Right now, somewhere in America a person is being ruined by ADHD testing on a level very near what would be called temporary enslavement by isolating, drugging and any means neccessary to destroy their wish, desire or whatever the Fuck it was that brought them to a doctor near you!
God Save us!
I'm ADHD and knew it then when I was a non-meth man and I know it now when I'm in Hell!
Over the last few days I've seen the the ass end of satan through the eyes of experience that no man can take away! Unfortunately!
It is the most obscene gestures of brutality I have ever known except during the last months run on the drug from hell because it carry's the banner of the one company that can save a life through the use of their flag!
I'm the man from Dauphin Island Parkway and if you know the right songs you can put two and two together!
I've screwed over so many times I feel like a pin cushion with no outward scars except for today because today is the day the an assault and it may still be continuing at least that is the way you feel after traumatic experiences and if your not very damn careful you might run down the street naked!
If I had an Army of special forces I'd root out the drug rehab professionals from the South and mid-west and try them for war crimes against humanity with death on their on crap as punishment!
That is what a 45 year-old man that has seen it all so much that "I can truly say that I have no fear of death".
The reason is because it comes like a thief in the night! It can come in other ways and I mean know offense but you do know unless your drugged and tortured and I've been done that way right here in America The Beautiful and they call me insane!
I am more afraid of insanity than death and before this 7 years of people doing this to me in this way or that it has made me bitter but sorrowful especially for the future!
A future much like the past but with tools available to screw with the mind that come in a bottle more so destructive in the hands of the people that think "damn the son-of-a-bitch" I know how to handle a drug addict going way back! Let's show the m' fer that he aint shit in the scheme of things!
Well it didn't work! Na Nanny Boo Boo! Means something to someone one-way and to another another but with no offense to one and to the other it was just simple "phrase". I'm not sure why I mentioned that one so on we go.
I'm just laying here licking my wounds still looking at the steel trap around my leg after the person responsible for setting the trap I guess didn't hunt for food they were just hunting for sport! I hope to God when I'm off the list of pets in this zoo of poor souls mistreated by their own that I'm still alive and in good enough health to enjoy a boat ride! I also hope it's on the same damn thing I took for 10 years that was "legal" and I have to admit if you called me a liar to my face I'd "float like a butter fly and sting" all over you if you were a man and if you were a woman I'd turn and run becuase you would most likely try to kill me or change my mind and that would not work for us unless you were my doctor becuase if so I would feel and did feel that way and it worked I think to have that attitude because oh hell where was I damn-it! Shut-up damn-it!
Let's go this way if you are with a doctor that you think gives a damn even if you don't at first agree and if you were right and kept your mouth shut and they decide you are right and you survive past enough wolves out here or hunters for sport and not on somebody's dinner plate you might get r done and find someone to love and that loves you as well or better than you do them or someone has you and get out of this life alive- which means "damn I'm in heaven there's Jesus and everyone I knew oh there's boo boo! Thank you my Lord and Savior my faith was strong enough and I know from where-ever I left and whomever it was that I was with that loved me enough to believe in me will soon be here just like we thought! Thank God! No Thank you God so much but you know another sign your in heaven!
Man your not in hell anymore. Your in the land of milk and honey. Not only that but we beleive in positive reienforcement and you can work in any field you like or more than one if you want because if want diversity in your daily schedule that you made last night right before you made the decision to go bed because we both know what the truth was all long!
"7 years of hell on earth brutality after almost 10-12 years of success was really what it was and nothing like a reason to be banished from society as a poor soul on drugs that might recover after we kill him in rehab 24/7 outhouse" every which way and where but loose which is very damn possible here or on the damn moon I can assure you if you beleive we went to the moon- if not then I don't know what else to say but hand me that damn encyclopedia or get me doctor and a nurse that knocks at the door and says "we love you man" come on you know us in real life please!
Wouldn't you love to work for them!
Right now "I would too but I'm sick, Tired (?) broke (?) and alone (?) writing this hoping for a miracle myself!
God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge damn-it! I hope this gets somewhere and I do too so I can do it again or whatever for somebody so the world is just a little better even if it just damn money donated for God's sakes! Now Kill me for that too. I don't think that one has been used enough on me cause I just got started before rehab!
Floyd C. Wooley
Damn I'm lonely I'm going in here and lay down and I wish I could cry or get-r-done cause I'm broke and I need a fix of that 10-12 year type that did, was or might have been legal then ill-legal or only a small percentage or damn I need a ticket to CABO or just a shot of Tequilla! No. Not yet. You wouldn't beleive that either if I told you because I'm going to hell anyway- and if I laugh don't beleive the laugh just beleive the sorrow and hope for a little bit of what I write about ending up like the story above's better points.
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