Good Lord! It is a consensus!

Friends,


I want you too know that I appreciate the support that many of you have shown me in whatever way that may be shown.

The last three months plus and especially the last few weeks experience with medication that has been 100% not as it is advertised or that has functioned as it has in the past has been very disappointing to me.
I have had such poor results with a generic medication made by Barr that is substituted for Adderall short-acting that apparently is not available by Shire with the trade mark hollowed A but is shown to be available on WebMd and undoubetedly had been considered as still available by my doctor that indeed was not available at Wal-mart as well as the fact it was not intended that I should be on this medication for more than a month to save money has been disastrous.
To top off the situation I have been working to become a Vyvanse patient to no conclusion other than too have it prescribed a few days ago and at the 70mg dosage now offered which I had expected to be similiar in symptom control and results to 35mg and 50mg vyvanse that I had been prescribed previously that had worked exactly as it had been researched to function - did not function in anyway as expected and in fact after it was left unattended in my home in fact did not function at all as it had previously has been another disastrous event to say the least.
Adderall XR in a two dose or even three dose level of 60mg in the brand name by Shire has in fact been the most effective in my case.
I still have the feeling Vyvanse in some form at the higher 70 mg to 90 mg dose once a day should be and would be effective but unfortunately I was not afforded the opportuntiy to see those results for at least a couple of reasons!
The medications are marked a particular way according to the manufacturer's guidelines and in the past I have had problems with those markings being as listed and problems with the medication to boot.
I can't stress to you enough how important it is for you too make sure that your medication is safe and secure in your home if you have anyone that does not share your expectations or understand your expectations based on experience from past prescriptions or what your expectations are for yourself & your doctor's!
As for me when a medication such as an ADHD medication does not perform as expected there has to be a good reason for it so report it too your doctor and your pharmecuetical company as per their guidelines!
Bin Laden had it made compared to my situation especially if he was not under pressure from any outside distractions that have gone to extremes in my case that make me look very much in misery if I get out at all! Heck he must not had much noise in the house being used to punish or change his state of mind since it was just said he had 5 wives living with him!
You would think one of them would have said to hell with this torment being directed into this house, I'm leaving!
My wife and children left and it worked out better for them because the harrassment and torment leveled at me and that is used in this country in some cases without our knowledge of the reasons and is called mind talk among some poor individuals is absolutley the most miserable thing a person that is driven to get something done could possibly imagine!
I've seen it several times in official areas and it is almost unbearable!
That is my reason for offering thanks to anyone that understands such actions and what it can produce that is so mmiserable I've seen people cry their eyes out and not have any way to help them!

I have felt so miserable that today I purchased some of my old ADHD medication over the counter Today that has a nauseating cough medicine included that as stated previously worked to perfection for me for over ten years in the 90's and early part of this century and has in fact made me feel much better which is a ridiculous result for God's sakes!

Bronkaid!


That has to indicate some kind of adulteration of my medication after it has left the pharmacy I hope!


Floyd C. Wooley

Right now, somewhere in America a person is being ruined by ADHD testing!

Friends,


Right now, somewhere in America a person is being ruined by ADHD testing on a level very near what would be called temporary enslavement by isolating, drugging and any means neccessary to destroy their wish, desire or whatever the Fuck it was that brought them to a doctor near you!

God Save us!

I'm ADHD and knew it then when I was a non-meth man and I know it now when I'm in Hell!

Over the last few days I've seen the the ass end of satan through the eyes of experience that no man can take away! Unfortunately!

It is the most obscene gestures of brutality I have ever known except during the last months run on the drug from hell because it carry's the banner of the one company that can save a life through the use of their flag!


I'm the man from Dauphin Island Parkway and if you know the right songs you can put two and two together!


I've screwed over so many times I feel like a pin cushion with no outward scars except for today because today is the day the an assault and it may still be continuing at least that is the way you feel after traumatic experiences and if your not very damn careful you might run down the street naked!

If I had an Army of special forces I'd root out the drug rehab professionals from the South and mid-west and try them for war crimes against humanity with death on their on crap as punishment!

That is what a 45 year-old man that has seen it all so much that "I can truly say that I have no fear of death".
The reason is because it comes like a thief in the night! It can come in other ways and I mean know offense but you do know unless your drugged and tortured and I've been done that way right here in America The Beautiful and they call me insane!

I am more afraid of insanity than death and before this 7 years of people doing this to me in this way or that it has made me bitter but sorrowful especially for the future!

A future much like the past but with tools available to screw with the mind that come in a bottle more so destructive in the hands of the people that think "damn the son-of-a-bitch" I know how to handle a drug addict going way back! Let's show the m' fer that he aint shit in the scheme of things!

Well it didn't work! Na Nanny Boo Boo! Means something to someone one-way and to another another but with no offense to one and to the other it was just simple "phrase". I'm not sure why I mentioned that one so on we go.

I'm just laying here licking my wounds still looking at the steel trap around my leg after the person responsible for setting the trap I guess didn't hunt for food they were just hunting for sport! I hope to God when I'm off the list of pets in this zoo of poor souls mistreated by their own that I'm still alive and in good enough health to enjoy a boat ride! I also hope it's on the same damn thing I took for 10 years that was "legal" and I have to admit if you called me a liar to my face I'd "float like a butter fly and sting" all over you if you were a man and if you were a woman I'd turn and run becuase you would most likely try to kill me or change my mind and that would not work for us unless you were my doctor becuase if so I would feel and did feel that way and it worked I think to have that attitude because oh hell where was I damn-it! Shut-up damn-it!

Let's go this way if you are with a doctor that you think gives a damn even if you don't at first agree and if you were right and kept your mouth shut and they decide you are right and you survive past enough wolves out here or hunters for sport and not on somebody's dinner plate you might get r done and find someone to love and that loves you as well or better than you do them or someone has you and get out of this life alive- which means "damn I'm in heaven there's Jesus and everyone I knew oh there's boo boo! Thank you my Lord and Savior my faith was strong enough and I know from where-ever I left and whomever it was that I was with that loved me enough to believe in me will soon be here just like we thought! Thank God! No Thank you God so much but you know another sign your in heaven!

Man your not in hell anymore. Your in the land of milk and honey. Not only that but we beleive in positive reienforcement and you can work in any field you like or more than one if you want because if want diversity in your daily schedule that you made last night right before you made the decision to go bed because we both know what the truth was all long!

"7 years of hell on earth brutality after almost 10-12 years of success was really what it was and nothing like a reason to be banished from society as a poor soul on drugs that might recover after we kill him in rehab 24/7 outhouse" every which way and where but loose which is very damn possible here or on the damn moon I can assure you if you beleive we went to the moon- if not then I don't know what else to say but hand me that damn encyclopedia or get me doctor and a nurse that knocks at the door and says "we love you man" come on you know us in real life please!

Wouldn't you love to work for them!

Right now "I would too but I'm sick, Tired (?) broke (?) and alone (?) writing this hoping for a miracle myself!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge damn-it! I hope this gets somewhere and I do too so I can do it again or whatever for somebody so the world is just a little better even if it just damn money donated for God's sakes! Now Kill me for that too. I don't think that one has been used enough on me cause I just got started before rehab!

Floyd C. Wooley

Damn I'm lonely I'm going in here and lay down and I wish I could cry or get-r-done cause I'm broke and I need a fix of that 10-12 year type that did, was or might have been legal then ill-legal or only a small percentage or damn I need a ticket to CABO or just a shot of Tequilla! No. Not yet. You wouldn't beleive that either if I told you because I'm going to hell anyway- and if I laugh don't beleive the laugh just beleive the sorrow and hope for a little bit of what I write about ending up like the story above's better points.

It really isn't that big of a deal but could somebody forward this joke to Shire or am I just insane!

Friends,

I hate to beat a dead horse and it sure seems that way but does this picture seem at all codd to any body out there that takes 30 mg Adderall XR?

Just tell me i'm crazy or send it to Shire and I'll accept the joke but if you want to know the truth I've had this happen to me for the last several months and if Web Md is correct this time the Adderall XR stamp should be on the clear end and the 30mg stamp should be on the Orange end!

I have pics from a few months ago on piccaso where this same issue was noted and I've paid attention to it each month as I get my prescription from CVS and if I'm to pay for a medication or not vise-versa in fact if it were 10.00 for something not the Brand I asked for it would be worth 500.00 to have the one that works and it really isn't a game to me because I've been on some drugs that I shouldn't have had to take that were awful and they cost a hell of lot as well but they also were well marked!

Shire if you have made a change and this get to you for goodness sakes post it but if you do this on a regular basis inform web Md or somebody with distribution to put out a pamphlet on this issue because i've been taking ADHD medication for 15+ years although it is touted as a fluke by some as self medication and to be the person I want to be I need the correct medication and not some body harassing me about my medication and pounding me into the ground in ways i've grown tired of describing. In fact I'm to the point I just want some end to this in a way that meets some humane type situation other than to fight for what you beleive in for years to have someone finally win out and take another year from my life trying to save it when I don't need that I need to be able to do the one thing that matters most rebuild my life and I have the story of the new century at least as far I am concerned!

God Bless, Peace, love and Knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley

Please read my notes, note the time, and total also I do not actually know which one of these capsules I took first but I didn't feel great with my afternoon dose but I'm not concerned with any thing but the facts!

Otherwise call me Insane for fighting since 2004 to prove the first 10 years I took a medication was no lie!

To all person's that know or don't know I have a site and if I commited to.....

To all person's that know or don't know I have a site and if I commited to place your advertising to sell "let's sell something or if I you would like to buy something from us that would like to sell something the site has not been placed online with your advertising to my knowledge which means it hasn't been placed online with the right person's knowledge and therefore as to my knowledge I haven't completed my job and who the hell could under the crap I'm trying to let the world know is the truth on this page!

So if you know an ADHD person that is falling under a veil of sleep they most likely have been depressed using the ability of a group of people to distort and pervert the truth so help me God!

To prove that I would love to have some direct contact with the people that it would mean the most too to do just that prove that crap can cause depression and that medication can be altered once the poor son of a bitch goes to sleep!

I've tries to show you that can happen in pictures, words and if you were my neighbor you'd see it plainly unless I pissed you off based on your beleifs but please give me the benifit of the doubt on that accord because I just have long held deep convictions based on my own determination of our own writings!

I'll have "let's sell somethin!" online for the people that I feel or have committed to doing so as soon as possible!

Maybe then someone will but something from that ad or maybe they won't but I hope so to benifit us all in someway, shape or form!

By the way I have no idea on this windows 7 if I'm getting out or not and little time to find out since I feel like "sleeping beauty" in reverse order of beauty on what is left of my Shire with some mixed bag of yellow jackets that only Shire could be the one to tell me and I'd beleive that it was the truth and to Ty Pennington "do something man"! It means more than you may know but how the hell could be because your no idiot and neither am I just a little antagonistist!

God Bless Peace, Love and knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley
                                                                                                   














                                                                     
 

Good morning! But loving loving life? I must be .................

Image by Beverly & Pack via Flickr

Friends and I must not have many,

Good morning! But loving loving life? I must be .................Insane to say that.

Well I don't know I just woke up after making myself sleep 16 damn hours because some elements of my loving family came in here literally last week to put me on a partial drug holiday!

Well hell they could have at least asked me what drug I wanted for the holidays!

I know it wasn't my mother and Dad in fact I know who the hell it was but If I say they might get a drive by shooting without my permission! I know it wasn't my parents because I went to see them on Adderall XR and they are my witness! I'd call them anytime anywhere to that positive experience!

Yeah I'm the king of the ADHD black sheep and proud of it so to the one's I'm protecting from that drive by shooting on my behalf - "leave me the hell alone" or I'll release some hell that Toby Keith could sing you a song about!

The next time you come to my house do it the old fashioned way my loving family members I speak of and knock on the damn door instead of trying to make some body think they are crazy for hating your guts and keeping it to themselves as much as humanly possible!

I've drawn my own line in the sand but you cross it in some obscene way to prove your moral right or something like that. Close enough for government work for me cause I'm still in a daze from your attack and my own attempt to sleep through your miserable holiday!

If it don't make sense ask Amazon. Hell they got pounded for freedom of something I don't approve of but I damn sure aint gonna tall them not to do something I aint got the guts or stomach to read anyway.

Damn I'm losing it in the right don't you think? If not to Hell with you!

God Bless, Peace, Love and knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley


 *  Ah the hell with it you get the picture!

For heavens sake, Is this my home State?

Friends,

Wherever you may be in this world. I've got some terrible news and it's got be heard because I'm wanting out of this place so bad but I just can't do it other than walk.

I can barely do that and it is such a shame. I know they have satellite somewhere I can watch a Bama game til we get some things straight here at home because I know not eveyone is to blame and I want so badly to be one of those that survive this one last push to make me look insane but this aint the Bama I grew up in not exactly.

The authorities? I don't think it's them, never have never will unless it's proven to me but for God's sake and our beautiful State is being over run by some folks that feel they are above the law and I'm not talking no speeding tickets or smoking a joint I'm talking taking your freedom to live as you would have your own children live! Free from oppression in a way I've never seen or heard and I'm the crazy person in this place.

I'm just about on my knees begging anyone that has ever been made to succumb to another person's wishes medically for their own gain for fun or profit be stopped in this State I love so much.

For God's sake I have been stopped with a joint 20 years ago and had the policeman give me a break only to have citizens take my freedom to live and prosper away and it could be your child, teenager or partner or parent next.
I'm so distressed by these events that I could cry if I weren't on this Cymbalta!

you would have to see the scam and the way it is portrayed 24/7 to understand not just the circumstantial evidence of one man in a State He loves to call home but if it were up to some I would be silenced. Not by death but by slamming a door shut and making me succumb to a lie.

I can hardly beleive I'm able to write you this and God help us if this the standard way to profit or gain or just have some fun in any other place.

Is verbal abuse a crime and if you would stoop that low what else would you stoop too? Fear? I'm not in fear of anything but the fact it is portrayed in the wrong light over a long period to make it impossible for a person to find legal representation that would actually work so another human being could work on what they want and that is to play it by the book til it gets down and dirty.

The gloves may come off but I doubt I would leave without the wounds being far greater to me than the offenders only because they have me down by the throat.

Sound impossible? Unfortunately not. Increase the verbal and tighten the noose til somebody gives is the rule of thumb and my only outlet is this blog so I hope someone gets it here in this State and lays it out in simple terms.

Don't interrupt medical treatment for anyone by any means or face the consequences because that person may just have what it takes to slam the door on you!

Now what is the best way to get someone to beleive that no one deserves to be harassed or whatever else can be done without having authority and the rule of law that makes it sensible to put the resources in place to take such action against anyone person?

Fun and games? Deception by fraudulant actions to protect one's self? What would the supposed offender be allowed to do to show some resistance to a ridulcous drawn out unknown reason for such an assault on the senses at just the right times to make them look at fault when they have shown restraint in every situation to date to defend themselves and preserve their freedoms and those of others from such actions? Is there such protection in our State?

I'm so overwhelmend I'm no longer depressed to a fetal position I'm paralyzed by what comes next and it sure doesn't seem like it is warranted!

I'd rather be found insane in a neutral setting and that is also such a shame to show our children that it could be such that your love is turned against you!

I've said my piece and God help me if I don't wind up locked away in some nut house over what is just a sham. I hate to borrow from a commercial for a place I found such piece but you would have to know the details in full to know my frustration.

Anger? I wish that were a way to prove something but as I feel it is not it surely may be used to make you as a person look worse when you should be feeling releif!

I know because I lived it in freedom with no pressure and that is a story I hope to have in order for you to understand if you have read my blogs and if they don't seem in order then for God's sake ask me in person what I mean or by e-mail.
I fear no man unless he or she has access to my ability to be treated for ADHD and on some fair grounds of rules not ones made up as the game is played out that determines my future or that of those I care about and of course you too.

In fact wouldn't it be a lie to say I didn't need an additional ally not another day disabled by deception. I used to contribute something now all I do is wait out my own destruction for money, sport or some vigilante justice that I am yet to figure I have done anything to deserve and if I'm sane then I have a point!

Roll Tide! Is that little freedom been the source of this push to pain? Like I said if I am sane and who I claim to be then that could be the one small thing to some that is at stake or it could be how I live the rest of my life!

I'm just too kept at bay in a state of this or that you might say to show my hand Today! I have my own ideas but can they be proven? I think so!

sincerely,

Floyd C Wooley