I didn't see Julie tonight at the pier and I wish I had.
She lite up my night a couple of nights in a row out on that pier and I sure hope to see her again.
She loves animals as much or more than I do and even in my weekened state for all the reasons I have written about on my not five blogs but six if you count the "www" version of Battle Ship Marine.
I dont know much about her and I'm not sure if she knows much about me but it was nice to introduce myself to her the other night.
I may be damaged goods from what I have been through and how I would explain that I have no idea yet but I'm not quite dead yet and neither are you if your reading this post so hang in there and be "brave" and dont let anyone tell you what some of us have been through is our fault because it isnt.
No I may not be able to save not one of us but I hate being quiet about it in my writings because someone will "step-up" to the plate and save us from the abomination I have written of in the past and it will not end civilization as we know it as long as someone does step up to that plate for us and stop an "atrocity" in our country if not many, many more.
I could speculate on it again but I'm just not in the shape to do that anymore.
I hope and pray my blog writings havent been lost or destroyed by people that say they love you and kill you by trying to save you.
If mine have I hope others done like I have and have written about it before their death were lucky enough to have what they wrote saved for the sake of our childrens future and education.
I was denied mine through ignorance and let me see?
Dis-regard for ADHD although I love those people they have ruined my life and in the process possibly other lives.
Education was my dream as a child that I did not understand how valuable the loss of it would be for many years later and that my friends should never be covered up in anyone's life or made a mockery of by anyone, group or organization. Period.
The people on the pier tonight were wonderful people of many backgrounds and I appreciate the nice lady that was with her husband, friend or whatever that showed me the pictures of the Pelican.
Boo Boo almost made it too the end of the pier bless her heart.
She is only 10 or maybe 11 herself.
I dont know how old our friend "Lucy" my daughters cat was when her death was made a mockery of last fall about the same time not only Myself but Boo was hit with what we have fought with almost no money to overcome.
Julie I hope you hear of this post and you know you lifted my faith or heart that second night particularly.
I hope you enjoy the pictures my friends?
God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!
Floyd Clifton Wooley
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