke but with no P.A. system only persons that Love and Care including the patients otherwise we most likely wouldn't be there!

No records on the internet, no ill-tempered drill sargeants and no reprisals- just a short 30 days at most for some people and you would have a diagnosis and if you were on the right medication to begin with and the governmernt having made what worked for 10 ten years prior to whatever miserable experience you have suffered since!

Let's include Alcohol because that can be controlled both in amount consumed and the possiblity if your prone to be quick tempered after a few drinks.

No sweat!

After Seven years of being attacked in my home by the haters: Costing me millions of dollars! For no good reason but to do the work of somebody at somebody's expense!

I had hoped for a different approach but unfortunately it got screwed up and twisted into the most skewed version of anything I've ever seen short of what it must be like to have been burned as a witch in Salem!

Maybe we can all get some privacy again! Verizon could you do us one more favor put a sticker that insures our freedom of movement  mind in the right place!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

I hope some straight talk is what this country understands because I love it and it's people as well as having the ability to make the living of my choice which has been made to look like I couldn't handle that which is a lie and it could happen to anyone as I've stated in my posts!

Never expect family to be the right choice because they will kill you! There is probably something I missed but with all this talk going on where they shut up after I shut making me look like a fool only to change the tune after your out of what a doctor has prescribed you so you live in misery and without the abiltiy to make a living!










                

Saturday, April 30, 2011

ADHD: Fact or Fiction? Already proven. However!

Friends,


Over the last few days I've been taking an Orange and Blue pill with S489 on the Orange side and 70 on the Blue side! If it makes any difference to anyone with al the other goings on in the world whatever that may be because I have a hard time believing just about any damn thing at unless it is at face value.


I've just had a few too many wonderful experiences which really means I've had my share of bad and I can pretty much imagine anything else that could wind up coming out right wrong or indifferent or some shit like that. I'm trying to stay ahead of somebody that is just as crazy as I am if not right now as I type so please excuse the grammar mistakes and if I'm right so be it and if I'm wrong then shot me and it's a shame I have to say it in this manner because somebody Will think I'm angry about something and it means a lot at least to me personally for that not to be taken as the gospel.


You shouldn't take what I say as the gospel either but I do have something to say that at best is controversial and I'm so miserable right now that some people have made a potentially wonderful life into a miserable one that I could throw up but I better not say that cause damn I'm not nauseated either right now but who knows I be in a little while!


I hope you get this post because as far I know I could be just wasting my time or at times at least.


The world sure loves to put out all kinds of information on one subject and who knows if I'm the devil delivering the awful news that something has killed me or I'm actually delivering the message that I want too that what has happened in m,y life and the choices I've made have really not done me in!

Confused? You would be too!


I'm sorry for one thing though I let a customer down and it wasn't antibody's fault but mine- I think!


Now do you really need to hear that I have something to say about ADHD for us folks that have been through a lot of hell but not enough to satisfy some other's for reasons that sure escape me?


I don't know right now if it would be a big surprise anyway but I may get a chance one day if I live long enough and as I told someone the other day I'd love to double this 45 and have the mind capacity that I have now to go with like it or not and have a successful business again if it means that I get too do what I want to do and use the money to help who I want to help and not who I most likely don't have much concern for myself.


Now is that a crime? I hope not cause it seems to be right now inside this home I live in that is also a business office and a retail store that should be open as the hours are listed on my Marine page and I need some help making all this happen as I have it lined up in my mind each and every day. Just not when I have ben through some hell. It takes a week to get over being duped and neutered and forever after that for the month to get by and what little I get done in that time is just enough to make it one hell of a miserable experience too so that's about it from the world at this address.


I did have a nice lady and her son stop by today. As well I had some time to read and the ability to sit there and actually do it under heavy pressure to be perfectly frank!

If you are an Adult and don't know this get you some ADHD medication and go Love somebody quick but slowly and save the world from something but go quickly to a safe place or you might get blasted and that would be a shame because you wouldn't know that it was the truth!


God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge! I guess.


Floyd C. Wooley

Friday, April 22, 2011

Quote of the day!

Friends,


Check this out:


Mel Gibson! "I Don't care if I ever act again!"


C'mon Man?


Please reconsider cause this life does suck but it will get better! Go Visit Cabo and look up Sammy!
I hear he knows how to make great "Tequilla" and if so well you know what I mean!

I was thinkin of your "Hell i can't remeber the movie" but your acting was fantastic and I was thinkin of your co-star the Frenchman that stepped out his tent in his dress "baby blues" and looked at you and said somethin like "If I'm gonna die, I might as well be well dressed"!

Roll Tide Roll!


By the way, I've talked to four or five different people at Shire and "god love their souls- "No wonder my doctor wants to retire! I'm surprised Anita and Nadja don't pull their hair out tryin to get that damn application completed! Hell I even mailed faxed and replied myself but I do have a 50% of coupon for Vyvanse!


so if anybody else gives a damn which you should visit: http;//www.vyvansesavings.com and get hooked today cause I sure need it to get creative or technical and my doctor Loves me!


Just copy and paste that's all I can do myself!

Check out Mr. Gibson your the man in my book and I'm sure millions more!

Thank you very much to everyone that stopped by today and purchased somethin from me or just had somethin to say!

The therapy of human interaction is great face to face!

Happy Easter, God Bless, Peace, love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley


Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Open Season on Air-Traffic Controllers!

Friends,


Now that all us Home-builder's are in or have been in the Insane Asylum it's time to go after the Air Traffic Control Personnel again.


Seems like a repeat of the late 70's and early 80's to me!


In fact the Gas Station operators are already under attack along with their suppliers too like they were in the late 70's and I know because my parents owned Trailway Oil Company by that time and had changed the name to King Fisher Enterprises and were Exxon wholesaler's and retailer's!


I have to make note of the fact I wrote the above piece this morning before I went car shopping again and I'm worn out but satisfied considering the situation I'm in and I'm happy with the decision I made which was to buy a 1998 Chevy Cavalier.


I accomplished the main goals.


1. Keep my truck.
* I plan to refurbish it to like new or semi-custom condition and why not it is a classic.


2. But a car that I could pay off in a timely fashion based on it's age and condition.

3. Have Air-conditioning for my dog.

4. Improve my ability to get out of this house by improving fuel economy which is the exact opposite of some pundits in the news which is to tell us all to cut back and stay at home more. Real good for the economy don't you agree?

So that's done now I just have to hope that help from Shire comes through and if it does maybe I can utilize some other parts of my brain that help me sell a few million dollars worth of homes for people. Heck a fraction of that amount in some way, shape or form while still maintaining my independence to be self-employed and a viable part of the community would be wonderful.

That could lead to another list but I'd have tell you what I'm on and you wouldn't believe and I'd have sharp shooters across the street with hopefully Indians or Spaniards or both in a stand-off!

Don't ask me how that happened but it did and it does and this the 21st Century and God knows when it's in the day time stand your ground cause I think Indians and Spaniards with Bows and arrows may just take out the SOB with his gun leveled at me before he pulled the trigger which is why I stared him down and watched the friendly's out of the corner my eye!

Sounds like a bad B movie to me doesn't it too you? I just laughed it off cause once that was over another round of special took place and damn I wasn't on much of anything and if I was I'd swear on the bible and feel confident my savior that will get me to heaven to see some folks hopefully one day but not for at least another 45 will introduce to the cast!

I can't see to well so maybe they were from Shire considering! The medieval warriors I mean!

Mental break-down? Nah! I've been through that and hell looking back that wasn't any fun but the special effects crew last month on that generic crap that was so miserable well if I say it lasted longer in lenght of days I may have to use my Technological to hunt you down and kill you cause you aint heard nothing yet!

The best day of my life?

Last fourth of July 2010- hands down!

Vyvanse?

I was pummeled for days on Vyvanse and took a date out for the fireworks and it was beautiful and unfortunately after that I was low on cash, will and stupid the way things look and I think my date would date agree considering I think she had a good time too but I haveb't seen her but two or three times since because she lives where ever and I miss her.

Vyvanse?

Closest to happy with my abilities even under attack by the minority it would seem in this country which has a voice but damn they could cool it when I'm on what I'm on now cause the nice lady that I finnally sold me a car could see I wasn't at my best trying to multi-task and sign paper-work Today which is what it's all about!

That is this war we are winning as get older I just hope it isn't recycled under the next republican administration because if some of us have it bad now that minority could play hell with our children and grand children because I want mine to know the truth as they get older even if I have to show it too them in an old encyclopedia the GAO.gov site among others you better use and the centrists as well as those of us that have experienced over kill in ways I have to keep to myself for obvious reasons.

The main thing is read what I said last night and all my other related posts which show confusion under shock and awe conditions that have yet to be allowed by me or the players in this gashtly affair.

I hope enough of you have the imagination and knowledge to understand what actions much less traumatic than expereinced in the past but traumatic still in some way that I haven't measured against much more than the one most important standard I hold dear to my heart and that is bringing my family back together after they have been used in this 7 year ordeal at times I hope against their will and underage to boot to pull off the near miracle of driving a person that once was confident in his actions to now spending two much time worrying about which way to go in their life which is not what Shire intends so I'll leave it at that!

I'm seriously tired of the whole dumb affair because to tell it takes as much guts as I can muster for obvious reasons and what I leave out in detail is just too unreal but obviosly possible considering the success I had before and after my so-called "concussion" experienced after Ivan in 2004 to include in the this little dity!

It sure isn't the help I wanted, needed or expected from normal people. Sorry for the offense if taken.

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

I wish you could have seen me operate at about 15% which aint bad for a pirate or some shit!

*Thank God my dog lived through what was not caused by the weather hours before we heard thunder because I tested that theory the other day!

Monday, April 18, 2011

Cam my man! Roll tide! But......

Cam Newton and the Auburn Nation,


As you will know if you saw my left shoulder I am a Bama fan and if see my chest you will see somethin else that I just have a hunch your Coach- please excuse my age and lack of that ability to pull his name but like I said No offense intended!


Please just stay with me if you will for a moment.


I'm all about puzzles and as former but future home builder "Damn Right" that is well let's not go there yet!


Cam and Coach when you called that play #36- the puzzle had been put together in practice many times!


It worked my friend and you know what I mean after watching you discuss it with Coach John Gruden on ESPN tonight!


He told you you were about to learn "French"! Well I want to learn "Spanish" while I have the time- time unnessarily taken from me but that's beside the point because a puzzle is a puzzle and you'll do fine I hope because I think no matter the character issues "for God's sakes" your a good man and have a good family and let that be it.


Take a chance my friend and don't worry you won't be addicted but wouldn't somethin to behold if you could hold preach the "Gospel of Football" in the huddle just like coach Gruden told you that you would have to do?


You and I are one of a kind among millions and your Coach at Auburn may understand better than I ever knew but for some reason there was gut feeling- Man were smart as hell and people make light of it but pray for them and do something I don't have the money to do anymore cause I may have waited too late. I mean this with respect my friend!


Millions of have to do a puzzle over and over to get it right and when it comes to explaining it or executing it under pressure we simply and expect everyone around us to know it, do it and execute or else!


Send this to Cam and have him e-mail: floydcliftonwooley@gmail.com personally if you want too but it would make my life whole and it might be something that changes the world in some small way.

Cam remember we are smart because I've been around hundreds like us and if my gut is right my friend you may be ADHD!

Definition: Driven

Get tested by the best in this country both for what I speak of and what I am scolded for beleiving in but "What the Hell Man" You won't get addicted "I promise" unless you are allowed to use it to better life for you and what will become I'm sure a family of your own that your parents will be proud of because you had the guts to find the best!

I don't know who the best is in this country but call: 1-800-828-2088 and tell 'em who the hell you are! They I promise will guide you to the best!

Cam I wish all the luck in the world because from one that has been called the devil but has been saved by the blood of Jesus Christ and is a Christian to I hope another- God Bless and remember God gave us everything including a mind, the minds of others to call upon and everything on this planet needed to be our best!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Confidence?

Friends,


Confidence?


Damn that's complicated if you think about it. It takes years sometimes to narrow down to a single point of reference or some shit.

Wait?

No it's just that complicated. You see if you had once and lost it all wouldn't you want it back your way?


Well it's getting to that point where that is so far in the past when you or I had it that it's like- Damn!


Okay. So We have lost all semblence of where we once were and we are to damn sad to be proud much less pick up the pieces and move on except!


There is a way out or in and I'm trying to figure out if I'm out or in but I have no patience so being born impatient I need to be in!


Why?




I'm so ADHD and sad that I need to be rescued and if I truth be known "I'm worth it"! So I have a glimmer of hope and confidence I'm just trying to get by on the RED, White and Blue in two many ways to count- it's complicated!




If you have any idea what I mean God have mercy on you cause your almost as bad off as I am or you've been there and know this:


A pill might not save you but it might buy you time til something or someone relights your fire!

Laughing! Truth be known that's when you better have a couple of pills in bottle that will last a month till refill time and one hell of an understanding and you probably know what I mean by now cause I screwed up big time 60 days ago or so and it was tryin to get by on the cheap! I know that's clear as a bell! Yes it's my fault this time no doubt and with a little help from my friends "where ever yall are at in nice way my life can change for the better because it has once before and in fact with a little niceness in the world like using the word "Please" I think I, you and millions more worldwide could make a difference!

Help me Shire and it will forever be "what's the word"? Just put it like this I'll be in your debt- literally!

God Bless, Peace, love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley


Attitude?

Friends,


People spoiled me! In fact I spoiled myself?


Hell I don't know I used to could sell "Ice-water to an Eskimo" at least that is what they said!

Well that was prior to coming out of the closet!

Now I'm almost out the house and everything else in other words "what the Hell" happened?


I lost more than my confidence and every damn thing else including my self-respect because now I have other people giving me advice and man doesn't just make it wonderful.


I couldn't sell heaters to the eskimo's much less ice-water in fact I'm a distant cousin to the eskimos so let me shut up before I get some hate mail from them!

Look I need a damn car. I've bought hundreds at least it seems that way "Hell it could be close"!

Why?


That is the question of the day. I should have done something yesterday that I didn't do and that was buy a car!


Who knows if it really matters but it might save the day, me personally and get me in trouble but how?


See I can't even make a damn decision!


Shire with your real deal medications- I need you!


Can I call you every day and talk to the counselor?


They sure make coming out of the closet a pleasure!


God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!


Floyd C. Wooley
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Thursday, April 14, 2011

Here's to Salem @ Sandmonkey!

Friends,




If I were anyone of any consequence and had the right to salute anyone it would be Salem 29 of Egyupt!

Your interview on CNN was priceless!


God Bless you, your fellow countrymen and women as well as Peace, Love and of course Knowledge!


Floyd C. Wooley

Come on tell the truth, Please.

Friends,


Did you read the complete literature story in school or just scan the damn thing?


I scanned it. I cheated myself. and passed.


Did A girl named Lisa Reyes sit next to you and introduce you to the "Chronicles of Narnia" for you to listen to the teacher or read those short books "out of defiance" and to impress her?


God Bless, Peace, Love and knowledge!


Floyd C. Wooley


Monday, April 4, 2011

The Last Eleven days at 19680 State Highway 181

Friends,


Following is a run down of the last eleven days at this address:


1.) The 25th. I visited my family mainly my mother in the hospital. Slept at least eight to ten hours!


2.) The 26th.
a.) Open for business 8 to 1!
b.) Visited my mother and father in the hospital.
c.)  Attended my Daughter's Wedding.

3.) The 27th. Harassed by electronic audio and other means that are hard to imagine possible but deadly accurate threatened and intimidated while trying to write a letter to Shire.
 Mailed. Held up so long that was unable to visit my mother.


4.) The 28th. Attempts to balance check book, work on taxes, and plan any business activities blocked by harassment among other crimes. Slept well.

5.) The 29th. Attempts to prepare an inventory for order for Battleship Marine Blocked. Able to leave the house on the 29th near start of Alabama Game for a little bit of relief from the attack.
Slept well.

6.) The 30th. Boo Boo and I both made ill by attack upon us that included chemical that made us both extremely ill- harassed and repeatedly told that we had poisoned our own dog when neither of us could breathe. Veterinarian kept Boo Boo while I shaken but stable drove to the Money Store to find Employees that had always been on duty had been fired. New employee had no money on hand and tried to loan 375.00 less on my truck than prior employees had indicated may be possible. Rude.


7.) The 31st. Unable to do a damn thing due to the volume of harassment. Day complete loss.

8.) The 1st. No accomplishments allowed.

9.) The 2nd.
The 1st. My daughter and her husband stopped by on the way to their honeymoon at the beach. Of course harassment subsides during their brief but much needed visit. Harassed relentlessly at bedtime with whistle!

10.) The 3rd. The noise from the whistle blown on me all night made the 3rd especially miserable as I was disoriented began to feel better as day progressed but still under bombardment. Slept well when used to assault.

11.) The 4th. Attempts to handle business of any type interrupted not to mention phone- land line out over the last few days managed to break from depression difficult as previous attempts to have such activities halted had produced miserable results from the local police. As of 2:30 pm I had managed to run out of the house half prepared to the bank and to the Vet!

Hopefully we can get together a list and get some groceries by this evening along with some gas. Plans to complete taxes and purchase and install point of sale program as well as order merchandise for marine hardware seem doubtful to be completed prior to the 15th or earlier as planned!

Happy Birthday to me on the 14th if I last that long or have the will to enjoy it under these conditions that our country allows in some areas upon a person that is ADHD or depressed a sad state of affairs I hope you would agree!

I ought to go out and get drunk and drive for God's Sakes! Not on your life!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

Fight for your Freedom to live as you choose within the law my friends and pass this along as part of a true and horrendous story of abuse in The United States of America


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Sunday, April 3, 2011

I've been busy in talks with a representative from Heaven or Hell!

Friends,

I'm in the middle of what should be a two month run on some what is supposed to be Barr Generic Adderall which I hate to call it that because if it is then I'm right and if not I'm wrong.



I'd say I've seen other people on the crap but they might shoot me!

Unfortunately the real medication to the best of my ability to discern has become muddied because of some intrusion into my life that is fact and not fantasy.

I'm suppossed to be the damn Devil to some people and I hope not most.

Truth be known which is pretty hard for anyone to determine without crucifying theirself and everyone around them for both good and deeds because who the hells knows you'd have to have seen the movie.



My side of this supposedly has been told and hell I figured I'd try and tell my side of the story in a blog cause I'm a little shy or I'd have already been to the news media with a 7 year attempt to destroy my life which from where I sit looks to have been successful.

For God's sakes if your ADHD get treatment and take the name brand first before your life goes down the drain and stay off the street because the law and the mental health professionals with your state may have no mercy!

If you took Ephedrine in the 90's or Phentermine and then sought treatment you'd have to be better off than if you were led astray and it doesn't matter how far astray you know they will make a mountain out mole-hill before it's over with! Take my word for it!


Even if you can get it told from A to Z or by the years of life it will turn out that some will condemn you anyway and along the way you'll pick up enough psychological damage to have a twitch or two especially if you were ADHD when you were younger and worked your butt off or got mad because lazy jerk was trying load it with you and they let go and you in "one of many" times in your youth held the load and with what you thought or is that little burst of energy we have in anger "for God's sakes" proved something!


Don't do that either because you wind up physically damaged later in life along with being ADHD and traumitized which is not a damn fantasy.


It is insane that you supposedly can't have legally medicated yourself and known it if you take the damn time to read anything about ADHD.


Unfortunately I didn't and I didn't draw on my experience and that's hard explain unless have been through something kinda like a natural disaster to make things even more difficult to unravel back to the point where you may remember that you had some experience on the subject to begin with so that in itself is enough to make look back in retrospect and want to blow your damn brains out now that all is lost!


Unfortunately in my personal opinion based on my on set of "values" so no one is hurt all is lost when you have to "so-called" retire early because you have lost everything!


Lord have mercy this is the blog to read if you beleive it or not what else can I say?


God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!


Floyd C. Wooley


If you don't like what I've done on the internet well it sure wasn't all supposed to be by donation or that easy to access but I'm not tech man or woman and something happened to them but I hope they understand I wish they were around because I'd love to build a southern charms type site and so what if it's based in Alabama!

Monday, March 28, 2011

What is the best way to do two things? And related!

Friends,

Two thoughts well maybe three.

1.) What is the best way to make an ADHD person look bi-polar?

Keep them tied up in conversation in a wired or wireless space as long as possible.

*The result depression!

2.) What is the best way to make an ADHD person depressed?

Keep them tied up in conversation in a wired or wireless space as long as possible.

*The result? They appear bi-polar!

3.) What is the best way to make an ADHD person want to close every drug rehab center in this country?

Keep them tied up in conversation in a wired or wireless space as long as possible.

*The result? They will stand toe to toe with you and use their last breath to defend the truth and not your truth but their truth which is what "Freedom is all about"!

4.) What is the best way to change the world?

Keep the world that is out of their mind with scenario's to piss you off at bay by just keeping the wolves and badgers at bay and direct distractions in perspective and that pisses them off but in the end we win because your smoke and mirrors in technicolor and surround are just a few more years from extinction"!

I'm sure you are wondering what the hell but if you are then God Bless you cause your in the dark and no offense but Thomas Edison invented the light bulb to be used after dark!

Sleep deprivation and monetary status?

Will kill you and bi-polar is the result along with a very sad situation which is nothing more than depression by shear force of numbers on the one's of us that didn't realize that money keeps you from having to fist fight those that would have the honor to confront one of us that is striving for some peace and quiet and our chance to shine or at least make a dollar again like our brother Ty Pennington!

Good luck my friends and treat another ADHD person with respect because we sure deserve it in this anti-ADHD world that loves to call us the hater's but remember we are the one's that most likely will Love not hate.

You have to maintain money to build a defense in your struggle to overcome the night crawlers that parade as crusaders! Hell it would nice to have some friends in the night crawler crowd that are honest and don't mind letting you know if your ADHD or any other distraction or personality trait that can be exploited against a person regardless of their intelligence or ability to organize or not is being used or dad-gum whatever it may be in fun or otherwise people sure can make you feel less than enthusiastic! Maybe not!

I hope you are not confused but if you are please read again what is written above and beware of those that preach of their own purity and admit your impurity or to put it simply cause I'm not a preacher just been through a little bit and maybe you've been through more but we may have some common ground and knowledge!


God Bless, Peace, Love and knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

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Saturday, March 26, 2011

Again. I'm ADHD and I'm like a springtime allergy that won't go away!

April 30: George Washington becomes the first ...Image via Wikipedia


Friends,


Much has happened in my life and the world since my last post and although as with the world it has been some horrendous such as in Japan and as in the middle east although as we watch with great anticipation the changes that the people of that region "demand" for themselves and future generations- a little anxious.


The determination and sacrifice of people's from both areas of the world not to mention the suffering which in Japan has been thrust upon them with a resolve to overcome deserves for a lack of a better phrase to use well it deserves a standing ovation.

The same goes for the people's of the Middle East as they put their own lives in danger and in too many cases give their lives to gain their freedom.

As for my life over the last few years in a very minimal way I find parrells with both situations and have the utmost respect for the fighter's of the world for some similar if not the same ideals I hold as sacred!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

*Note: General Washington's life story prior to and up to valley forge would most likely be an interesting biography in literature to research!

*Viva la France! Is that the correct way to spell that in French

*As my Son Floyd "Alexander" Wooley and I have spent time discussing and pondering not mention watching movies and enjoying also is the history of Japan and it's culture. God bless his friend's family that live in Japan and if I could tell them directly "be safe" and preservere as I know they will through these times!











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Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Whew! Lord help the poor and unknowing ADHD!

Friends,

I'm learning to work while I feel like death because Let's see my government allows Insurance Company's to act as God all the while leading some us poor souls and how many that aren't ADHD and just plain at the mercy of drug company's that have no regard for their clients because the FDA is benign!

The problem is the FDA let a mere 15,000 people out of a 63,000,000 that is million dose pool of individuals complaining of nothing more than insominia and a few other poor souls that may or may not have had major health events with a few high profile deaths in the late 90's ruin one more way for the Amercian people to treat Narcolepsy, Asthema, or even ADHD and maybe a little pain to top it off  over the encounter!

The reason I'm upset oh hell mad as hell is I'm trying to live in this perfectly drug free after suffering for years wen  lost my medication trying to get educatedon something that I didn' beleive in but took a medication finding comfort, motivation, focus and concentration on that I had neverhad before!

Not realizing what the hell I was doing was the best damn thing I could have ever done short of being on Dexedrine or Adderll XR before it went generic!

Ephedrine! At least it wasn't crack or cocaine you know and it worked very damn well.

Now we all that were doing just fine are either in drug rehab, considered on meth or crank or whatever, trying keep our insurance paid up so we can get a patented name brand drug or do without and live with all the other crap this past ten years as brought us in state of depression wondering what happened to our country!

Well all I can say is demand a name brand medication for heart or your chemo-therapy or you might never know what killed you for God's sakes!

Ain't that some shit? You could trust a mini-thin to get you home alive in 1997 but in 2011 your generic amphetamine I hate to call generic adderall may or may not  do anything but make you wish you had lived in the last century and kicked the bucket doing your job at who knows maybe 75-100!

If not like the "Bear" said price of victory is high but so are the rewards! You get to die at 64 a champion!

I just hope I get 1. that is one more chance with Vyvanse! Lord please help me and everyone else that can benefit from it to do so!

Otherwise maybe the new government in Egypt will take our constitution and do it one better!

Maybe Ireland or Scotland but right now I'm just trying to get over the stupidity of our govenment officials to promote generics as "equal" to or better than a "Two-way"!

Good God do you know what a two-way is?

It had 25mg of Ephedrine and 100mg of for a lack of a better term-Robitussin in it!

It sucked when they started putting that cough medication in our asthema medicine but what hell was to come!

This Barr sucks! Period!

Thanks Blue Cross and Blue Shield don't worrybout me or my crew risking our lives for your Iranian Inspector putting in another foundation for you because you let me and millions down each time force us to decide between
the what if I had the Real thing and possibly death!

The FDA too! Id rather make it home alive after working my ass off or working my ass off in the officen sitting on my ass til I got over the depression, yeah that's right not bi-polar just depression only to be the most energetic person on the planet with no direction!

Or worse! Which is  real possibility Mr. President and I'm a Damn democrat so to hell with going to war with China or some shit next make the FDA do it's job to make medications effective and available!

And Shire file that injunction against Watson to stop them for 30 months so we don't have to worry about our young ADHD getting disillusioned on that crap!

Because Insurance or not because some neurologist tells the poor kid "oh the generic is just fine" and cheap!

I wish Barr would come get a sample of this shit and tell me our t is specs under court order God-damn-it!

We aint cold, got the shakes or nauseated and were focused as hell!

Motivated? We jogged and read a book on Trigonometry!

God who makes the chemo now that I've been through rehab I'm scared to take an Aspirin! Unless it's a Bayer!

Tiger what you taking for pain? Man that energy bar any good?

Charlie keep your attorney handy cause I think you got poisoned and your family has the papers to take your cash flow some champagne to celebrate!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge! Other than the bad jokes the medication plea to our fellow kind- Human I guess is sincere!

-Floyd C. Wooley

No offense to my doctor because she knew I'd hate this medication but I had to pay Blue Cross for my children til they are 26 and I'm glad of it!

Thank you!

Monday, February 28, 2011

Hugh Hefner I'm not nor Bill Gates! I wish.

Hugh HefnerImage via Wikipedia

Friends,

Good Monday morning.

I took off yesterday to go out to the Mitchell Center and see the South Alabama Jags last home game.

I have to say those Owls from Florida Atlantic were tough! 22-8 or whatever, they were more than Coach Ronnie Arrows younger but to be much improved if not next year in the tournament just on the fact they only have two seniors and they needed them or something I have to be at the doctor this morning at Ten about my ADHD and God don't I need to be?

Anyway the Jags lost by ten but they are an improved basketball team!

I was closed here at the Store yesterday and plan to be closed on sunday's!

As for Hugh Hefner "hail to the chief"!

As for Bill Gates "Hail to him as chief too because I'm not even sure if I'm on-line with this windows 7 anymore!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

By the way my back hurt so bad last night and this morning I dreamed about it! Next doctor I can afford!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley
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Thursday, February 17, 2011

I might have too join Hooter's..........

Friends of all persuations,

I might have too join Hooter's..........affiliate program to keep http://alabamagirlsmodelonline.com/

On-line! I mean it! Dad-gum-it!

It's bad enough i'm gonna die alone so if I could if i could keep some beauty online and pay tribute to the beauty that hasn't quite killed me yet but if I had my rather's (As coach Stallings would say) would have kept me around for 50 or 60 years and just let drop dead on the floor so she could find me and rush to the hospital so I could get a shot of Ephedrine!

Hell I'd pop up all organized and shit!

No offense Shire - I knw yur looking brave souls and beleive it o not "I'm one sl-professing" Brave Soul!

A little out the loop sometimes but that's them crazy damn bi-polar people trying de-moralize not moralize me!

I gotsome of them just like every other re-blooded American Male and it looks like that could apply to the rest of the world especially Coach Mike Price and any other Male that abhores what happened to Laura Logan or any other woman at the hands of a single man or a group- but loves the pure beauty and art of the female body!

Now Hooter's I know close to half of us love you!

That same half would love my tribute to the woman I had hoped to be married to long enough too so I could drop in her arms or on her floor!

If he wants drop dead somewhere else so be it!

Maybe he can pick the person I drop dead with since she know me so well!

Whoops I had to jump an run check on supper, Internet Explorer quit and I momentarily lost my mind- which means in laymen's term's what I wanted to say!

Al? Man I loved The Bear Too and still do! My oldest son was in my arms a few months old when the liberty bowl was played! I was at work pumping gas when I heard the news of his passing.

Those were young people that rolled Toomer's corner then just a few years older than I am now! Why man hold such a grudge to ruin your life and those young people Today?

I hope those oaks live!

God Bless, Peace, Love and knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley
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Friday, February 11, 2011

How would you feel Today?

The Microsoft sign at the entrance of the Germ...Image via Wikipedia
Friends,

How would you feel Today?

If?

1.) Hurt physically so bad you can't hardly move!

2.) Hurt so bad emotionally- you know like you had your soul mate leave you at the alter!
     a.) Who as a list?
                  1.) every damn body!
                             a.) Evidence.
                                        1.) Not one damn phone call from anyone locally that should not be the case.
                                                         a.).) Why?
                                                                  *1.) Because if I listed all he reasons you would have the evdence to prove every last thing I contend. That might convict at lest morally ethically spiritually if no civilaly and criminally some folks!*

*Folks wors just fine sinc a relative ofminewas in te Folks or some shit and tey were te worst damn thing that ever happened to them!

Let me slow down to the pace mentally now that I would like to work.

Why?

*Beause not everyone I know or run into do I have a problem! Only a few that include direct descendants or prescendants of my genetic code and a few of the more brilliant of the community because they have a public service job. And one of the few the proud and the brave otherwise the rest of the few the proud and the brave especially or including the one's in or that have been in uniform in my mind regardless of what they may think are my brothers! I would imagine through my own door to door research literally that I still have a few detractors
that are not directly elated o me or that do nt work in public service or for that matter are not Marine's!

Evidence would support a different opinion based on the fact that sometimes I get out of this hell hole and find someone that it would seem doesn't know or give a damn that I've been through Hell on Earth and that can have two reasons as was listed but let's list them again for the hell of it!

I.) The person's I meet or see again haven't read my posts.

III.) The person's I meet or see again have read my posts and understand exactly!

Now my friend's ow ong it ill last is aybody's guess but th Two Bronkaid's I took about an hour ago are helping me to line up my mind with my actions. The only thing I ave to overcome is this screwed up Internet Explorer and my lack of Technical experience Not to mention this God Damned cheap ass key board that came with this Comaq Presario that was one of those mistakes in life you could overcome if not for this damn Windows 7 and the Person or Person's that if I list their damn name could be held accountable for atempted murder of at least the mind!

This by the way is not an angry post it's a letter of indictment that if I were the district attorney would be full of names!

By the way I am on the job!

Let me set the stage once more if you didn't imagine in your mind what it may look like right now.

I'm sitting here in my underwear having not shaven, showered or even combed my hair but I have gone to work!

That would be a nightmare enough for most people! The rest of the setting is as follows.

1.) I had no medication by prescription that would make this setting impossible to have happen to anyone when I awoke earlier this morning but who the hell wants to get out of bed after being harassed for days at close range and without malice in the first place?

a.) Because I had no idea that my old medication wouldn't make sick this the first day that I had to fully depend on it! It may still but who the hell cares?

b.) I had been demoralized for days and still Today even asI awoke but last night to the point I had to leave my office before finishing a damn thing that needed to be done once I made it back to this hell hole!

*I was just asked or told which is a tweak of the mind by some person that should be listed on the list of suspects something like this:

Why don't you or just leave!

The answer to that possible question or statement is as follows:

I don't have to leave because although you were female. You as a physical person are not here in that stated person and if so I would leave but you could expect a damn fight both physically and mentally if you were a man. In fact that concludes the indctment of this program!

Unfortunately hw much furthr into madness should I have to take you? What once was madness is now easily accomplished through Technolgy! It does the job intended for that there is no doubt and for that it should be indicted for being a crime against humanity!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

P.s.-  To hell with them all! The spelling and grammer too! I hope you all got something out of this post that is closely related to the truth I have just written about! Go Figure please!
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