Journal Entry 041412-B DARE To Think For Yourself If You Are ADD or ADHD! Thank you Alabama 47!

Friends,

Give me a few minutes to collect my thoughts and discard the the thoughts of others rammed into my mind be they positive or negative in nature!

I need some time to discard my own negative or positive thoughts and organize what I have to say!

I'm on borrowed psychological stamina due to the short length of time I have with the Suda-Fed because though I took 1-1/2 SU-24 today it only helps an ADHD mind write, listen and learn to a small percentage compared to Shires Adderrall XR or Vyvanse!

I think that might be the most important part, I hope that is clear. The Intuniv may in fact do a little more than help you fall asleep the next morning- I wish I could promise you more but Shire doesnt Either!

It is designed with a goal in mind I have hoped for well many years and it accomplishes that goal as best I can determine under the psychological torture and crap I'm subjected too!

I'll try to come back but on a scale of 1 to 10 today has been a 3!

I cant really write much right now because although I made some coffee and got both Boo Boo and I a bath/or shower the situation as stated above exists in my life 24/7/365 regardless of where I am even if the wind is blowing as it was on the boat trip!

My friends this has been a cause for alarm since it's beginnv eight years ago!

Thus my call for peaceful dis-armament of the person with the technology to pull of the crime of mind control through Technology to save civilization the horrors of another holocaust!

I'm back. Coffee and a doughnut from this morning isnt supposed to help!

The last thing in the world an ADD or ADHD person on this planet or any other world wants is to be hyper and unable to be able to focus our mind or memory on a subject at hand otherwise we are lost! Period! No debates, I am an expert in the field just unlicensed!

The boat trip? Well stick to basic fact with no detail.

I've been brain washed to ignore outside stimuli unless beamed directly into my mind as a bad memory, potential good memory only for it to be desecrated using technological mesmerizing mind control or perceived in a place of torture as a threat or wishful thinking.

I have to watch out for both and perform mechanically in terms of body motion or action!

A miserable existence if I dont say so myself, thus the repeated warnings to you the public of an impending day of doom for civilization if this use of technology falls into the wrong hands!

No families, no love, no freedom, no free-will, no hope for those that dont fight its use peacefully in great numbers now!

Thats all I can say except the trip in the Gulf was aborted in Perdido Pass and my decision to travel down to the Perdido Island bridge had it's brief moments but any other details would be a waste of time due to my brain washing as stated above!

In other words good bad or incidental were either noticed, ignored if possible or written off as whatever!

Memorys yes but only to exploited in whatever way possible against me if I dare write or speak of them. A miserable way to exist but unavoidable for me but you yes!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley

Journal 041112-A: The Iron Lady was Great! It proves why I sound like a Liberal on some Issues and a Conservative on Military anf Foreign Affairs! Anyway! This voices and Hullicination crap has two have a medical way of helping victims of abuse seperate the fact from fiction or the real from tha manufactured and prosecute the persons and Companies tryi.g to force victims into early retirement, service against there free-will by brain washiing, use as plants in situation that are dangerous for reward (see wearing a wire and wire-tapping laws) and as a way to control not one life but many or we lose our civilization, freedom lives and health! The positive is lost and the negative turns into a weapon of mass destructiion! I dont have the answer! Do you? God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge! Floyd Clifton Wooley

Thank God for the people at Shire & CVS in Mobile Al! They actually have...

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Friends and Neighbors,

My friends I must say here and below I haven't written since I was on XR and definitely not on the Barr Product much less been able to sit and read or repair a computer like I can? Shoot I need a Techie for that!

They actually have in Mobile, Al. the brand of medication that I was jokingly told in my own county "was out of business" or something like that and "I certainly wasn't surprised that after six stops on the way across our beautiful bay that I grew up on and wonder many times how I managed to survive this long to tell you my life story!" "No I wasn't surprised that in Mobile, Al. a CVS that as many of you are aware is affiliated with at least one if not many of the brave individuals that carry the banner of the ADHD nation "Shire" the maker and owner of the Trademark for a brand of medication" so vilified in my life that only 13 years of successful use of it's cousin Ephedrine and the knowledge that people such as Shire and one Ty Pennington stand up and defend our right to be ADHD, ADD, OCD, or even making it worse the Depression that comes from a seven year fight to get your life back!


I've been down and out for almost four months due to my own stupidity in asking my doctor to consider the "worst of the Evil in generic medications that I have known"! Barr Labs! Cheap it may be but if you plan to work or have a career or even and especially an education cheap doesn't cut it and if your ill physically buy the Name brand with the Trade Mark 1st, please?


The Barr Labs version of Adderall XR as well as many generic medications although enticing because of the low price make me for one worry about the people in this country and others for that matter that are told oh that generic medication is the same stuff and in fact one pharmacist or their assistant told me once "the Barr is the global brand"!


Lord God if that is the case then I should have been on this ADHD page with you writing and enjoying the same benefit that I have enjoyed from over the counter medications but not as dependable or having the duration of symptom control that Shire's products have and I'm sure many of you know that but it is crucial not only for we the ADHD, ADD, OCD, PTSD, or Depressed over the whole affair to stand up and let our neighbors know that the cost of a medication has no bearing on it's worth when compared to the value of Life, Liberty and the pursuit of happiness over a long life span and not a life span cut short because of a generic medication that wasn't found to be "that much different so to speak in the eye's of our FDA!


I am a staunch Democrat and well I have some leanings toward the right as well but if National Health Care is to have a chance it must take into account the importance of people's ability to not only have physical and visual treatment or even audible treatment under controlled conditions that is but also the ability they must have to say "I want the medication that my doctor has written on the prescription" as medically necessary!


Our lives and the lives of our children's children depends on it!


Thus my ADD, ADHD and alike friends and neighbors I am "anti-ADHD and "pro-drug"! LOL! My ADHD has cost me some years of misery both prior to and after I sought treatment but the bottom-line is that a fine group of Physicians and their staff have saved my life! Thank you Dr. Ney, Anita, Nadja, Dr Cantwell and Dr. Bergman as well as Dr Shaikh and Dr. Mace the man that once told me his professor had said everyone in the country could benefit from a little Ritalin- well that may be true but as for me that stuff is almost as bad as Barr and it was probably generic since that was early on in my treatment but feeling ill may come at some point down the road for all of us when taking medication so having that prior to having to ask for the silver Bullet is a privilege when compared to the Nausea and miserable effects of some generic's! I know we all are different and so are those drugs! I have swapped this one for that one more than once and thanks to my doctor and not a few others not mentioned I am now heading in a different direction than I was prior to her help and it is because of an Herbal supplement and a an FDA acting in two different ways of thinking- taking an herbal root off the market- Ephedra. Yet promoting cheap generics which if monitored properly maybe we wouldn't have to be! The 21st. Anything is possible and I hope it's private! LOL!


I'm not perfect and most likely their are many like me so I have one hell of an Idea that I want to see become a reality so another person like myself does not have to spend 7 plus years trying to prove to anyone that they were being truthful although it had gotten sticky and was coming to a point that I needed a person to save my life before I found myself in a worse situation and that idea may take some real work to see as a reality or it may not!


I since I am not a doctor nor a therapist don't have nor have I had a chance to discuss it with my doctor but I hope too one day!


It certainly does not involve taking a person's life away from them on the premise that one roach seen is most likely only just the start of discovering more roaches! I'm one person that can say I'm the only roach! Lord I hope you let roaches into heaven cause I sure have been called one and worse but I'll take the roach designation any day but I stand up and say that many of us are in the same situation and should not ever have to endure 7 years of anything to kill one roach!


God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge and thank you CVS in Mobile for stocking the "real McCoy!"


Floyd C. Wooley

Last night in Hell! What else would you call it!

Friends,


Over the last few days I have been assaulted verbally, mentally and emotionally by a so-called man that claims to be the baddest rehab master but he is just a queer!


He is nothing but a piece of garbage from hell. The bottom-line is for seven years I have had various groups demand my life to be run as if I were a slave!


This bastard claims to be able to do in the 21st Century what is not only possible but is also being used right now and his claims of being able to mimic anyone's voice through his so-called talent is used for an evil and unjust practice of pitting one family member against another to the point of being the closest human version of the devil that could exist on this planet!


I have every intention of defeating this individual without his having any ability to harm me or my family nor do I plan to stoop to his demand that I spend 30 days in any kind of Jail or re-hab center or otherwise for his satisfaction!



I was warned about these tactics by my doctor's assistants after it had already begun in my home with my wife and children having to bare the assault as well and under who's authority shouldn't matter in any state in this country or any other civilized society!


No one but Hitler may be the type of person to hire such an abomination to the human race!


This morning after deliberately luring me out of bed to the idea that he and another man had seen a friend that was one of my own was in the street or on the side of the road and he claims to have been able to prove my insanity by my eventual walk out to the road and when I returned to my home he said the women were prostitutes.


As if that would make a difference in my opinion of the individuals. Then he and his assistant began another line of crap that insinuated that the ladies were in fact in bad financial shape and living in an abandoned home and needed food! Crazy?


The effect was to use deception to bring out the civility in me but I was unable to allow myself to be drawn into his world and in the end I just lost another night of sleep!


This after another series of attacks on my person over a series of days that made it impossible to do anything but waste my time and my time is valuable as I am trying to operate a business and the loss of a personality medication for ADHD which in fact has many other benefits which is very important to the lives of anyone that is ADHD, ADD or Depressed for whatever reason!

I have no idea his name or his assistant but he is of caucasion accent in any voice be it mimiced or whatever and he is the real Mike!

I have been the receiver used to have my own person tormented but one of the other factors that make him a danger to our society is that he is a person that uses intercom or P.A. type technology to blare his intimidating message to you as was done even at my old address to the point of driving me to the hospital with repeated demands to meet his demands which are in fact a lead in to a health emergency by whatever means he and his team find as neccassary to gain a victory but his is a fight that cannot be won because it is absolutely evil in nature- that is about all I can find as a word to use to describe it!

He after a short break in the action began another assault that insinuated that I had to spend 30 days in jail or a rehab center based on my father's demand to not have his life be under this man's control for any lengnth or continuing duration that would be a continued threat to you, your property or of course your family with complete and utter arrogance!

It doesn't matter what medication or drug your on when this team comes in to your space and begin their torture of you and those around you!

The use of continued speech and a lack of a response when questioned is said or told to you to be a proof that you are insane! None-sense to any intelligent individual!

I'm sure you couldn't do anything to these people because they are above the law!

What is your opinion?

Mine is that they should be jailed for the entire lenght of time or the extent to which they damage an individual!

They should be put on trial for their actions that most of us would consider much more than a "spectacle" and news worthy event because of the potential for abuse that the operators of such an operation would bring!

If I have to leave this state I would want to continue my treatment of ADHD just as Dr. Amen of the Amen Clinics exaults to his patients or as most doctor's or any other physician would consider as appropriate! Regardless of this monster's use of tactics on the human mind!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge! God Save us from such evil!

Floyd C. Wooley

The point is to present your situation as whatever condition that be manufactured! Spread this to every one that you know and let's be vigilant in our pursuit and destruction of such organizations! 

A Serioius post on medication! Please read just in case.

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Friends,


I want you to know an effect I have experienced on at least two occasion and maybe only two with a combination and timing of a medication "possible" interaction that although not life threatening does have a negative impact!


I decided to take a 20 mg Cymbalta and a 1 mg Clonazopam on an empty stomach at 5:40 pm.


I had some luck taking an afternoon dose of Clonozapam with my ADHD medication with fair results thus the decision to chart this stated action.


I had no stomach discomfort as in the first time that I recall this issue.


About thirty-forty minutes ago I just had this urge to tell myself "you feel stupid"!


It has eased now but I would take care to chart all your medication the same way I have and if you can't remember to let your doctor know try to use some type of system even if it is simply "coming from an ADHD" person this does sound stupid but I mean what I stated in a more in tune with a slight confusion of what to do!


I hope you understand what I mean or actually don't because you have never experienced the turn around type feeling some medication may have on your primary medication or whatever I'm trying to explain too you!


Other than that I've been bust today and I haven't taken the time to write anything or had that spark you feel when you want to write something until now and it is motivated out of my desire to inform just in case you ever have that sudden realization that something didn't quite work as planned!


I'm speeding up now as if I have just awaken and that starts when your ADD or ADHD medication starts to lose it's effectiveness but it is well worth it to take your medications as long as they don't harm you or anyone else around you!


God Bless, Peace, love and knowledge!


-Floyd C. Wooley

Just a theroy on Lohan from an ADHD & Depression sufferer!

Just a theory on Lindsay from an ADHD sufferer!
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Friends,

I have a theory that may hold no water with some of you. However maybe it would hold water with the more enlightened of you if not the most intelligent?

Take the Lohan situation? Why do people so-called self destruct? Is it out of pure spite for themselves?

I doubt that don't you think?

I've chronicled my own experiences with both depression, stress, ADHD, striving for a planned success in life with all those issues on my back as well as the biggest monkey of all and that is the people we hope or turn too for help that tun out to be the monster we have the most trouble with.

In fact they can come on us full bore and torture the hell out of us in the name of our own God and lord and savior!

Poor Lindsay, her demons could be right there next to her! Just like Elvis or even more recently Michael Jackson of note. Do you think he was murdered for money?

I do!

Floyd C Wooley

P.s.- So what about Lindsay Lohan? Is there any such thing as addiction brought on by the people around you that turns your life up side down and ruins it through their control freak attitudes? I know their can be but does she? God be with you as I am!

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