People I had to take two generic Ambiens along with some other doctor aproved medications to calm down enough to hope this comes across like i want it too and that is to both men and women.
I have people often ask me why? I used to do same thing as a child and to me that was til I was sixteen, girl crazy, work crazy and school was really just in the way. Oh yeah I wanted to a degree from Alabama but this and that made that improbable.
I say that because my children, my family anyone that is my friend is so for life unless they attack me- personally be it online, in-person in what ever way "must be a thousand" and in-directly "another thousand".
The point?
I feel sadness! Even when I laugh. Just plain old sadness. I've been indoctronated to say I'm depressed. Bull-shit.
24/7/365 I feel sadness not only me as my ex-wife always "it's about me" well hell I'm so sad for the whole world literally after living through the nineties, eighties, seventies and to be honest I remember a little about sixties!
I am 45 going on 25 wanting to live long enough not to feel sadness at 90!
Why?
It debilitates you beyond your wildest imagination!
God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!
Floyd C. Wooley
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