Journal Entry 091012-A: I feel worse than I ever have!

Friends,

I feel worse than I ever have physically and emotionally.

I got up this morning and wrote the post for Shirley's and it stressed me out so bad I had to take a nerve pill.

I feel as though in my blogs I have tried to tell you the truth about in home monitoring where you are bombarded with every sort of "this and that" discussion by intercom or whatever you may call it and even when you are physically ill it is continued.

I dont know if you beleive what I am talking about but it only makes your life more and more miserable and unbearable.

You have to want to live really bad to endure it! I do. The only problem is your sanity and physical well-being is at risk.

Good God I dont want anymore so-called help. I want peace and quiet so I can recover from the trauma of the pain physically and emotionally if that is possible without losing that early morning ability to handle stress on a computer without having to take a nerve pill to breath and last but not least to work at the business I so desire.

Mostly I dont want to die Insane or from an illness a medical doctor can cure.

These ear infections have pushed me to the edge if you have the understanding to accept at least part of what I have written as truth.

I'm sitting here trying to gain my composure on a 1mg Clonazapam after being so distressed by being re-habed in two-locations.

Please consider the ramifications for future generations?

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley