Image via WikipediaRelationships? I never have been all that good at relationships to begin with so the thought of trying to write a blog about them is pretty difficult for me to imagine.
In fact the fact of the matter is I'm not sure I can except in retrospect on what has been my experience not in fact how I feel they should be handled or left to flourish on their on on or if anything I've ever done was correct or incorrect in the whole affair and that my friends is not depression speaking that is the truth.
I love people and their company on occasion but after the last few years of interference in my life I find it difficult to see myself as much more than a burden nor do I trust too many people with my love or for that matter with even letting them get close enough to know me much less me know them enough too use, try, whatever you want to call it my experience in a relationship to make their life better which has always been somewhere on my list of things that is important for a person to do!
Their are of course different types of relationships some we hope not only last a life-time but bring us together as human beings in bond that is most important of all and that is that bond between a man and a woman that no one can destroy!
The last sentence is the one we most over look and fail to understand as the one thing that can destroy a relationship is in fact many things including ourselves not to mention everything else in the world.
However sometimes a love can remain on life-support in some body's heart regardless of what may happen and that my friends is an even more difficult issue to handle for one or the other or hopefully both parties involved and hopefully not only one because a love stranded alone is miserable experience and if two or stranded alone and apart then how to bring that love together again or a new is difficult to make happen with hopefully benefit to either party being a mystery to me a problem that I didn't have as a younger man!
Go figure and let me know if you come up with a solution. I just look at everything worst case scenario and hope for the best so maybe that is my problem?
I remember a time when I had a third component to my thinking that was to work for the best outcome for all involved now I'm not sure what the best outcome for all parties might be!
All I can say is "I just looked at myself in the mirror and if I were fishing and I caught myself brought myself to the boat I'd take one look and throw myself back or cut the line better yet"!
God Bless, Love, peace and knowledge!
Floyd C Wooley
P. S.- "It is great to be from Alabama!" "Rollll Tide Roll!"
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