This shit aint working or my shit aint?

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Friends,


I'm not sure who posted what the other day and what happened where much less how to write a new post article or whatever the hell it is Im trying to do here!


Please forgive me if you read this post or the next two until I figure out what has happened to my creativity what little I have or even my ability to research anything!


I'm pretty much isolated from the damn world which sucks!

It may be my own God Damned fault or it may be someone Else's and why the hell can't it be someone else?

If it is my fault I don't mind taking the blame as soon as I get some real evidence!

All I know is that this medication if it is the same damn medication I used to take does work when you get it and it isn't takin away for cutting the damn grass! Maybe even painting a sign that I am trying to let people know means "Damn-it" I have just begun to fight!


God Bless Peace, Love and Knowledge!


Floyd C. Wooley

Do you ever just get sick of hearing how perfect everyone is and keeping up!

Friends,


You would think I would be angry and hateful to the point I would have to be by this time after 7.5 years or so being told by doctor's one thing and  treated like a complete outcast by the only family in America that knows they have the best percentage of being ADHD of most anyone else but refuse to admit it is not what it is not and that is a personality trait that is cured by sedatives although the benefit of the right medication is slowing the reaction time just enough that an already under normal conditions if ADHD a slightly quicker reaction time in the physical sense that is associated with impulsively and impulsive actions are one of the major symptoms we work to control without having to be Rambo! Rambo I guess would not need an anti-biotic or pain pill to survive his own surgery!


I have dealt with the dual edge sword of on the one hand having to control my sleep habits under pressure to fail in ways out of most people's thought field or pattern just a few years ago or at least it was not in mine and I took to using varied doses of ephedrine for many years not to fail but to succeed which every piece of evidence I would produce would in fact prove beyond a shadow of doubt that it did work to improve my life and my family's more so than I realized at the time or began to realize as it became less effective. Unfortunately I didn't have anyway to break my focus to succeed nor divert the drive forward with my business in a manner I can say is remembered at all in hind-sight another fact I have weigh heavily on me when I look at the distance between my doctor and my first office.


Later in the process of having an uncontrolled OTC as my primary and atually only medicine to treat and control much better than I realized even at the time and most helpful tool each day for years that were mostly peaceful- not made angry to prove me medicine was the issue a contention that be fact I would have to die and lose my mind to not have ingrained in my mind!


Each and every witness in my life would testify to a similiar if not definite pattern backed up by data!


The issue is not "he is addicted and won't go to sleep thus he needs to give up take the cheap medicine and forget life at 45 but exactly the opposite is true. The best medication ironically other than that OTC  is the most expensive a fact I have tested in every way imaginable!


In fact the bottom-line is that in deed my family has ignored and resisted for the most part the truth to the point that I only feel comfortable around people that have had just enough success in life or much more in many cases that has to help them to realize the difference a cheap generic has on us when a better although  to be like taking an aspirin for a migraine!


The ingredients in fact don't have to be the same with generics as I tested again the othr day when my son was ill and I went to purchase his anti-nausea medication- Emetrol at Rite-aid. Completely different and the Emetrol is 2.00 more to boot but I bought it because I felt it would work best and to my knowledge it always has.


The additional money for a medication is a simple decision to make in any one's mind you would think if anyone but you was convinced the medication either one or two things 1. Worked. 2. Didn't not work. You could find that a consensus would be hard to find among people of like mind but differing ideas of what is best for a person not different now than when he had nearly a million dollars a month being collected for his company's operation at times that began and only ended because of a hurricane and a natural disaster being responsible for a 750,000.00 thousand dollar short-fall over the last quarter of 2004 when compared to the same period in 2003!


Not another issue nor any other the only issue that would have prevented my success that year was a hurricane!


Now I just look forward to the time when I as a free person may have the opportunity to not live among people that are impatient and attacking like banzees while slowly using a psychological ploy used by enough so-called mental health professionals to irritate an already disgusted man because his OTC did the same job as the Shire!


Thus it would be apparent immediately if distraction were employed in an unnatural way in my situation that it would do harm almost immediately to one's psychological state of mind but and it's a big but I hope that will not be an issue that can't heal to some extent with time away and to retest myself in a more normal set of circumstances thus solving any if it really exists perceived idea I just refuse to go to sleep!


The sleep issue is another all together and with a little shove into a feeling of further and further loss of time a driven but now depressed easily person need as much life emotionally as a higher quality ADHD


So if it be your decision to consider my call for a 30 day immediate stay from any action by my family in this matter for whatever reason I may have laid out as possible I would like to set about the job of proving the little man can rebound from disaster as well as acquire an attorney!


Friends the paper or article you have just written would be my opening statement if I were so unfortunate as to not have an attorney to defend me in an action that is more correctly described as an ambush to anyone that has been surprised and and hauled off to a one-way session of court if you are in fact the fact the only that hasn't prepared. If not considered as a viable choice many a person in our country would suffer the same fate over and over until it appears they lose the will to even defend themselves based on my observation of the poor souls.


I hope none of the people that read this ever have the unfortunate events that have been only slightly explored because of the time involved in introducing the facts in short order at least hopefully to the extent a chance will be afforded to introduce not just circumstantial evidence but evidence that is backed up by the facts that simply scanning a copy of my Social Security income statement would most likely prove as evidence of the OTC's success and the prescription medication certainly deserves the same consideration to not be seen as less than as useful as the OTC for every reason that we as patients and our doctor's as monitor's of our progress have to have seen at least once or they would give up on us as quickly as an ADHD and Type A family that has splintered over a situation for more reasons than were apparent in the fall of 2005!


God Bless, Peace, Love and knowledge and in a parting comment for Today it although negative may be of positive use to you one day. That is that there is a marked and noticeable drop in your family as a wholes mental and psychological view of you once you announce the symptom's so please don't let the slight evidence of that in your own life get to you too bad! It will be permanent and noticeable but the help of a professional beats the trial and error of an over the counter medicine not protected even to be available next week much less next year and you have a crisis that rivals well please see me income statement and also that of my ex-wife Valarie as well since I always had intended as was done to my recollection that being fact that her income increased as well and to a higher degree than mine by purpose!


Sincerely,




Floyd C. Wooley

Sorry I haven't.......................

Friend's,


Sorry I haven't had time to research the latest ways to derail the ADHD mind cause I'm still dealing with the one's that somebody said don't exist as human as human!


I'm sure their are plenty of new tricks up the sleeves of those that would and please remember when you do derail us your hurting the damn economy!


Why?


Cause we make up a pretty large block of this world's population and of course this countries so if we go down as a race of mammels it might just hurt you where it hurts the most!

Who knows the President in twenty years might be a black-Indian woman that is ADHD and was born in the 52nd State of Polynesia and that would be a shame especially if she's a lesbian that does'nt hate the rest of us!

Well why the hell not? Because somebody said damn your not ADHD your insane!



God Bless, Peace, love and Knowledge!


Floyd "Cliff" Wooley


Lord I need to find a way to take the pastor of the church over here in Fairhope fishing that sings about Love and Life! Maybe we could find a way to laugh about something! Val call me!

A little late to ask this question but......Why?

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Friends,


I know the World is in turmoil it would appear to most if not all of us but there are those among us that still ask the question- Why?


I ask why can't we use old technology to continue forward further than we have gone or in other words traveled before?


Maybe I've been out of the loop on a few too long but it seems that a second docking port on the Space Station could have been utilized as a permanent docking port for the shuttle.


The reason?


Leave one in orbit with the station and let the thinker's think on the subject and refuel it or what have you using the Russian rocket til we get "our" new rocket on line that's supposed to be so much more fuel efficient than the old heavy life one that got "us" to the moon in the first place!


The bottom-line is maybe that should still be a consideration before we ship off the fleet to the tourist destinations.


Why?


Hell I don't know I'm just trying to get my mind working again back to the point I can write a little bit and who knows that shuttle might be able to take a trip on out a little further because like someone mentioned yesterday it's easier to go to a lower orbit than it is get to higher orbit.


We could always collect some space junk and and sell it on E-bay! LOL!


Put a 20 mm cannon on it and blow somethin up!


The nuclear waste at Los alamos and the history of the old Space 1999 series got me to thinkin about it yesterday.


Not to mention the Asteroid deal and some Aerosmith!


Have a good day.


God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!


Floyd C. Wooley

Last night in Hell! What else would you call it!

Friends,


Over the last few days I have been assaulted verbally, mentally and emotionally by a so-called man that claims to be the baddest rehab master but he is just a queer!


He is nothing but a piece of garbage from hell. The bottom-line is for seven years I have had various groups demand my life to be run as if I were a slave!


This bastard claims to be able to do in the 21st Century what is not only possible but is also being used right now and his claims of being able to mimic anyone's voice through his so-called talent is used for an evil and unjust practice of pitting one family member against another to the point of being the closest human version of the devil that could exist on this planet!


I have every intention of defeating this individual without his having any ability to harm me or my family nor do I plan to stoop to his demand that I spend 30 days in any kind of Jail or re-hab center or otherwise for his satisfaction!



I was warned about these tactics by my doctor's assistants after it had already begun in my home with my wife and children having to bare the assault as well and under who's authority shouldn't matter in any state in this country or any other civilized society!


No one but Hitler may be the type of person to hire such an abomination to the human race!


This morning after deliberately luring me out of bed to the idea that he and another man had seen a friend that was one of my own was in the street or on the side of the road and he claims to have been able to prove my insanity by my eventual walk out to the road and when I returned to my home he said the women were prostitutes.


As if that would make a difference in my opinion of the individuals. Then he and his assistant began another line of crap that insinuated that the ladies were in fact in bad financial shape and living in an abandoned home and needed food! Crazy?


The effect was to use deception to bring out the civility in me but I was unable to allow myself to be drawn into his world and in the end I just lost another night of sleep!


This after another series of attacks on my person over a series of days that made it impossible to do anything but waste my time and my time is valuable as I am trying to operate a business and the loss of a personality medication for ADHD which in fact has many other benefits which is very important to the lives of anyone that is ADHD, ADD or Depressed for whatever reason!

I have no idea his name or his assistant but he is of caucasion accent in any voice be it mimiced or whatever and he is the real Mike!

I have been the receiver used to have my own person tormented but one of the other factors that make him a danger to our society is that he is a person that uses intercom or P.A. type technology to blare his intimidating message to you as was done even at my old address to the point of driving me to the hospital with repeated demands to meet his demands which are in fact a lead in to a health emergency by whatever means he and his team find as neccassary to gain a victory but his is a fight that cannot be won because it is absolutely evil in nature- that is about all I can find as a word to use to describe it!

He after a short break in the action began another assault that insinuated that I had to spend 30 days in jail or a rehab center based on my father's demand to not have his life be under this man's control for any lengnth or continuing duration that would be a continued threat to you, your property or of course your family with complete and utter arrogance!

It doesn't matter what medication or drug your on when this team comes in to your space and begin their torture of you and those around you!

The use of continued speech and a lack of a response when questioned is said or told to you to be a proof that you are insane! None-sense to any intelligent individual!

I'm sure you couldn't do anything to these people because they are above the law!

What is your opinion?

Mine is that they should be jailed for the entire lenght of time or the extent to which they damage an individual!

They should be put on trial for their actions that most of us would consider much more than a "spectacle" and news worthy event because of the potential for abuse that the operators of such an operation would bring!

If I have to leave this state I would want to continue my treatment of ADHD just as Dr. Amen of the Amen Clinics exaults to his patients or as most doctor's or any other physician would consider as appropriate! Regardless of this monster's use of tactics on the human mind!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge! God Save us from such evil!

Floyd C. Wooley

The point is to present your situation as whatever condition that be manufactured! Spread this to every one that you know and let's be vigilant in our pursuit and destruction of such organizations! 

What is the damn deal?

Friends,

Y'all what is the deal in this country? Do you ever get the feeling that your lessons have been learned and your tuition paid yet if you had a golden calf to offer the world it would be rejected by even the Atheist but hell if you don't want the golden calf I hope you get a chance to read the New Testament!

Lord Have Mercy!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

It'll be all right because our children depend on us and we can solve some problems in their lives by considering  our own as a guide. 

We are still Alive!

Friends,


I really don't have much to say right now and that is not a good thing but I have some catching up to do but damn I can't get in a hurry or anything cause now it's all clear- I hope!


It's been Hell! I'd call somebody but who would it be that is something one day maybe we can work on for if it already available for the survivors of not ADHD but the good intentions gone awry of other's!


God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!


Floyd C. Wooley

Lord if ADHD get's anymore important and the medical profession takes it anymore lightly.....................................

Friends,


Lord if ADHD get's anymore important and the medical profession takes it anymore lightly including the pharmacy business!

1.) Wal-mart in Fairhope, Al. tells customers that Shire has gone "out of business"!
2.) The receptionist at the psychiatry office tells my doctor I was intimidating and threatening to her because I waited for a change to call in my prescription a little late but if I had known my doctor is mad at me but it was past the time I needed a refill but damn I didn't the sign on the door that said we are closed,  
3.) Lord In fact my Vyvanse worked all of one day but the fact is I was ready to be trusting and I left in a lock box in my house and God knows it is hard to be trusting when your being told 24/7/365 that you are going to get off that medicine if it kills you!
4.) It is the electronic equivalent of brain washing to have someone tell you are ADHD  and then torture the living hell out of you!
5.) I couldn't keep a pill around here unless I called it cyanide and that my friends is the truth!

I'm so disappointed that I have to be alive in a world where a diagnosed condition and letting yourself get so low on money that you couldn't defend yourself against your family if they didn't believe in lawyers!

Who knows what it's in capsule medicine or if it's stress that isn't supposed to be there in the place!

The damn truth is that the anti-hypnotics or manic-depressive medicines are in fact the problem! No I'm not the damn doctor but wouldn't you rather here the truth from someone so you get kids on the treatment before they turn out like me!

I mean damn! 12 years on some ephedrine and not one problem but if I saw the movie it would a murder mystery! Now that my friends sounds insane so if you live it you want your kids to get that education on that damn medicine so they can buy a damn security system to protect their damn self from this bunch of looney tunes! And that's them not me believe it or not so off to the nut house I might go but at least I know somebody has read something!

Sell a few a million dollars worth of houses and you wind up being on steroids in stead of a the medicine your doctor specified and they even insulted her at Wal-Mart!

I was nice about it but damn they thought I wanted a pill and I even told 'em please just give me 29 of the damn things and they said ok after explaining that I really wanted to pay the additional money for the Short-acting Adderall with the "A" just like on WebMd so you know it is what it is- the real thing!

Cause hell I did better on Ephedrine over the counter than this medicine that I can't keep up with!

If I counted it one more time I'd blow my brains out so if you please Mr. President ask the FDA to let us ADHD people have a week supply or something because Concerta said it best!

If you want your child to have their medicine give it too them in the morning and when they get home!

Let your doctor make your decisions and mine too but order your medicine from Canada! Until O'bama says okay when I get time to work make some money watch the news and install a new security that I don't have to monitor I'll read the damn national health plan or give 'em a call cause this place is nuts but move on down here from Pennsylvania or Wisconsin or Michigan anywhere that has been through the same hell with some control freaks thrown in and it ain't my doctor she's mad as hell!

This deal is the real deal and if the truth isn't told in every corner of this country the world that is ADHD, ADD or in need of a medication from Shire is going to be ruined!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge for real! I hope the jokes on me but it isn't because my life depends on not being adhd or depressed over being denied the medication!

200+ Homes and a over a few hundred thousand dollars in Marine supplies on Ephedrine and you spill your guts and find your in line for pharmacy of the year honors!

It would be nice if they could drop a dime in the bucket every once in a while and I felt I could lay down in this house that is secure as a tent!

Other than that I'm about ready to find a place like a motel that has audio recording capability to hear this crap so I won't have to worry about it being shut down- it is! No chance of letting that get out. In fact I doubt this will!

What would you do? Really think about the possibility in a world with a man like me!

Friends,

Right now! Right here in a place that looks and has always felt like camelot more than just a place or area to live a man lives!

Just one man and a cat and a dog that is here for him to love and she is here to love and fuss at me. Now the cat? She is my daughter's and I love the cat but she is a pain in the butt but that's okay cause she is just spoiled too.

Now this man has a problem. Not one that he has the mind to even discuss much less the time or motivation - hell even the mental energy to fill out a complaint for a warrant to be issued most of the month and this has gone on for seven years and damn he's living on disability and it's a lie he wants out of if possible before the culprits as my wife used to call them before she left get away with murder of the mind!

Oh it sounds so out of this world and I have so much bottled up ambition to do so many things with my life that it makes me look bad enough to get the medication that works and i've been afraid to say something straight enough to draw the attention of amnesty international but after seven years what I need is not a priest to exorcise a demon but actually NATO!

Ten years ago even I would have thought I was crazy and I think anything is possible! But I tell you this I live in a world where heckeling is a 24/7/365 experience and a medication that makes us that are ADD or ADHD better people and happier too is used against us so much that we want to jump up on a mountain and ask our neighbors to please understand even if they were living in a home that had a man or woman or even a little child being harassed and in the process that person not only has lost 7 years that were needless years to lose because being accused of everything but being jack the ripper and your only crime is that you have been diagnosed and treated for a condition that you don't realize how bad it affects your life until you aren't that hyper out of control know it all that doesn't realize why but for some reason all of a sudden a little white pill called the white cross changes your life for such a wonderful way that you don't even realize how much it has changed you until it is taken away from you and your forced to live in a world for a short time that was more innocent than evil yet your called every day of your life your a liar by some expert with a little bit more technology than god will allow and your really more of a self proclaimed patriot in your own mind because you know the truth!

Yes the truth my friends! What is the truth? That every last person on this planet that "tells their children that drugs are evil is one day going to have to face the truth in a pharmacy line that the poor people around you although proud and in pain or misery from working their fingers to the bone or that have some awful disease that the drugs in that pharmacy may be many and have a different effect on this person or that one but when you find the one that works and it saves your life in some way shape or form but your whole life you lived in a drug war that should have been a drug therapy session like hitting a dad-gum peace pipe may just have been or is to the native americans- soothing! Well somebody or maybe speaking through a damn loud speaker the size of a pin point just distracted me and all that jazz but folks as you look around you in that pharmacy and you think "Thank God" for this medicine I'm about to get that for years had no ill effect on me but now it is not even the one I used to call a white cross and my friends said "man doesn't that stuff make your skin crawl and you say back to them no actually it focuses me and helps me concentrate and in doing so fills some primal need to run like the wind and wear yourself out for nothing to the point you actually buy a computer because you can affford it and the once impossible to pass course you took on the original windows opens up a world that your mind now craves to soak up the information almost like a sponge where once in your life you actually asked yourself time and again what can I do with my life to make a difference in my childrens life so that when I'm gone they and my parents who had worried about hurricanes destroying their way of life could if not during my life maybe not have to worry so much years later to a teenager finds themselves embroiled in a war over a medication they had taken for years that is now being decepitvely used as a weapon becuase the once calm and peace you gained from it has been turned into a way to torment your thirsty mind and no i'm not sitting here lazily waiting my time out on this planet because my faith says that "man is to use his mind and his time wisely even if he has to live in wired house or even a wired body that we lie to our children when they are young and tell them that what God gave us is all poison!

Even Sex! Well that lie is pretty well by the simple but serious command our lord made to us all to be go and be fruitful!

It is hard not admire president Lincoln because he certainly wasn't ADHD or ADD becuase we either hate to read and just like to do it til it's our best or we plan it and plan it again and love to slow down to a cruising speed on a medication that our poor children can't decide for themselves if they like to put it on cruise or if they are supposed to just be themselves even if after they have had cruise control and can just keep it ten miles an hour over the speed limit some miserable souls come into their lives and say well you made that decision to have cruise control and I know you can't decide if you feel guilty for having it or happy as hell that you have it so we are gonna take it away because like we always told you they don't let people in China have cruise control which is a lie because that is where cruise control grows right out of the ground!

Yeah we are the cruise control police and we have something now to make everybody look like they are crazy because who wants to spend all their pent up energy that now is focused on finding what you said for the last three weeks "what's the use i'm just burned out from hearing these voices that is the biggest damn lie you ever heard for real!

So who do you call? The people at Shire or maybe the people at concerta but they are on the same team competing for a starting job on the enlightened world that I stand in line trying to figure out how do I tell my kids that if you take this it may save your life like it did mine for 10 or twelve years but watch out for the cruise control police because they have taken all the fun out of even getting your license to drive!

I just told you the truth and I hope you can handle it cause I think most of us have some sense!

Defiance? It can be a wonderful thing for your side and it can for mine too if we have our cruise control so we don't use buck shot on that poor little quail by accident!

So who do you call ghost buster's or the police? I think it's somebody from Oxford! They did put out a report that both Ephedrine and Amphetamin's are something that are less harmful than maybe some folks had preached to us our whole lives was worse than a rattle snake!

So friends hen it looks like i'm in a hurry writing these warnings and offering a glimmer of hope for some of us if we stick together it's not because I'm manic or high it's most likely because I was defiant last night and said damn-it I'm gonna get this done cause if I don't I might never get another chance!

Depacote? Good god if it doesn't plug you up it will shut up or screw up something you love!

Yes I'm in a hurry to get a message out cause I have something else planned and have for seven years and it isn't some fantasy so no matter what you have heard I might not be an angel but I sure ain't the devil's advocate!

That is it cause my five year plan is behind schedule and it ain't because of drugs it is because somebody thinks drugs kill! They didn't kill for ten to twelve years they saved my life and that is the god's honest life so doctor's have some mercy on us cause we do want to sleep!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

John Grudens the man.................

John Gruden is the man! He told Cam watch out for Peyton cause he's the sheriff and whatever you got in that drink on the side line- he knows what it is!


"You see him? I got fired! He fired me! He does that for a living. He got me!"


Somebody give Gruden a job coaching cause he gave his life to this point for football I know I read his story when I was in Tampa while I was high on mini-thins to you non-adders but low-riding to you that know!


Do you know he wouldn't even date? He worked so much! It's true and anybody that works that hard and loves somethin so much deserves to be Head Coach!


Not a damn assistant! No offense! I just know!


God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!


Floyd C. Wooley

I had a dream between 4 am and 6 am and Thank God...............

Friends,


I had a dream between 4 am and 6 am and Thank God...............But First let me set it up for you so you understand the devil in the details and why I did say a shorter than needed prayer this morning.

I awoke at 4 am because I go to sleep to early and my dad always says don't sleep too long because that causes those God awful dream periods and he and I both agree so take it from two Wooley's if your young and those dreams have you roll over to a heavenly goddess that one day you may one of two thing roll over and realize your heavenly goddess is still in the house with you but doesn't feel all that well with your ADHD ass kicking and screaming all night in your sleep over whatever you have put your self through by accident in this life or even on purpose or that she just plain left while the getting was good! The worst one we won't mention cause with ADD'er anything is possible and the poor goddess might be in hiding not because we are the meanest people on the planet but pretty determined and that brings me back to the dream.

The dream was pretty much like this and horrible til I woke up but anyway I was in my model home working on a Saturday morning maybe starting early and progressing toward noon because it became progressively busier.

As people filed in as it would best be described they started doing weird things like one ladywalked over to my Sales desk and rearranged every thing and laid pad down with at least two different hand writings- one that was in small cursive or print barely visible to the eye and one larger and more poorly defined.

Another man was asking questions but they didn't center on getting to know me as a builder or salesperson/ pre-construction coordinator or his own plans to build or what he and his female aquaintance had in mind for the plans as a couple or anything even close to what you expect.

Another person walked in and they were recognized as a person I was building for and they began to question me over what I had already inspected and knew it was "not a corect line of thinking" or some shit but it didn't seem in tune with their personality.

Yet another was milling about outside and I wanted their name and number but when I went to my desk I realized what I had caught out of the corner of my eye that the other person had done and what I heard them tell what must have been another unrecognized individual and to be honest it then hit me that a comment had been made that was derogatory at least by their aquaintance and more than one of the other's which was almost if ever done unless it was straight to my face in real life until this kind of thing actually did start to happen back in the first decade of this century and around the time of Ivan or just after. On a job or after and if you were in this county or a builder anywhere in a declared disaster area or far as that goes from the people I meet out in the "World" every day not uncommon in a depression as we have actually experienced for the better part of the second half of this century's first decade.

I became agitated or somewhat nervous in my own minds way of checking myself immediately for stress a life-long way of adjusting my mood to meet the situation even if it was on or off ADHD control medicine of any type be it what it may!

Then I asked some people leave uncharacteristically by a gut feeling that I wouldn't have had back then so that makes it a nightmare officially!

Right before I woke up a lady walks over and hands me three big green capsules with white granules them and says "take these" with a smile on her face!

I said "I need to go to the mental hospital" then quickly changed it to "I'm going to the mental hospital" and right as I woke up I thought or said everyone get out "I'm not bi-polar" and I apoligize if you aren't from the God awful Bi-polar patrol!

This point is critical to you all!

When I jumped out of bed I realized how bad I was hurting physically and dropped to my knees flexing both hands and thinking "Thank God" I'm stiff and sore because I'm not on Adderall XR or Vyvanse because I had begun to beleive I was wrong that it helped with soreness which is actually God awful pain from working yesterday pushing my truck that has no reverse and moving around a couple of car battery's and installing after removing one!

Why you might ask, did I Thank God?

Because I didn't beleive what may have been an unintended real life attempt to tell me by someone else how bad they hurt and the realization my own pain is manageable when the time comes by a visit to several doctor's and NOT by a medication that helps the mind regardless of what some other idiot tries to explain cause pain- I hope I don't offend but it comes from what we do not neccassarily the medication we take and if even it did with your mind not cloudy on Bi-polar medication you might be able to tell the difference "I can"!

Yes on my ADHD medication I can figure it out but off "pain is a breeze" one way or another but it can be amazing to realize it is "manageable" but being drugged up on "mood stabiler's sucks- literally!

I hope that makes sense to you!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

*Note: Generic medications suck and I hope Congress and the President know this!

I hate the term Bi-polar for a damn good reason so...............

Readers,


I guess the only way to get the message across to anyone visiting my site is to put plainly!


I hate the term Bi-polar and I would ask that you please do not fall victim to something that has ruined more lives and the last 7 years of my own when the truth of the matter is has ruined someone in our family's life and even though they are a cousin the memories from my childhood and the impression I got from that poor beautiful person's karma when I was around them has shaped my life and I wouldn't realize it til I was told the same!


The reason I'm not Bi-polar is that "I have been manic my whole damn life and never depressed or sad til I simply answered a question innocently with the wrong answer and had it taken wrong- Period!


they were considered Bi-polar or Manic-Depressive and God knows I'd love to leave it at that so the bi-polar will leave me alone long enough to save her life!


What happened after she got out of Bryce's or whatever the hell it is doesn't count!


Anyone in her position and age may do the same. Period!


God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!


Floyd C. Wooley


God Bless you Terri, I know you have suffered your whole life and I mean no offense to your Alpha Mom but damn I hope your okay!

Attitude?

Friends,


People spoiled me! In fact I spoiled myself?


Hell I don't know I used to could sell "Ice-water to an Eskimo" at least that is what they said!

Well that was prior to coming out of the closet!

Now I'm almost out the house and everything else in other words "what the Hell" happened?


I lost more than my confidence and every damn thing else including my self-respect because now I have other people giving me advice and man doesn't just make it wonderful.


I couldn't sell heaters to the eskimo's much less ice-water in fact I'm a distant cousin to the eskimos so let me shut up before I get some hate mail from them!

Look I need a damn car. I've bought hundreds at least it seems that way "Hell it could be close"!

Why?


That is the question of the day. I should have done something yesterday that I didn't do and that was buy a car!


Who knows if it really matters but it might save the day, me personally and get me in trouble but how?


See I can't even make a damn decision!


Shire with your real deal medications- I need you!


Can I call you every day and talk to the counselor?


They sure make coming out of the closet a pleasure!


God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!


Floyd C. Wooley

Whew! Lord help the poor and unknowing ADHD!

Friends,

I'm learning to work while I feel like death because Let's see my government allows Insurance Company's to act as God all the while leading some us poor souls and how many that aren't ADHD and just plain at the mercy of drug company's that have no regard for their clients because the FDA is benign!

The problem is the FDA let a mere 15,000 people out of a 63,000,000 that is million dose pool of individuals complaining of nothing more than insominia and a few other poor souls that may or may not have had major health events with a few high profile deaths in the late 90's ruin one more way for the Amercian people to treat Narcolepsy, Asthema, or even ADHD and maybe a little pain to top it off  over the encounter!

The reason I'm upset oh hell mad as hell is I'm trying to live in this perfectly drug free after suffering for years wen  lost my medication trying to get educatedon something that I didn' beleive in but took a medication finding comfort, motivation, focus and concentration on that I had neverhad before!

Not realizing what the hell I was doing was the best damn thing I could have ever done short of being on Dexedrine or Adderll XR before it went generic!

Ephedrine! At least it wasn't crack or cocaine you know and it worked very damn well.

Now we all that were doing just fine are either in drug rehab, considered on meth or crank or whatever, trying keep our insurance paid up so we can get a patented name brand drug or do without and live with all the other crap this past ten years as brought us in state of depression wondering what happened to our country!

Well all I can say is demand a name brand medication for heart or your chemo-therapy or you might never know what killed you for God's sakes!

Ain't that some shit? You could trust a mini-thin to get you home alive in 1997 but in 2011 your generic amphetamine I hate to call generic adderall may or may not  do anything but make you wish you had lived in the last century and kicked the bucket doing your job at who knows maybe 75-100!

If not like the "Bear" said price of victory is high but so are the rewards! You get to die at 64 a champion!

I just hope I get 1. that is one more chance with Vyvanse! Lord please help me and everyone else that can benefit from it to do so!

Otherwise maybe the new government in Egypt will take our constitution and do it one better!

Maybe Ireland or Scotland but right now I'm just trying to get over the stupidity of our govenment officials to promote generics as "equal" to or better than a "Two-way"!

Good God do you know what a two-way is?

It had 25mg of Ephedrine and 100mg of for a lack of a better term-Robitussin in it!

It sucked when they started putting that cough medication in our asthema medicine but what hell was to come!

This Barr sucks! Period!

Thanks Blue Cross and Blue Shield don't worrybout me or my crew risking our lives for your Iranian Inspector putting in another foundation for you because you let me and millions down each time force us to decide between
the what if I had the Real thing and possibly death!

The FDA too! Id rather make it home alive after working my ass off or working my ass off in the officen sitting on my ass til I got over the depression, yeah that's right not bi-polar just depression only to be the most energetic person on the planet with no direction!

Or worse! Which is  real possibility Mr. President and I'm a Damn democrat so to hell with going to war with China or some shit next make the FDA do it's job to make medications effective and available!

And Shire file that injunction against Watson to stop them for 30 months so we don't have to worry about our young ADHD getting disillusioned on that crap!

Because Insurance or not because some neurologist tells the poor kid "oh the generic is just fine" and cheap!

I wish Barr would come get a sample of this shit and tell me our t is specs under court order God-damn-it!

We aint cold, got the shakes or nauseated and were focused as hell!

Motivated? We jogged and read a book on Trigonometry!

God who makes the chemo now that I've been through rehab I'm scared to take an Aspirin! Unless it's a Bayer!

Tiger what you taking for pain? Man that energy bar any good?

Charlie keep your attorney handy cause I think you got poisoned and your family has the papers to take your cash flow some champagne to celebrate!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge! Other than the bad jokes the medication plea to our fellow kind- Human I guess is sincere!

-Floyd C. Wooley

No offense to my doctor because she knew I'd hate this medication but I had to pay Blue Cross for my children til they are 26 and I'm glad of it!

Thank you!

I am so Angry! An ADHD person's pleading to the public!

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Friends,

I am so angry at the people that kill their own children in these meth lab explosions!

Not only do they kill their children but they kill themselves and if they just happen to be something else they kill every last person on the planet that is ADHD or ADD!

They might as well get hold of an Atomic bomb and kill all 40 million of us in this country and the millions around the world that could benefit from being treated for ADHD, ADD or even Depression!

I suffer tremendously because of ADHD myself! I now there are others out there that need help with this insidious debilitating condition that gets worse the older you get and go through life experiences!

I can't buy my Damn medicine at the Gas Station anymore!

I can't even ask anybody for outright help staying on the damn prescription medication without ridicule or fear of discrimination and I blame the idiots that take lives directly and indirectly too!

I wake up every day having to deal with ADHD it's effects on my life after watching some idiot on television the day before kill innocent children and further make it difficult to impossible for anyone to get treatment for a real and as stated insidious life-long condition called ADHD, ADD and by the time it's about mid-life if not sooner it's depression!

See your Damn doctor and tell 'em what I said!

The poor children of some of these brilliant people that wind up killing themselves and/or their own children or somebody Else's need help in more ways than one!

Now I feel as though I'm losing the point! So Go figure on it!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley

P.s.- I am a former Home-builder and still could be ith some help staying on my medication! I have a basic plan to just that for other people and have for years!

As a builder I had to visit my jobs if not daily in person by Nextel with anyone on the job having an kind of issue!

Same type thing with medication control!

I.) People have to feel comfortable with a doctor so they cn dicuss openly what the issue is!

II.) The diagnosis had to be right on!

III.) Someone has to care about individuals that the medication may just save their damn lives!

IV.) The patient has to know their doctor cares!

V.) The patient has to know their family or if they have enough damn money to pay somebody that they care!

VI.) The patient has to be assured that if they get through one damn day on their medication at an acceptable dose that the NEXT day after some type of sleep for God's sake- willbe a better damn day!

*VII.) The longer you stay on the mediation (Job) the more likely it is get finished! It hurts a hell of a lot worse to fail at that for a patient than anyone can imagine unless you have been there!

*I am not talking withdrawals- I am talking psychologically!

VIII.) If you are an adult you can coach your own damn self once you get on and stay the damn medication! My opinion and most-likely bravely I go a fact!

9.) Sorry I didn't think Roman numerals were all that important in school either!

X.) If you are an adult nd care about somebody that is ADHD or ADD and have nothing else but a damn phone! Call the them everyday at least and let them know you care and ask, plead, demand- well demanding any adult produces defiance no matter their demeanor. Use your people skills that we ALL have to use to get a job or sell ourselves in some way, shape or form if you really as hoped care!

*Note: If you can't find some part of yur life that has some distraction factor or hyper-activity over anything that you can't control such just getting redy to go fishing or to a football game or seeing your girlfriend (boyfriend) you might have enough understanding to help!

Ifyou have total control over everyting in our life with-out medication you'll just be so damn mean to the poor soul tryng to control ADHD then don't even try! Find someone else that understands!

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Friends,

I don't need towrite this post right now because I just hit finger with a hammer because I'm to tell the truth just a damn Hippocrite!

I love to give advice and sometimes well only when i'm not a damn hippocrite I like to take it!

Most of the time from a beautiful woman! what can I say not to offend? Like they say in the Alabama Band's song- shut your mouth man or something like that but us down south folk understand exactly!

Otherwise i'd rather not get involved!

I used to think 10 years ago I was just ADHD and loved the energy!

Now since I'm not self-medicating and well that's a damn lie!

Well I am telling the truth today!

My self-medication aint worth a damn!

As for my return to the business world it sure has gone way to slow!

Now instead of ADHD and self-medicating to my hearts content and finishing every damn thing I tart the same day or winding up pouting about it too my wife and kids, I'm slowly detiorating to ADD and being a hippocrite.

Truth is I never was much of liar to much extent or my wife wouldn't have kept saying "will you quit turning your head for every woman that we pass"!

Now there's a truth some of us admit or might as well!

God love her soul yeah she's still alive and happy- I hope cause she divorced me for what seems like good reasons!

I don't have to have list 'em do I? I think I already in related posts!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley

Huh-oh! I feel my hyper comin on!

                                                                                        












                                                                                                    











                                                               

I might have too join Hooter's..........

Friends of all persuations,

I might have too join Hooter's..........affiliate program to keep http://alabamagirlsmodelonline.com/

On-line! I mean it! Dad-gum-it!

It's bad enough i'm gonna die alone so if I could if i could keep some beauty online and pay tribute to the beauty that hasn't quite killed me yet but if I had my rather's (As coach Stallings would say) would have kept me around for 50 or 60 years and just let drop dead on the floor so she could find me and rush to the hospital so I could get a shot of Ephedrine!

Hell I'd pop up all organized and shit!

No offense Shire - I knw yur looking brave souls and beleive it o not "I'm one sl-professing" Brave Soul!

A little out the loop sometimes but that's them crazy damn bi-polar people trying de-moralize not moralize me!

I gotsome of them just like every other re-blooded American Male and it looks like that could apply to the rest of the world especially Coach Mike Price and any other Male that abhores what happened to Laura Logan or any other woman at the hands of a single man or a group- but loves the pure beauty and art of the female body!

Now Hooter's I know close to half of us love you!

That same half would love my tribute to the woman I had hoped to be married to long enough too so I could drop in her arms or on her floor!

If he wants drop dead somewhere else so be it!

Maybe he can pick the person I drop dead with since she know me so well!

Whoops I had to jump an run check on supper, Internet Explorer quit and I momentarily lost my mind- which means in laymen's term's what I wanted to say!

Al? Man I loved The Bear Too and still do! My oldest son was in my arms a few months old when the liberty bowl was played! I was at work pumping gas when I heard the news of his passing.

Those were young people that rolled Toomer's corner then just a few years older than I am now! Why man hold such a grudge to ruin your life and those young people Today?

I hope those oaks live!

God Bless, Peace, Love and knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley

How would you feel Today?

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Friends,

How would you feel Today?

If?

1.) Hurt physically so bad you can't hardly move!

2.) Hurt so bad emotionally- you know like you had your soul mate leave you at the alter!
     a.) Who as a list?
                  1.) every damn body!
                             a.) Evidence.
                                        1.) Not one damn phone call from anyone locally that should not be the case.
                                                         a.).) Why?
                                                                  *1.) Because if I listed all he reasons you would have the evdence to prove every last thing I contend. That might convict at lest morally ethically spiritually if no civilaly and criminally some folks!*

*Folks wors just fine sinc a relative ofminewas in te Folks or some shit and tey were te worst damn thing that ever happened to them!

Let me slow down to the pace mentally now that I would like to work.

Why?

*Beause not everyone I know or run into do I have a problem! Only a few that include direct descendants or prescendants of my genetic code and a few of the more brilliant of the community because they have a public service job. And one of the few the proud and the brave otherwise the rest of the few the proud and the brave especially or including the one's in or that have been in uniform in my mind regardless of what they may think are my brothers! I would imagine through my own door to door research literally that I still have a few detractors
that are not directly elated o me or that do nt work in public service or for that matter are not Marine's!

Evidence would support a different opinion based on the fact that sometimes I get out of this hell hole and find someone that it would seem doesn't know or give a damn that I've been through Hell on Earth and that can have two reasons as was listed but let's list them again for the hell of it!

I.) The person's I meet or see again haven't read my posts.

III.) The person's I meet or see again have read my posts and understand exactly!

Now my friend's ow ong it ill last is aybody's guess but th Two Bronkaid's I took about an hour ago are helping me to line up my mind with my actions. The only thing I ave to overcome is this screwed up Internet Explorer and my lack of Technical experience Not to mention this God Damned cheap ass key board that came with this Comaq Presario that was one of those mistakes in life you could overcome if not for this damn Windows 7 and the Person or Person's that if I list their damn name could be held accountable for atempted murder of at least the mind!

This by the way is not an angry post it's a letter of indictment that if I were the district attorney would be full of names!

By the way I am on the job!

Let me set the stage once more if you didn't imagine in your mind what it may look like right now.

I'm sitting here in my underwear having not shaven, showered or even combed my hair but I have gone to work!

That would be a nightmare enough for most people! The rest of the setting is as follows.

1.) I had no medication by prescription that would make this setting impossible to have happen to anyone when I awoke earlier this morning but who the hell wants to get out of bed after being harassed for days at close range and without malice in the first place?

a.) Because I had no idea that my old medication wouldn't make sick this the first day that I had to fully depend on it! It may still but who the hell cares?

b.) I had been demoralized for days and still Today even asI awoke but last night to the point I had to leave my office before finishing a damn thing that needed to be done once I made it back to this hell hole!

*I was just asked or told which is a tweak of the mind by some person that should be listed on the list of suspects something like this:

Why don't you or just leave!

The answer to that possible question or statement is as follows:

I don't have to leave because although you were female. You as a physical person are not here in that stated person and if so I would leave but you could expect a damn fight both physically and mentally if you were a man. In fact that concludes the indctment of this program!

Unfortunately hw much furthr into madness should I have to take you? What once was madness is now easily accomplished through Technolgy! It does the job intended for that there is no doubt and for that it should be indicted for being a crime against humanity!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

P.s.-  To hell with them all! The spelling and grammer too! I hope you all got something out of this post that is closely related to the truth I have just written about! Go Figure please!

ADHD misunderstood and the maligned!

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Friends,

Regardless of what has been the typical ADHD hell that is not caused by a pill but by the negligence of the few and the total disregard for human life and the undeniable effort to make a alter boy out of me I have managed to ask for some help!

That help is from you! 1.00 would be fine! Becuase the old drug addict! Laughing! Is not such a drug addict after all and if I were i'd be a better human being than the people that claim to be superior to me!

Let's see I think we have made some progress here and maybe with a few models for Alabama girls, A few nice posts on Fashion for gulf coast girls, The sale of some items posted last night and this morning, the help of my friends at Rent-A-Geek even though i might have to pay them but hey the bottom line is that might offend them cause we are in this thing to make a living!

Help from Darcy entering some info in quick-books now that I have intuit as well Pay-pal and amazon back on board to boot we should be able to make some headway if the anti-adderall crowd and all their followers don't kidnap the google Executive for God's sake and put him to death for being one hell of a guy!

Yes I have to work some odd hours and yes I have a store to open but that will take a miracle or some damn cold medication since I get hammered by some evil I figure is akin to the anti-christ because last night i was saying the lords prayer around here before i said to hell with it and said damn let's see here i've got two different Adderall capsules checked from the CVS and one has made it a living hell staying awake and the other has well made some difference- hey call me crazy but Shire I need you and if i can find the time I might check out this information I read the other night on your web-site that might save my life!

No I'm not a drug addict but if Ty Pennington had my  he'd blow his brains out! Well like i said yesterday mycalled me in last month after being directly involved in attacking me none of this I told my when called out on the carpet in Decemeber as to if it were my or not but of course i lowered my head and said it was and . Well I was told earlier this month sometimes our plans don't work out but if mine don't i know who to blame and blame is just a nice word I am trying to use to say that after a few days of their up tilt in bombardment to make one man think he is insane for taking a pill that he might need a truck full of to win this war and if you are anti-drug- to hell with you! you'll need one one day and some idiot will take it away from you just for the hell of it!

that is easily accomplished without much more than a lot of pressure and to tell you every day that there is no such thing as ADHD or after that get's you down and a few other million things to be very frank! And I mean millions in the likes of handling someone else's money in a disaster area that your depression is just in your head!

No duh! To top it off i'm in every body else's boat again for the first time in a while and I feel your pain. The 40 million that have no prescription drug coverage all of a sudden after I upgraded my families blue cross to include Dental and with the rise in prices to off-set their supposed cost in coverage I've got insurance for my ex-wife and two children til their 26 I hope but for the same price as it was with me! Oh only 521.00 month which is not much for some I guess but I'm the one trying to get off disability which is in fact after some recovery that started well over a year ago if I could keep my Adderall locked up safely in fact I have said to hell with a log!

the crap comes in two type capsules anyway and i'm hoping Adderall just had a change in their markings which I want to ask them if that is true but damn I would hate make them hate me!

It is the only thing that actually works but I might if I still have a doctor go with generic next month and hope to god I make it!

It wouldn't be so bad but I have taken this type medication for 18 damn years and had never had one bit of trouble to as the Metabolife founder stated they raped cinderella!

Well it has been close to that for many of us. Because I don't know if I should throw up now or wait til I'm back on the crap that they call Asthma medicine that by the way Adderall works on pretty well or whatever it is I have in these capsule because yeaserday morning I could hardly breathe til I took an Adderall and it cleared my sinus congestion! Seriously so it kills pain and clears your sinuses! Damn that 125 year-old recipe aint that bad my friends!

Til you throw some cough medicine in it at high doses like they did the old cousin I took that was just fine til they ruined it!

63,000,000 doses according to the FDA and a few people couldn't get to bed by eight o'clock.

Hell I never would have had a thing to be upset about if I hadn't dreamed of being  somebody and wanted to first get home alive and secondly get the work done after the kids to bed maybe I won't have to worry to much all night about who, what where and when something had to complete or get up and run out the door and be immediately behind at the office or eventually in my truck!

Then when you get home is it take a chance on a drink that might put me too sleep or work the next day ADHD if not for my coast guard cocktail that went sour!

I certainly wouldn't have much to complain about if not for the meds cause although I thought I was smart when quite figure out what I wanted to do!

Now it's everything I can so I don't ever get in a position that I have to let anyone push me around til i'm angry about it- something I never had to worry about before- on medication! Now isn't that something?

Our home movies sure seem to show a different story! And I don't mean the personal one's I think are beautiful- I mean the pics and movies of us playing in the yard and me working on whatever til it was finished with some patience!

Patience now is like time in a bottle i'm afraid we don't get to turn the damn thing over here anyways!

Get your kids on the medication young enough and at a low enough dose that will work so they can get an education and not have to have task of trying to get one at my age in a different field after the fact when you have pressure from all directions and your sane enough to know when you are being had!

God Bless, Peace, love and Knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley

*See I was nice and covered the names!

                                                                                               













                                                                                                             

Shout out to Shire! From 2-4-11!

To my friends at Shire,

I hope you got the contents of this post because it was mighty important!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley

P.s.- It was all good! I would have been proud to have posted it!