I once had someone ask me, "what do you think of mind talk?"

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Friends,

What would you think, decide in your own mind and then answer if someone asked you such a question?

Let's set the scene:

1.) You are in an environment totally foreign to you.
2.) You are in a place that has no idea what they are doing to you mentally or physically.
3.) You are in a place you felt you would never be in your life.
4.) You feel if not know for certain that the people that made it neccessary for you to be in this position have no idea that you do not feel you should be in this position and in fact you know without a shadow of a doubt that it was wrong for you to be put in this enviroment.
5.) Your only hope is to go along with whatever the hell you are told to do, take and depend on your faith and pluck and grit to get you through one of the most terrible experiences a person that is sane can face!
6.) You admit you must be crazy to have let anyone have the upper hand in such an important event in your life regardless of the events leading up to that moment when the question is asked "what do you think of mind talk"?

 Friends, there is no such thing as mind talk now is there? You know that, I know that but to protect the innocent we shall not divulge the name, location or circumstances by which this person asked me such a question.

 If there were such a thing as mind talk I think we would all go "mad"! Insane! Out of our minds losing all motivation except for what our faith may provide to survive until such "mind talk" was put to a screeching halt!

 I know there is a manipulation of the mind possible that will make you think anything has been accomplished but hopefully you as I would soon determine that it was just a play on the mind using a set place, environment and rules of engagement to hold your mind hostage!

 My answer to this person was as you might imagine under the circumstances and if you knew anything really about me I wouldn't even have to tell you!

 I simply in a stern tone of voice suffering the misery myself of being included in this game of high stakes mental survival and knowing that this person may not have yet determined the truth well I simply said "there is no such thing as mind talk"!

 The individual seemed upset, concerned and left my presense.

 The individual returned later and they said it was okay and I'm not sure how or what I said back but it certainly was to reassure them they would be okay! I just don't remember because I was trying to not walk myself to death or get into a checkers game with someone I should have been able to at least go 50/50 with!

 Thank God for another individual that said "Cliff are you ADHD"? I said in so many words "Thank you God" for being someone that had the clarity of mind to see that what had been done to me was insanity!

 One day the book may detail the rest of the story that if anyone other than my current doctor hadn't spent enough time with me to see that I was in fact ADHD but depressed as hell for being touted as a drug addict or for that matter worse for God's sake by members of a group that is so close to me we might have the same DNA!

 One of those person's upon finding out I was to no longer be in that position much to their chagrine exclaimed No! Not yet! I can't state their reasons or reseaning here or anywhere else for that matter because I think they had a temporary loss of sanity. Well at least it was temporary!

 It was such that someone asked me "should I have this person removed Mr. Wooley"? I had to of course say yes! That was about all I could do!

 Now when someone wants to know more about my life and what I may have done to deserve such treatment I'll be more than happy to tell the whole story so that I may be set free!

 They say the truth shall set a person free! I believe that with all my heart, mind and spirit!

 That my friends is why it is so difficult not to find a stump and preach a sermon on my life and hope it helps someone else in ways they may not understand at the time! Anything is possible but God help us if "Mind talk" ever becomes possible or the norm!

 We as a Free and Private people not only in this country but any country will not have to worry about Al queada(?) or The Taliban unless we can drug them first and convince them to do whatever we tell them to do which I doubt they would fall for long!

I didn't, haven't and never will! It is just getting the word out that is most difficult without well you fill in the blanks because I don't have that answer!

 I'm just trying to survive a lie and figure out a way to live my life making a living as I choose if I'm capable of doing so!

 You my friends are the answer to if I can make that happen every time you read this page or any of my pages!

 I am your friend, neighbor, partner in a business, family member, loved one or any number of people that I could list. I miss my old neighborhood but to my new neighbors if you new the truth you would have no problem at all with me nor for any reason would I with you and I don't! I've just been through a hell on earth in the last six years for NO reason at all! Otherwise I wouldn't be sitting here discussing a private matter with you that I almost want to go public because as I said "The truth shall set you Free"!

 One last thing my friends. Be careful in your daily lives about "I hate to use a biblical term but I will because it is true. Do Not bear false witness about a person based on what you have heard." Your words can cause the deepest sorrow in a person's life and it may be their undoing for no good reason. Your own if they don't have the self-control and patience of Jobe!

 Please accept my thanks for visiting my pages and I'll continue to tell a story that has no names other than my own until I decide when, where and how to terminate the actions I describe in the most humane and civil way!

 I would not be who I claim to be if I didn't handle this in some way shape or form that was in fact civil! My life has shown me to be civil and it will continue to be that way except for my ADHD tendencies which are handle just fine with a medication that helps me and it may you as well.

 That my friends is your decision and yours only! As for depression God only knows because it takes a lot of self effort and very little medication in my case or I'm in a daze! As for the ADHD I'm drinking some coffee right now and there is good reason for that and it is something that should be known!

 I'll explain that issue again at some future date if I can remember to write down the fact I want to do it at a certain time a problem I wouldn't have if I took both doses of the Adderall XR a day! I'll have to go into detail if I don't get assasinated by some people that may think differently than I on the subject!

 Which brings me back to the subject of my posts! Sometimes they are serious and sometimes if I had my way they would be mostly on lighter subject matter! That change in direction should be evident to you and if not please let me know your opinions!

 The post this morning was my opinion. The one last night regarding "who has the right" was a message that I chose not to divulge names until or if I need to and it won't be online! For obvious reasons.

 God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Sincerely,

Floyd C. Wooley