Journal Entry 060912-D: The view from Fairhope, Alabama toward the North-West Tonight!

Friend's,

Another beautiful scene you might want to see in person to gain the true serenity of it all and maybe stay up late enough to enjoy a Jubillee with free people one warm summer night!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley

It was cool as hell watching ducks swim under the pier and laughing and joking with people about "Boo Boo" getting aggravated with the ducks and barking at them as they "the ducks passed under the pier not to mention talking football on the end of the pier as people on a sail boat laughed and joked on their way in after a night time sail into the Bay!

The Southern Poverty Law Center. Montgomery, Alabama

During a cease-fire: The mind is so frustrating!

Friends,

You need somebody to hold your feet to the fire.

I beleive this group that loves to play mind games for years manipulating your every move could in fact turnn off the audible verbal hell and move on to someone else and as with the flu our minds would suppress the misery we have endured enough that a person would go forwardd in life a broken person having lost years of their life never to follow up on pursuing the people responsible!

That my friends is one of my greatest fears!

The fear that many people have been tortured for years only to subliminally resort to any form of denial they were even tortured in this program just living with the trauma and allowing the perzons responsible to go free moving on to other victims destroying valuable years of another persons life!

I dont want to be one of those people thus falling victim to my greatest fear allowing a crime against humanity to go unpunished!

That is why I want to have my feet held to my writings or thru my writings to punish the criminal use of a stealth process by which a person has their life held in limbo by criminals that present themselves to the public as innocent and only trying to do some greater good.

That my friends is why although stressfsl to write knowing I will be punished I press firward by writing even this post!

This true story must be told regardless the cost to myself!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

F. Clifton Wooley

To make money or not! It's hard to do anything under an artillery attack!

Friends worldwide please read this and understand I have a war going on and it would be lovely to have someone contact me that has had the same type assault upon their senses if you still have the technology to communicate with me.


I am using every ounce of my resources to live free, tell the truth, save the the ADHD world and give my family back what was taken away in a sneak attack although my wife said "Cliff there are people that have gone to one of our customers and have said they would run you out of Baldwin County! Months before I took her seriously and realized anyone would want to ruin my life.


My family on the other side "My father purchased and gave me cd's on how to deal with fear and I thought what did he purchase those for as well as he in fact told me that I should quit selling houses.


The bottom-line is this: I my friends was also told by my father that 10 years of taking mini-thins had ruined my life.


Fact is:


Why didn't he hand me a brochure from any ADHD manufactuer? I was only off track for a short time! The man that owned Metabolife could be my star witness as to what happened and why I should never have had to be in a position like I am now with people that have tried to make the idea of me being more than ADD, or ADHD and Depressed so that my posts would not be as they should be and as positive as Ty Pennington's message where he doesn't have to talk about the medicine he talks about the projects or works on projects that speak for themselves with teams that have a local builder that I damn well should know very well considering the tie's our families have!


Why would this contiue to be the big deal it is too me if I weren't telling you the truth? Why would I have to actually read or listen to a CD on "Fear or Anxiety" when I write to the world and tell them this story without fear?


Answer: To let you know that no matter who you are and where you may be that to not medicate for ADD, ADHD or Depression may be the worst possible thing you could ever do and that depression?


You most likely wouldn't be depressed if you had medicated 1st and not with all hell raining down on you in a propaganda attack that rivals none I have ever seen in your home, office and what should be an open and thriving store!


I have saved my silver bullet for this post before I fall off into a week of depression followed by what should be the ability to come out of it with or without ADHD medication but the ADHD is the original and most important item on the list that should be medicated each and every day so that I as a person can have the chance to meet my goals and have back what was once larger than it would be Today.

I would love to take those piano lessons I always wanted too. Maybe auto-cad as well or finish my licensing to inspect home through the U of A. I was scoring well by not cheating the on-line course book when I had Shire's product but it is hard to meet any of your goals with artillary shell falling all around you which in my case to clarify are more like audio leaflets to surrender or die!

I wonder what the populace of our enemies have been able to produce in plant that were so loud they most likely were thinking in WW II "God I hope hear the Air-raid siring before the bombs hit and blow me to pieces and I never see my family again since this leaflet probably is from the country that treats you better than the SOB that came to house with a gun and said be on the line or die!


So I want to pay my sales tax what little have and live free again so I can preach the gospel of "never give up never surrender" so no one has to fight this ADHD war or drug war or lets get to rehab real quick and destroy our life before someone else gets the chance to put us there on house arrest til we die from not being able to have the same inspiration as "Extreme Makeover" does give so many.


I would love to see more people come out of the closet on that premise so people like myself would have the ability to speak the truth and not be led down a path that if they don't take would have left them disabled even if it were only just by 25% at least.


The other tracer fire and rubbish that my family has added to this story was once admonished to us by a well that thought would be have to be left right where it is "the one I just was about write" that is an ADHD person's most likely way of dieing and that is to tell the truth about the wrong subject which they don't know as the truth only the chance by percentage which is 50/50.


I may be led astray on a subject in the isolation of the last few years and each time I leave and come back I feel the most relief because the world as a whole lives in a free and at times open discussion and when you visit my store you do me tremendous good if you aren't the one sent in to tell me to NOT open a business now because times are bad because I know that is not always the time to quit.


I am sorry I couldn't have finished the last post and it was noticed when I printed it even under assault- For God's sakes my friends in the media don't allow the lie to perpetrated that people may take as the truth that a person can't be successful on a pill.


I was and then I was led astray but only under pressure that would make any man fall but I just try to live long enough to see someone offer openly a system that builds "Will power" in short period of time that would make it possible for many of us to take a short break before it is years later and we are still being milked of our inheritance!


There are so many people working to have a something to pass on to their families that includes the Chapter that is more like Senator McCain's taking a air wing and working it to the point all the planes flew for review when no one said it was possible even if one had the wheels down- Damn-it!


President Clinton you didn't leave the White House until your time was up and your hair was much grayer than once you when elected and I understand why. I truly do because when you are constantly attacked you will work against all odds not to give up the ship and remain at the helm and be a little testy afterwards because I've been impeached and all that but I have yet to be run out of this county!


They may haul me out dead or alive to shut me up but I'll be damned if it will be for giving up trying to help this country return to what you were able to work out and make happen by being brilliant enough to negotiate and surround yourself with people of the same mind.


Senator McCain your book that I only began to read once I got back on the medication that helped me sit and enjoy a little reading was givin to me at a time that I was under the extreme pressure of building a business but I was perfectly capable of reading the damn book if I had the time and thank you to my ex-wife Valarie for buying it for me so I could confirm with it's reading of my admiration for you!


Admiral Denton's book is on that list of books to read as well when I get a business running on these medications from Shire US and if you want to know the truth if they make the damn medicine I wind up with after two days being bombarded in a test of wills I won't know how effective they are for me until someone thinks enough of me to shut off the test of wills program and says peace man let's work together to see if you deserve to have that fourth chance in life you have fought long and hard to have!


I made them work for me by controlling the dosage through trial and error something I wish no one would have to suffer through or I would advocate they be available again. In fact I do advocate them being sold in small quantity's with a public service announcement to see your doctor if they give you any ability to work for anything other than Asthma! Off-label yeah you damn right. Lord I've been conditioned to feel every word is a sin and every thought is not mine and every attempt to save my life is in vain and that my life doesn't matter well it does to most people each one so that they can improve the live's of their families not be punished for every move they make because hell I'm not superman but I have- Damn dog! Oh not mine. The one that just barked somewhere else well how many years of abuse on you does it take to break a man?

I don't know but hail Shire and call me to let me know I'm not a fool for trusting you if you have had one patient harassed as you advertised and if not you that advertised it then God sue the bastard's!

The one caller putting down the one I called what if it were a small minority that claimed to be the majority that did that to anyone in the even phone book that broke the bonds of privacy?

That is why I called and why did I wok 5 days straight to get on the internet? To do what I'm doing now and to finish a post properly and advertise these companies that have so graciously responded until I raise the capital to have their products in my shop for the person on the go!

I'm finished until someone comes up with a better more compassionate way of treating someone and allowing them to be what they are. As my son just said you need to go to work. Well my pride is to do and work my plan at all costs because freedom depends on it if I have to die of old age supporting it with all my effort!

He doesn't understand so don't hold it against him because he wasn't allowed to ride with me and learn a life lessons of how much enjoyment we get out of doing what we love!

My oldest son did ride with me and my brother-in-law didn't only because I was under much more pressure to have him on another course but I know he would have been right there with me like in the picture on Facebook!

One night in Jackson Al. with no pressure to answer a Nextel we slipped and slid through the mud in my GMC Sierra to get something done and laughed the whole damn time while working in the dark and cold not to mention again wet conditions.

Man What else could I ask for than that life back?

I now have so many people either trying to tell me I was crazy then and now or trying to get me out and about but this message is more important because in a few weeks without anything that will do much more than keep me from climbing the walls well that's confusing as hell so ask me to lay it out or just give someone in your life a chance to prove themselves and defend the right to Peace and quiet!

Please don't advocate any testing except that which can be done in a few minutes or a couple of days out patient and don't give people hell unless they really deserve it based on real documentation from your superior not as volunteer that has no idea of what is in a person's heart!

I have worked hard to make money and please God let's get this out to the world!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

Ask Hugh Hefner use it in his magazine just as I just wrote!

I'm not whining or complaining I'm telling a non-fiction story

Friends,

I'm not whining or complaining I'm telling a non-fiction story that you should read before some ass makes your life a living hell for bettering yourself!

Do you believe in America? Really believe or do you just take up residence and hope for the best? If you are truly a patriot and believe in this country I need your help! No I don't need anymore mental health help. That was to appease some folks in an effort to ease the pressure on me and some has been forced but that my friends in this State is about as easy as walking your dog! No offense to our dogs-mine is my service dog now!

Interested? I hope because I'm tired of being the fool that is too late to stave off disaster because I'm so nice and easy to get along with- yeah I hope that is the one thing being treated for ADHD does not do to make my life the laughing stock of a few people that could give the Taliban a run for their money in the hate and narrow-minded department!

Maybe they should join them so we can take care of the whole lot at once but as I was saying.....

Have you read the Bill of Rights or Constitution lately? Have they made any changes that we have all missed? I admit it would seem so at least in my home county or state! Baldwin County, Alabama that is!

Like I have said in the past and to no avail on many occasions as I have asked for protection from our local police; last night I decided to spend a little time on my computer and getting ready for Today!

One of the most important things was to visit a website for a parenting class that is required for a court date in august and that the class be completed! As required by my divorce court judge.

Guess what? The class is offered 24/7 365! In America? The land of the free and Home of the Brave! I've been talked to all night yeah I'm the crazy person here okay? A little tired as well! someone just spoke for the 1st time in a while. Thy said "he had to sing it too write"! Well damn do you think I believe these jerks? Some female just said "I invited someone over here last night"! Well damn I guess that was foolish of me in my own damn house to ask anyone to come over for God's sake! I rent it and my Dad said the place is mine so I know I didn't mistake his voice for a females? Lower the decibels and some are hard to make out but raise the decibels and you can nails the people! Well I am glad you didn't make it over although I had hoped you would for yalls comfort but hey after reading this I wouldn't come near this place unless I was nuts enough to listen in on the wire! Yep, they aint the FBI that's for sure but if they were I'd be clear and this deal would wind down and not with me debilitated from being medicated as is going about as planned it would seem! This mess evolves as I'm harassed and it would take federal help to solve it!

Sorry I was interrupted. It is a shame they made it a possibility that such a thing is common among people on Predator's! Remember it and the beautiful mind were just damn movies!

Well I had visitors that feel compelled to ruin every day of my life that is possible by harassing me with question after question about my life, business and love life if I can have one at all!

Six years running now if I don't comply with the rules set forth I get punished right here in America!

I had planned a nice retreat to bed around midnight or slightly afterward after having another great day! A benadryl is the ticket. But when you assault me in my home and rob my time which is my life I just have to sit and listen- Benadryl or not!

Heck I applied for a job online so I can get off this disability some day that is a fraud anyway because it was accomplished not by testing but by confinement, imprisonment and torture over the last six years to suit some groups agenda! No I'm not selling you a line of crap nor is this a joke!

I applied for disability twice canceling once only to reapply and the reason was strictly because of harassment and coercion on top of depression and the denial of verified, validated and confirmed diagnosis that should be known! No not the first one's but a new and clear diagnosis that does not include the effects of wholesale drugs given as if they are candy but the real one that shows from childhood a strong case for ADHD and the position by my parents that no such thing exists even to this day.

The book I am currently reading Think Fast "The ADD experience" reads like my life story! Thanks to my doctor for recommending it at my request for some self-help in uplifting my soul from such unnerving and radical people.

I made the awful mistake of letting these harassing nut cases alter my mind set to the point I asked against my own best interest that my doctor go in the exact opposite direction at last months visit and time is of the essence to get this straightened out so I can stay on a schedule that uplifts! I'm a damn fool for letting myself fall for this crap this long!

Thanks to a nice young lady that smiles and does not snarl at you that has come into my life I have a little more motivation but that is easily derailed by my disgust! And I'm supposed to like these people for doing this to six years of my life?

The diagnosis? Well I have at least two or three positive ADHD tests and depression that accompanied that loss as I have spoken of regarding a business I had worked tirelessly to make a success prior to and after a hurricane in 2004 only exacerbated the situation making me almost unable to function, add in the addition of medications that at times were almost absurd in effect and the depression became unbearable. I felt almost paralyzed at times extending to months and years as this harassment was allowed to continue! Why? Well someone and names can be had to accompany my complaints if I live long enough freely to share them that will explain, exonerate and free me if this is America?

I also Today accomplished something I haven't attempted since the last all out assault on my time by these verbal attacks which to you may seem benign but to me as stated in my last blog were executed by at least one person on occasion that had drill instructor training and was carried out over the fact I had been prescribed an anti-anxiety medication!

I was told that I was already dead repeatedly both in my home and vehicle as I attempted and succeeded in reaching a hospital after long verbal arguments in a home I handed ovr to my ex-wife months ago as I had planned to in any case just as promised when I purchased it for her in 1998!

The accomplishment today was to seek out clients for a lawn care business I have slowly been able to put together and the thing that astonishes me is that I was assaulted for no apparent reason! Why?

And why use psychological warfare on me in the first place? Well if the truth be known for no good reason and that is my reason for putting up these blogs since no law enforcement seems capable or willing to offer any assistance to a man that has been accused of some things mostly minor in nature and never convicted of anything more than well I can't think of anything but look it up.

I'm sure it would appear online somewhere that I in fact must be public enemy number one!

My night was ruined, my day is ruined and if I'm not careful I can be ruined even more just for claiming that in truth ADHD has been made into a means to destroy a life at the age of 44 in my Home state for reasons I would only find the answer to in a court room setting with an appropriate attorney and a transparency of the facts that would stop this unlawful and ridiculous attack on my freedom of speech, quality of life and pursuit of a better life as millions of other citizens I hope take for granted!

God Bless our country and I hope you believe in our freedoms and/or if you have been so harassed or assaulted in your area that together we can make this type action with out some due process of law or notice of the reason for such action against our citizens a known and defense-able situation through understanding the bigotry behind such miserable attempts to in my only best guess that would be to alter the victims way of life to suit another party's best interest against the victims will discounting any circumstances prior to, during or hopefully after the harassment!

I had to let this be known now as I am tired, disappointed in my local authorities and concerned the action could be to disrupt any attempt I may make at balancing my budget and rebuilding my life in the place of my choice over issues that I had thought were long since known, defended and successfully won in probate court, civil court, bankruptcy court and in the court of public opinion!

I could use some help of a legal nature to bring these individuals to a stand still and to allow my life once vibrant and successful to again be such without denial of any of my guaranteed freedoms as a person that although temporarily disabled due to circumstances beyond my control has nothing but made every effort and has been and would be successful in becoming productive with an income to replace my disability income in the allotted time and manner that our Social Security System has made possible for us!

How? By stopping this type crime in it's tracks and doing no more harm to a single person in this free and fair country! Yes it's fair and I appreciate your support. If this country is not free and fair then which will it be? That is which country would a sincere and honest person settle and why would we allow this situation to be in the first place where just for a difference of opinion anyone, myself or even you be harassed unabated for years with no recourse and if any attempt to peacefully end hostilities action is brought upon us to force our acceptance of a fallacy, fraud or simply a crime against our person.

Be wary of only one thing my friends and that are the attitudes that all stories such as mine are from nuts trying to get something for nothing and that fallacy that technology cannot be used to make your life miserable to the breaking point even as it is advertised as a life-saving advance!

Advanced communications technology can make your life miserable if used to harass not uplift!

Sincerely,

Floyd C. Wooley

Read on socialsecurity.gov the damage depression that I now know without a doubt can be inflicted to a higher degree of intensity especially if prior ADHD/ADD was apparent regardless of your intelligence and age may have us to believe is possible! In fact my long held beleif that learning disabilities are possible even in an intelligent person are confirmed in the information I have gained from reading one book!

My father used to say I was just bored in school. No I loved History and hated and was confused by grammer and I completely avoided Algebra in my Christian school because of total lack of confidence I could understand it at all! Just a reminder I self-medicated on a medication that was legal in our country until I beleive Bush made it increasingly difficult to purchase in any form or amount and was in 2004 made illegal- Ephedrine! Made from the root of a bush that for 5000 years seems to have been okay in to be used in China and it focused me like a laser and uplifted me greatly! Yeah I am awake but not because of ephedrine nor any drug of my choosing nor am I bi-fucking polar for God's sake! Excuse the expletive!

The university of Cincinnati has expertise in such matters I learned while watching or trying to watch a game last fall. Maybe it was Ball St.

Last but not least! Speak long and loud with pride if you are ADHD because Edison is thought to have been ADD oh just read a book on the subject!
Peace!

I can't help it anymore! I want a federal court to step in. Prescribe Adderall XR as previously and give me the opportunity to use my mind in it's entirety to nail every last one of these people for every last crime that could be in the book for denying a person their life and freedom for six years without reason! Who cares anymore who it turns out they may be in an investigation I want to live and contribute unbridled based on the facts in this case!

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