ADHD: Shire please forgive the bad an be ok with the positive?

Friends,
I hope Shire. Hang on let get my coffee.
Okay. Let's start last night.The truth of the matter is I tried to stay up a little later to watch the Sugar Bowl game.
I fel asleep after taking two Clonazapams as my Suda-Fed and 1 a day Cymbalta wore off because even for a game another Two or three Suda-Feds or the generic version is not worth the result as far as symptom control.
Depression over a lost marriage you still love the person continues unabated until another person takes that pain away a luxury my torture by reason of addiction group doesn't seem to give a hoot about.
In fact I have been done a million ways over a system my letter number two my attorney of choice details.
Back to this medication and my miserable life in residential rehab over the last almost eight year. I must mention for the new reader a situation I was only off-handedly notified of at in-opportune times begginning way back in 2004 so help me God.
It was first introduced in sublime ways at low decibel or just noticeable actual changes in tghose around me. I can't count the ways or it would take all day. The truth is my original use of what for time sake will jyst remain the name we all called them and that was 'white crosses which later in the nineties becama adulterated for the new reader with a Robitussin expectorant first at 100 mg to then an almost lethal to us ADHD dose of 200 mg dose x 25 mg dose of Ephedrine-the original wonder drug from the Muhaung 'bush or tree from China' that is the ADHD person's gift from God!
Please forgive my grammer and spelling as well as structure as I can barely see this screen.
Where was I literally?
When I woke up Michigan had struck the band- congratulations. I was pulling for the Hokies of VT.
By the way im spelling by memory in two ways- my memory of the flash on the screen and what I had in mind to start with first very slowly and now with a little coffee faster as my mind speeds up.
Sorry I had to stop ans go throw on so Deo.
LOL.
Where was I?
The midnight train to vivid land not vivid porn movies but back dreams so real you first dream you are peeing only to realize slowly that unlike as a young boy it went on til you were soaked but in time to find you might embarras a young lady but mainly your self. Not funny but true for me and Shire at the dose of 1.5 mg. Half a 3 mg pill.
I like Ambien name brand or maybe with verification the generic I was on in the late nineties or early part of this century.
Intuniv slows the mund and your reaction time to the point Rocky would have been unable to raise his arms after a few rounds and would have just stood there waiting on Apollo to pound him. Stallone you helped this country with those movies so much you deserve the accolades you have recieved.
I can barely hold my arms up to write much more tgis morning.
Stop. Be back later.
No let me finish. Intuniv may be okay at 1 mg but not when you first get home my friend whatever the color pill and at no more dose than half my ones in the bottle or all hell may breeak loose for lack of a batter sleep term. Im not even sure how my dog got in the bed.
Last let me say my doctor reads these and she sgould, if so and the law is as I have had pounded into my head she can't prescribe me a stimulant anyway for self-medicating which is stupid law. She hasn't pounded me but the group in Daphne certainly did in thhe house in jail a set-up from the start involving the use of my wife and underage kids and eventually a trip to Alta-Pointe for two weeks of pure hell and another thirty days at Searcy that werw uncalled for when the later I lost my wonderful grand mother Saucee.
God Bless, Peace Love and Knowledge!
Have a good day.
F. Clifton Wooley