Journal Entry 082312-A: It's awful!

Friends,

It is absolutely awful to be 46 and ADHD!

I have been trying for two days to get my nerves calm enough and stretch some Suda-Fed so I dont get put in jail or some crap over a cold pill that just barely helps ADHD anyway so I can keep my business open but the point is this:

I have been trying since yesterday to get pictures of what I at the time thought was the funniest thing I have ever done that could have killed me and honestly living in the 21st Century being ADHD and not properly medicated is a miserable experience.

I wrecked my dad-gum bicycle yesterday morning and the pictures are on my facebook page.

I wasnt paying attention to a stupid gas can and got it hung up in my legs and handle bars and fell in the miserable street like the idiot I am!

Lord if I could figure out how to operate a computer it would be a miracle!

By the way what is the life expectancy of an ADHD person?

I used to lay in the bed and hope I lived to a hundred as a kid now I dont give a damn but I do.

Aint that awful?

I have things locked in my mind that I know darn well I can do but I just cant and its worse now than when I was young and dumb.

Please dont take offense if your young because if you ever have that locked door opened then slammed shut you'll go insane and I dont want that for my worst enemy or anyone elese for that matter.

I promise to God where-ever he lives cause we sure need him.

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley

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