Cliff's 1st Tought of the Day! Angel........

To Angel K. Pugh,

You were right, what you told Valerie!

Annabelle "Boo Boo" Wooley.

Has become like my wife, except I can tell her every thing. LOL.

She has been for years now. No offense Valerie!

I woke last night snuggled up to her and her to me!

She see knows and sees everything I see and most of what I hear!

She wants another woman in our lives!

Dirty little slut I mean freak!

Rhonda I was right to tell your son thier were no ghosts in that house on Ridgewood!

Alex was just trying to soothe his nerves that night he spent the night with us!

I hope those pics on facebook of the trip to the pier yesterday turned out okay!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

F. Clifton Wooley

p.s. - I got up on two good dreams!

P.S.- Reynolds I appreciate the comment about having a priest excercise the house aall those years back. I really need the U. S. Attorney though!

To make money or not! It's hard to do anything under an artillery attack!

Friends worldwide please read this and understand I have a war going on and it would be lovely to have someone contact me that has had the same type assault upon their senses if you still have the technology to communicate with me.


I am using every ounce of my resources to live free, tell the truth, save the the ADHD world and give my family back what was taken away in a sneak attack although my wife said "Cliff there are people that have gone to one of our customers and have said they would run you out of Baldwin County! Months before I took her seriously and realized anyone would want to ruin my life.


My family on the other side "My father purchased and gave me cd's on how to deal with fear and I thought what did he purchase those for as well as he in fact told me that I should quit selling houses.


The bottom-line is this: I my friends was also told by my father that 10 years of taking mini-thins had ruined my life.


Fact is:


Why didn't he hand me a brochure from any ADHD manufactuer? I was only off track for a short time! The man that owned Metabolife could be my star witness as to what happened and why I should never have had to be in a position like I am now with people that have tried to make the idea of me being more than ADD, or ADHD and Depressed so that my posts would not be as they should be and as positive as Ty Pennington's message where he doesn't have to talk about the medicine he talks about the projects or works on projects that speak for themselves with teams that have a local builder that I damn well should know very well considering the tie's our families have!


Why would this contiue to be the big deal it is too me if I weren't telling you the truth? Why would I have to actually read or listen to a CD on "Fear or Anxiety" when I write to the world and tell them this story without fear?


Answer: To let you know that no matter who you are and where you may be that to not medicate for ADD, ADHD or Depression may be the worst possible thing you could ever do and that depression?


You most likely wouldn't be depressed if you had medicated 1st and not with all hell raining down on you in a propaganda attack that rivals none I have ever seen in your home, office and what should be an open and thriving store!


I have saved my silver bullet for this post before I fall off into a week of depression followed by what should be the ability to come out of it with or without ADHD medication but the ADHD is the original and most important item on the list that should be medicated each and every day so that I as a person can have the chance to meet my goals and have back what was once larger than it would be Today.

I would love to take those piano lessons I always wanted too. Maybe auto-cad as well or finish my licensing to inspect home through the U of A. I was scoring well by not cheating the on-line course book when I had Shire's product but it is hard to meet any of your goals with artillary shell falling all around you which in my case to clarify are more like audio leaflets to surrender or die!

I wonder what the populace of our enemies have been able to produce in plant that were so loud they most likely were thinking in WW II "God I hope hear the Air-raid siring before the bombs hit and blow me to pieces and I never see my family again since this leaflet probably is from the country that treats you better than the SOB that came to house with a gun and said be on the line or die!


So I want to pay my sales tax what little have and live free again so I can preach the gospel of "never give up never surrender" so no one has to fight this ADHD war or drug war or lets get to rehab real quick and destroy our life before someone else gets the chance to put us there on house arrest til we die from not being able to have the same inspiration as "Extreme Makeover" does give so many.


I would love to see more people come out of the closet on that premise so people like myself would have the ability to speak the truth and not be led down a path that if they don't take would have left them disabled even if it were only just by 25% at least.


The other tracer fire and rubbish that my family has added to this story was once admonished to us by a well that thought would be have to be left right where it is "the one I just was about write" that is an ADHD person's most likely way of dieing and that is to tell the truth about the wrong subject which they don't know as the truth only the chance by percentage which is 50/50.


I may be led astray on a subject in the isolation of the last few years and each time I leave and come back I feel the most relief because the world as a whole lives in a free and at times open discussion and when you visit my store you do me tremendous good if you aren't the one sent in to tell me to NOT open a business now because times are bad because I know that is not always the time to quit.


I am sorry I couldn't have finished the last post and it was noticed when I printed it even under assault- For God's sakes my friends in the media don't allow the lie to perpetrated that people may take as the truth that a person can't be successful on a pill.


I was and then I was led astray but only under pressure that would make any man fall but I just try to live long enough to see someone offer openly a system that builds "Will power" in short period of time that would make it possible for many of us to take a short break before it is years later and we are still being milked of our inheritance!


There are so many people working to have a something to pass on to their families that includes the Chapter that is more like Senator McCain's taking a air wing and working it to the point all the planes flew for review when no one said it was possible even if one had the wheels down- Damn-it!


President Clinton you didn't leave the White House until your time was up and your hair was much grayer than once you when elected and I understand why. I truly do because when you are constantly attacked you will work against all odds not to give up the ship and remain at the helm and be a little testy afterwards because I've been impeached and all that but I have yet to be run out of this county!


They may haul me out dead or alive to shut me up but I'll be damned if it will be for giving up trying to help this country return to what you were able to work out and make happen by being brilliant enough to negotiate and surround yourself with people of the same mind.


Senator McCain your book that I only began to read once I got back on the medication that helped me sit and enjoy a little reading was givin to me at a time that I was under the extreme pressure of building a business but I was perfectly capable of reading the damn book if I had the time and thank you to my ex-wife Valarie for buying it for me so I could confirm with it's reading of my admiration for you!


Admiral Denton's book is on that list of books to read as well when I get a business running on these medications from Shire US and if you want to know the truth if they make the damn medicine I wind up with after two days being bombarded in a test of wills I won't know how effective they are for me until someone thinks enough of me to shut off the test of wills program and says peace man let's work together to see if you deserve to have that fourth chance in life you have fought long and hard to have!


I made them work for me by controlling the dosage through trial and error something I wish no one would have to suffer through or I would advocate they be available again. In fact I do advocate them being sold in small quantity's with a public service announcement to see your doctor if they give you any ability to work for anything other than Asthma! Off-label yeah you damn right. Lord I've been conditioned to feel every word is a sin and every thought is not mine and every attempt to save my life is in vain and that my life doesn't matter well it does to most people each one so that they can improve the live's of their families not be punished for every move they make because hell I'm not superman but I have- Damn dog! Oh not mine. The one that just barked somewhere else well how many years of abuse on you does it take to break a man?

I don't know but hail Shire and call me to let me know I'm not a fool for trusting you if you have had one patient harassed as you advertised and if not you that advertised it then God sue the bastard's!

The one caller putting down the one I called what if it were a small minority that claimed to be the majority that did that to anyone in the even phone book that broke the bonds of privacy?

That is why I called and why did I wok 5 days straight to get on the internet? To do what I'm doing now and to finish a post properly and advertise these companies that have so graciously responded until I raise the capital to have their products in my shop for the person on the go!

I'm finished until someone comes up with a better more compassionate way of treating someone and allowing them to be what they are. As my son just said you need to go to work. Well my pride is to do and work my plan at all costs because freedom depends on it if I have to die of old age supporting it with all my effort!

He doesn't understand so don't hold it against him because he wasn't allowed to ride with me and learn a life lessons of how much enjoyment we get out of doing what we love!

My oldest son did ride with me and my brother-in-law didn't only because I was under much more pressure to have him on another course but I know he would have been right there with me like in the picture on Facebook!

One night in Jackson Al. with no pressure to answer a Nextel we slipped and slid through the mud in my GMC Sierra to get something done and laughed the whole damn time while working in the dark and cold not to mention again wet conditions.

Man What else could I ask for than that life back?

I now have so many people either trying to tell me I was crazy then and now or trying to get me out and about but this message is more important because in a few weeks without anything that will do much more than keep me from climbing the walls well that's confusing as hell so ask me to lay it out or just give someone in your life a chance to prove themselves and defend the right to Peace and quiet!

Please don't advocate any testing except that which can be done in a few minutes or a couple of days out patient and don't give people hell unless they really deserve it based on real documentation from your superior not as volunteer that has no idea of what is in a person's heart!

I have worked hard to make money and please God let's get this out to the world!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

Ask Hugh Hefner use it in his magazine just as I just wrote!

Lord if ADHD get's anymore important and the medical profession takes it anymore lightly.....................................

Friends,


Lord if ADHD get's anymore important and the medical profession takes it anymore lightly including the pharmacy business!

1.) Wal-mart in Fairhope, Al. tells customers that Shire has gone "out of business"!
2.) The receptionist at the psychiatry office tells my doctor I was intimidating and threatening to her because I waited for a change to call in my prescription a little late but if I had known my doctor is mad at me but it was past the time I needed a refill but damn I didn't the sign on the door that said we are closed,  
3.) Lord In fact my Vyvanse worked all of one day but the fact is I was ready to be trusting and I left in a lock box in my house and God knows it is hard to be trusting when your being told 24/7/365 that you are going to get off that medicine if it kills you!
4.) It is the electronic equivalent of brain washing to have someone tell you are ADHD  and then torture the living hell out of you!
5.) I couldn't keep a pill around here unless I called it cyanide and that my friends is the truth!

I'm so disappointed that I have to be alive in a world where a diagnosed condition and letting yourself get so low on money that you couldn't defend yourself against your family if they didn't believe in lawyers!

Who knows what it's in capsule medicine or if it's stress that isn't supposed to be there in the place!

The damn truth is that the anti-hypnotics or manic-depressive medicines are in fact the problem! No I'm not the damn doctor but wouldn't you rather here the truth from someone so you get kids on the treatment before they turn out like me!

I mean damn! 12 years on some ephedrine and not one problem but if I saw the movie it would a murder mystery! Now that my friends sounds insane so if you live it you want your kids to get that education on that damn medicine so they can buy a damn security system to protect their damn self from this bunch of looney tunes! And that's them not me believe it or not so off to the nut house I might go but at least I know somebody has read something!

Sell a few a million dollars worth of houses and you wind up being on steroids in stead of a the medicine your doctor specified and they even insulted her at Wal-Mart!

I was nice about it but damn they thought I wanted a pill and I even told 'em please just give me 29 of the damn things and they said ok after explaining that I really wanted to pay the additional money for the Short-acting Adderall with the "A" just like on WebMd so you know it is what it is- the real thing!

Cause hell I did better on Ephedrine over the counter than this medicine that I can't keep up with!

If I counted it one more time I'd blow my brains out so if you please Mr. President ask the FDA to let us ADHD people have a week supply or something because Concerta said it best!

If you want your child to have their medicine give it too them in the morning and when they get home!

Let your doctor make your decisions and mine too but order your medicine from Canada! Until O'bama says okay when I get time to work make some money watch the news and install a new security that I don't have to monitor I'll read the damn national health plan or give 'em a call cause this place is nuts but move on down here from Pennsylvania or Wisconsin or Michigan anywhere that has been through the same hell with some control freaks thrown in and it ain't my doctor she's mad as hell!

This deal is the real deal and if the truth isn't told in every corner of this country the world that is ADHD, ADD or in need of a medication from Shire is going to be ruined!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge for real! I hope the jokes on me but it isn't because my life depends on not being adhd or depressed over being denied the medication!

200+ Homes and a over a few hundred thousand dollars in Marine supplies on Ephedrine and you spill your guts and find your in line for pharmacy of the year honors!

It would be nice if they could drop a dime in the bucket every once in a while and I felt I could lay down in this house that is secure as a tent!

Other than that I'm about ready to find a place like a motel that has audio recording capability to hear this crap so I won't have to worry about it being shut down- it is! No chance of letting that get out. In fact I doubt this will!

Osama Bin Laden is Dead! USA! USA! USA! USA!

Friends,


Bin Laden,


Is dead! Hell Yes. I'm sure your as happy as I am that this man is dead because he was responsible for making the beginning of this Century an awful experience to say the least for so many people during the last decade not to mention the the death of so many Americans!


Thank you to our CIA, Military and to the President for making the death of this individual that has caused us all so much trouble I just don't know what to say other than Obama good riddance!


God Bless Peace, Love and Knowledge!


Floyd C. Wooley

I'd fly the ADHD flag!

Friends,

I do right on my chest!

That's about all I have to sat because I got had this month.

God Bless, Peace, Love and knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley

It really isn't that big of a deal but could somebody forward this joke to Shire or am I just insane!

Friends,

I hate to beat a dead horse and it sure seems that way but does this picture seem at all codd to any body out there that takes 30 mg Adderall XR?

Just tell me i'm crazy or send it to Shire and I'll accept the joke but if you want to know the truth I've had this happen to me for the last several months and if Web Md is correct this time the Adderall XR stamp should be on the clear end and the 30mg stamp should be on the Orange end!

I have pics from a few months ago on piccaso where this same issue was noted and I've paid attention to it each month as I get my prescription from CVS and if I'm to pay for a medication or not vise-versa in fact if it were 10.00 for something not the Brand I asked for it would be worth 500.00 to have the one that works and it really isn't a game to me because I've been on some drugs that I shouldn't have had to take that were awful and they cost a hell of lot as well but they also were well marked!

Shire if you have made a change and this get to you for goodness sakes post it but if you do this on a regular basis inform web Md or somebody with distribution to put out a pamphlet on this issue because i've been taking ADHD medication for 15+ years although it is touted as a fluke by some as self medication and to be the person I want to be I need the correct medication and not some body harassing me about my medication and pounding me into the ground in ways i've grown tired of describing. In fact I'm to the point I just want some end to this in a way that meets some humane type situation other than to fight for what you beleive in for years to have someone finally win out and take another year from my life trying to save it when I don't need that I need to be able to do the one thing that matters most rebuild my life and I have the story of the new century at least as far I am concerned!

God Bless, Peace, love and Knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley

Please read my notes, note the time, and total also I do not actually know which one of these capsules I took first but I didn't feel great with my afternoon dose but I'm not concerned with any thing but the facts!

Otherwise call me Insane for fighting since 2004 to prove the first 10 years I took a medication was no lie!

Our ADHD Prediction for the Iowa @ Missouri game!

Football fans,

Missouri @ Iowa 100 years in the making!

Well let's hope nobody died in either the last game in 1910 or tonights Game!

That would ruin this years perfect Season of no deaths only injuries!

however for those that didn't know President Teddy Roosevelt almost banned college Football in 1910 because there were 22 deaths that year and my source I think was CNN of course but it could have been ESPN!

It's late, i'm not sure if i'll make it to end of the game awake that is but I kinda like old Teddy Roosevelt cause he let another had to been ADHD or HD- Geronimo be his what do you call it?

I'm sorry my ADHD medication wore off a long damn time ago!

The prediction is: Iowa by 14!

No offense my ex-relatives in Missouri cause if I had it my way they would be my relatives for a third time and hopefully last- one way or another!

God bless, Peace, Love and knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

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A Merry Christmas Conspiracy Theory!

Visitors and Friends,

I have a life-long problem and NOW it's even worse as I get older so I have changed my plans!

I personally wonder, don't you as we get older and wind up on all these drugs and keep in our minds our old school "fear" if we have bad eyes- "what the hell would we do if the world came to an end?"

Well I had plans to escape the cities and be like Kevin Costner in the Postman and surivive with my glasses in tack and if meant killing someone to survive "well they would just have to go"! For my Families sake of course!

Then the Chinese and our good freinds the American Indians not to mention the damn Brazillians got us hooked on their herbs and vitamins.

Now were hooked on stuff we'd all have to line up at the drug store when the air raid sirens went off to have and when we ran out we'd be in a pinch! Especially if we couldn't find our contacts or glasses!

The last thing I want to be is an old ADHD, almost blind man with a case of the nerves from re-hab and medication control and then have to fight for my life at every drug store that the better able to function had already raided!

You talk about an all out riot?

I have recently decided to change my plans and "To hell with surviving"!

I plan to face Mobile or Pensacola- most likely mobile from Fairhope Pier and take the blast wave!

Singing Patriotic songs!

All you out there that are Athiests better hope us Christians, Jews and Muslims don't go insane before God makes his triumphat return especially if your on something you have to grow, simulate or get from the pharmacy! OTC or not because us Christians that can see will have already been there and you'll be shit of luck!

Something else to give thanks for at Christmas time wouldn't you think?

Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, God Bless, Peace, love and Knowledge and let's hope none of our fears come to pass anytime soon! None!

-Floyd C. Wooley

Navy should handle San Diego State on the water!

Friends,

The Naval academy should be able to handle the San Deigo game tonight pretty well considering it could be played on water!

If they do get Qualcomm Stadium ready or dried out for the game I'm still pulling for Navy to win the game although I wish both teams and their fans a great game and a Merry Christmas!

As for ADD and ADHD citizens of the world i'm learning and tweaking my own life on a daily basis which leads to new discoveries from the mind each day so take my advice with a grain of salt or an ADD or ADHD of your choice if you are an empowered patient and if your new to the whole situation which i hope you haven't been under a rock but in a nice way and transparent was remeber President O'bama repealed don't don't ask don't tell!

So friends when you get to the doctor ask and tell so your life can be made better a little sooner!

I would have said no pun intended but although i appreciate the Sooner spirit I would rather encourage some little Bama Fan's! Roll Tide and Go Navy!

Merry Christmas, love peace and knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

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It doesn't mean much to most folks but Ijust can't get deep enough.....

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Reader's,


It doesn't mean as much to some folks as you would think and to others it's just not on their radar scope at all but I just can't get deep into a subject this afternoon or at least right now as much as I would like.


Sometimes you find out you just don't mean that much in this old world to some of the people you even pay may of your income too and that cuts a little deep.


It does seem their are others of us that means more too and some good conversation is as important as the almighty dollar and to those folks I salute you!


It is always interesting how someone may not return a phone call and at least update you and we get all bent out of shape only to find out they actually gave a darn and were overloaded because they did give a darn!


Then we run across those that don't return a phone call and we don't expect it because we have given them all the information they need and things just come together.


I salute those people. One for knowing we trust them and the two for not adding to our distractions as we go about our daily tasks trusting them.


Then there are those we are supposed to feel close to that never call  or if we do they never return our calls and to those people I feel for because they have some reason for their lack of concern and those people like I said i have concern for!


Confused?


It depends on how your day has gone to this point and who you have dealt with and if any of these situations make any dang since too you now doesn't it?


I just can't get my reach mode going this afternoon and if you notice by my posts it only happens occasionally and that bothers me immensely!


Should it?


Depends on what group, individual or what thing particular has led me to these feelings Today!


I hope you don't understand but if you do I salute you!


sometimes in life something as simple as retelling an age old story can make a person's day or talking to someone they thought was a "favorite of theirs but along comes that stranger that turns out to make your day if you can hold off the disappointment in others long enough to enjoy what they in their individual lives has made your day a little brighter!


I'm not quite through Today so let me make a phone call and see if I get put on the back burner for whatever reason that last time so I can try to over come it or reason with it or come to grips with or just plain deal with it as some shallow folks will plain and simple tell you to your face if not worse!

Maybe I ought to to take a drive and see why no one can stand in for someone and I'd tell you why I had to write a letter a couple of times and drop out or ask out of something I enjoyed doing for the public good a couple of times in my life but let me take a drive first!


God Bless, Peace, Love and knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley

 


             


 


   

   



        
  










        

Viva La France! Tell Osama to "shove it"!

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Friends and Foes alike,

France bow to Osama bin Laden's supossed instructions on how to run their military, domestic and foreign policy?

It's seems popular in this country to tell your opponent to "shove-it"!

To the leaders and populace of France I'm sure you can come up with your own ways to handle such an absurd communique' from a enemy of freedom and justice for the people of our planet!

Long live France and our nations friendship with your people!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley
                                                         

but what this story is about is driving while drowsy and why it tops my list as the worst situations to be in behind the wheel!

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Friends, visitors, readers,
 I moved down here to Fairhope with high hopes after waging a six month battle to hang on to my wife and our home in Lake Forest up in Daphne, Al. but things kinda went to Hell in a hand basket for no reason really!

 I had the opportunity to put this car in nice condition last summer and fall about the time my wife left me after our vacation on the Beach in Gulf Shores, Al. But anyway I didn't know what the heck was going on I had just gotten everything paid up to date including the house payments except for a few bills that I still have over here in a file!

 Yeah I'm ADHD, depressed and need a little more than just a nudge to motivate me now so instead of your typical ADHD person that is 44 I am pretty much at the mercy of my insurance Company, BCBS of Al. My doctor whom I think is an angel from God which I hope is true for her sticking by my with everyone around me trying to prove depression is an anger thing and not a just down right sad affair to be involved in but hey I'm trying not to complain because life has been worse than it has this year!

 I mean last year and the year before that sucked big time! If they had been any worse I'd be dead now or drooling somewhere in a corner and that is nothing to laugh about once you know there are poor souls that are like that and kinda know it from time in their lives!

 It is like one flew over a Cuckoo's nest in my life well it was because I was so mean but I wasn't the igniter nor the fuel just the damn garbage that happened to be in wrong place at the right time in the right life but the wrong parallel universe kinda like Captain Kirk in Star Trek when he wakes up on the Evil Enterprise with a Spock from Hell! Nurse what's her name is someone I just can't say anything about because she keeps saving my life and some how like it or not me hers and it's me that needs to break free but no body around here wants to break free!

 I've done it before in my life and it seemed to shock, drag, pull or something the folks in my family back in line. Heck my Dad's done it so many times I learned from an expert on saving every damn thing under the sun after some kinda disaster be it an interstate, hurricane, oil embargo, another hurricane, this feud or that feud and it wasn't even my mother he was feuding with hell she saved his life several times and he even learned a little of that mixed martial arts my son likes so much from a black Irishman that happened to be white and a driveway once and I'm sorry I missed that episode of the Wooley's fighting for their life but I was at nursery school hiding from some guy in the dark that was trying to kill his wife!

 Funny thing back then the police didn't even seem to care he was there for what seemed like hours prowling around looking through the windows threatening to kill her while I and all the other kids laid real still and quiet hoping it would end soon but I was only 4 or 5 I guess and I hated that nursery school as much as my Dad hated people to talk down to him after he had worked his whole life and been screwed around so bad it amazes me that he is as nice as he is to any damn body! Thank God my mom and his employees hollered that day watch out Floyd! Well this fellow with a pipe that didn't like the fact my Dad had repeatedly asked he and the other "***** *********" to please don't block our driveway into the Exxon or Enco Travel stop at the time because the tide would be up soon and it the building would be flooded and we'd have to stop selling gasoline as fast as we could pump it!

 Yeah well my Dad caught the pipe with one hand and decked the guy with his other hand and I'm damn glad he did probabily a Republican only problem is he had a trooper say started it but it isn't any of the trooper's I know because Heck I built well my fine damn crews built four homes in less than four years and I think they are the most professional men I've ever met! Not my crews the troopers!

 No the men that built our homes and were fine tradesmen and carpenters know who they are and I do too damn-it! I'm supposed to be some idiot that didn't know his ass from a hole in the ground but it just so happens I know a lot about holes in the ground! I've drilled or well I've drilled holes in the ground in 7 Southern States and one week I stayed up with my whole crew for almost 7 days on nothing but a lot of lust and that I'm either ashamed of or bragging about but Bryan damn man you can't make love to a woman good enough to keep her out of my bed cause I was where I wanted to be but anyway I'm just an old cheat but I wasn't for 12 plus years and by God if I get a chance I'm gonna make somebody a fine husband or room-mate or something again in my life and she aint gonna have to worry about me unless she wants to and if so I'll try to keep my heart, work, family and life separate so it works out that I don't have to take the highest dosage of Adderall XR on planet Earth because I'm gonna get up out of this depression just like I must have before and beat all those odds and have something regardless of whether that SOB from Bay Minette likes it or not and to tell the truth I hope he is happy in his home and he should be. I have no idea but I really seriously the man is okay as well as his wife and that they both are enjoying the Taj Mahal!

 No I didn't go to court that day without a lawyer whenever the hell that day was when as far I can tell if my records and yes I have them like it or not as well as pictures show that we were trying like hell to get back on a schedule my dumb ass agreed to that was not even required by our contract and it was a cash damn deal to boot! We were trying to get the damn drywall mud dry in January or February with heaters and fans when they kicked us out for some penny Anni claims well show me I'm the builder for God's sakes not some courier!

 They are lucky the damn thing didn't rot down after Ivan and I hope it is serving them well but I was so depressed when they walked in especially after telling me when I called on Christmas Eve or so to wish them a Merry Christmas I was told "Son you will never own another thing when I get through with you" and you know what I almost lost more than everything the day that storm hit! Fortunately I wasn't one of the unlucky one's but some were so God Bless them and I'm just glad when I fell asleep at the wheel on the way home from my parents home " this one" that September afternoon after meeting Craig Hamilton here to find he and his crew almost finished boarding up my Dad's windows because by that time I was so tired I couldn't even hold up my electric drill and I was embarrassed as hell over that because I didn't anybody understood why I had been up for two days prior to that storm noe the circumstances but I was awake on pure will!

 It was wonderful to think if I made it home that day all I had to deal with was my home! All but 1 of the 13 in three counties we had underconstruction were secured and the one not secured is the one that it looked like a bobmb went off in the neighborhood hell the county- Escambia County, Alabama.

 Atmore days after and months after Ivan which is 20-30 miles inland looked like a straight line wind of over a hundred miles an hour had come through and leveled every Oak tree in the county but our home only has little water get in around the front door and a little aluminum trim damage thanks to the fact the f-3 Tornado that leveled the pine forest across the street had missed it! that tornado track was several hundred yards wide it seems to me in my memory and well over a mile in length!

 In Gulf Shores we couldn't get to the house we had planned to set piling on the day of the storm for quite a while. I can't remember how long without looking it up but the 6,000.00 piling were washed over in the swamp and I had someone bitch at me for not dragging them out days after the storm! Heck I nor my supplier could help that we couldn't get them picked up prior to the hurricane in fact there was another home next door that if they carpenters trailer hadn't been in the way I think they could have picked them up but he the carpenter claimed we blocked him in and who knows hell he's lucky he didn't lose more than his covered trailer that he left down there and I damn seriously doubt those piling were in his way I think it was the other way around but by the time he caught us down and out of money our Comapny was easy pickings!

 My day wasn't quite over that afternoon and I'm not sure if the wreck almost killed me or the generator under the carport didn't almost kill us all that night which was my second time in one day that I could have , should have feel right now like a little less milk when I was child and I'd have been decapitated anyway and I mean now not then! I need to go rex-ray the damn thing but I'm allergic to pain medicine and so is my Dad so we just have to suck it up!

 My wife had already made it to the house ahead of me and Lee my oldest son who was in Elberta last time I talked with him in my 02 1500 HD GMC 4 x4 pulling the trailer I had custom built to carry 16' lumber out in Elsanor that I eventually had to sell to my site work contractor to cover one of the last foundations poured because the cost of materials and labor well not the labor to pour- Jessie wouldn't do that too me nor the foundation work or the site work it was every damn thing else it took to build anything that went sky high down here on the coast that if you think 38 or 39% nationwide in five years is a lot for the average prices to jump you should have heard the man quote me 2.50 a square foot to hang and finish dry-wall and seen my reaction to that when I had failed to give my original and I hope yes I consider him a friend too quit prior to Ivan because I guess I didn't realize and raise him from the .39 a square foot I had been paying him!
 Evon worked his ass off for me and I had noticed his stress and had planned to raise his rate on my own without his asking but I just didn't get it done in time! Sometimes we are already stressed in the building business since we were officially only fighting one world war by then and people had gone crazy wanting houses which I almost built one my self but decided to wait one more year only to lose my land after Ivan along with my paltry 41,000.00 dividend and well we can cover that later. I left it in the company because it had been a wt spring and a bad one for trying to find framers that would show up and work and so I felt it was better to leave the money in the damn thing and hire a full-time book-keeper to keep my wife from being over-whelmed because of the business we eventually had that year! It was a late sales year to top things off and I had discounted a couple of things here and there to help the salesmen and the company keep our crews that we had expected to need and I certainly wanted our labor paid each week so they would be there like they were in most cases when it did break loose which it did in may & June instead of April like it usually does or has built up to the sales month I had seen in my previous years with Dukes, Dobbins, Elizabeth and Rhinetta homes as well as Classic Southern homes My Company! Yes mine and my wife was never supposed to be in any danger of filing personal bankruptcy for one reason and one only to protect her but Hell I never expected to go under anyway but I did live through the eighties and remember our family business struggling through the Reagan and Bush years trying to get paid as well in the marine business.

 As I said I had worked day and night believe it or not after coming home from Jamaica from a nice three day or maybe it was four days ready to take on whatever it took to help my son and brother-in-law continue to learn the business as well as put together another business that I know would have been a success if not for the hurricane as well with a friend that I'd known so long I feel like we are brother's! It was formed and began operation as a Metal roofing business that God knows I had felt would compliment what we had already begun and put Barry and his wife on their feet like I knew my wife and I were so close to being in a way that would make their lives better and if they held costs in check which I was in semi-charge of prior to the hurricane they could have weathered this depression we are slowly climbing out of thanks to President O'bama!

 Back to the day of Ivan! I had planned on it being possibly damaging to our homes that were I felt vulnerable due to the stages of construction they were in an when I last talked to Lee he was leaving Elberta the location of one especially vulnerable because of the fact the garage faced open to the North and the garage door Company although scheduled to install the door that day or the next was unable to do so leaving the freshly painted home that was waiting on floor coverings and exterior trim as the most sizable of projects left prior to completion a worry in my mind.

 My main concern was getting home awake after hitting the wall here at my Dad's that afternoon! I told everyone I couldn't make it home but it was becoming clear Ivan would be much more of a storm than many had thought but my experience with Frederic and Elena in 1985 had me concerned days earlier as it made it's way up the gap that Cape Verde storms that threaten us seriously seem to travel. A west-northwest course through the carribean just south of or over hispaniola and cuba. Ivan actually had come up the gap a little south of there and had turned more northerly in direction after traversing Jamaica, at least the northern side of the eye wall when it made the turn north and crossed the tip of Cuba around midnight of the 13th I was trying to not let it get me into a mood that it was a threat. I already knew a home in Foley or Gulf Shores that I had made the framers take the fascia down and was planning to bevel as per code prior to inspection was at risk but thank God our plywood decking was nailed well and it had little if any damage other than the dry-wall stacked in the garage to be hung the next week getting wet and my asking our supplier to pick it up and replace it for the homeowners peace of mind after the storm that home faired extremely well!

 I had a cup of coffee here before I left and a sandwich I think but I should have had an IV drip of coffee if the damn mini-thins had been anygood then I'd have been fine but they were sickening by then and of no use to me other than to make me vomit and they certainly had lost most of their relaxing ADHD symptom control and the alertness that probably saved more lives than the 15,000 people that complained they couldn't fall asleep on the damn things in those FDA reports I speak of! Well there are worse things than not being able to go to sleeep!

 I didn't even take the zanax my doctor prescribed me and had for years because the sedative effect coupled with the cough medicine made you miserable as hell after they started putting it in the Ephedrine, Sob's!

 Look I and anyone that has ever owned, worked for or been associated with a small, growing business or a Company that is on the rise knows what it is like to stop for coffee on a late trip only to do everything but shoot themselves with dart gun to stay awake after a long day either physically or mentally working! No we are all supposed to be super human but it just isn't that way and our families depend on us to be that super human so that they can have something we had or that a family had begun to recover from and that is most likely a Ultra conservative Republican administration that spends and cut us into war! Look at the last 100 years and see if I'm not telling the truth!

 President Clinton had kept her steady as you go for eight years in my opinion and then after although we had been attacked the Bush administration made decisions that have cost lives and trillions of dollars but that is their job to make those decisions and although President Clinton had Bin Laden under pressure with those cruise missiles and I'm sure special ops there was a problem in our security and we all know what it was. It certainly wasn't people that believe in the God of Abraham and moses it was and still is and will be radicals just as we have in our country that hate this one or that one for no reason other than to promote their on cause!

 I didn't have anyone to drive me home that September day in 2004 because it was getting hairy and so I left this house headed toward my own in Lake Forest. I should not have done it but I had to get home. I had talked with Valarie and we had decided that we would talk constantly on the Nextel of course two-way as I headed home. North on hwy 181, then left on hwy 64, then right on Pollard Road passing our model home on the way that is now Jubilee Veterinary.

 I had asked Bay Minette building Supply to drop 5 sheets actually it was more but I forget the number of sheets of  3/8 plywood it was so that several of us could board our windows and I had five sheets in my truck and a door unit laying on top that I didn't want to leave somewhere. I think I had thought of stopping at the O'Donnell home but I had already been there once and as I struggled by doing everything known to man including slapping myself in the face and all the other tactics including talking to my wife I turned right on Pollard and remember nothing after that point until!

 You see driving sedated is bad enough, drunk another, distracted another but drowsy is the worst of all because I distinctly remember turning onto pollard thinking I've got it made now and out I went! No warning, no chance to slap yourself nothing and if you have ever awaken ed on the interstate or become alert and thought damn how long have I been driving like this you understand! It my friends driving sleepy is the worst thing in the world and it scares me to death because it has happened twice that I've been off the road in my life and many times traveling from job to job!

 Not once since 1993 when I had a friend suggest Ephedrine for alertness, concentration, focus and concentration when again or prior trying to get a business established have I let that happen until that September day! I don't care what you call me I call me a fool for not being diagnosed years ago for running my engine til it was on empty then falling out at the end of a day! Then doing it again the next day trying to get organized mostly and what I may have leaned on my own I learned much more once I did go to a doctor and get on my computer! It took sometime but I owe my well being to BCBS of Alabama and Doctor Bergman and Doctor Ney for letting me in on the secret that some make into a conspiracy that some of us are wired differently. We are hyper focused on success sometimes in life but fall short because we run ourselves in the ground and the people around us sometimes look at that as a weakness but I will bet you this Davey Crockett didn't fall asleep for eight hours waiting at the Alamo and he damn sure fought to the last breath in his body which being worn out most likely cost him his life!
 When I awoke I had already went left into the ditch hit the embankment low as it is and had gone airborne only 15 or 20 feet maybe and landed in a pecan field with my foot on the gas and a slow realization I had 5 sheets of plywood and a door knock our the back window of my son's truck and that with that material slamming me in the head as it was still pinned to my left hand I had to get it off of me or I was in trouble. I didn't immediately stop because it was pouring rain and I thought I would get stuck all of this in a flash.
 I missed the Pecan trees and thankfully everyone else and their homes but no one was around as I found once back on the pavement and stopped. I have a little pain in my chest from taking my right arm and forcing that material off my head and daily pain in my neck from the pounding, I'm lucky I have a head!
 I notice that pain in my chest everything I lift anything of any weight and my left hand I couldn't open in fact didn't even realize I walked around with it closed until my wife asked me one day "Are you angry"? I said No and she said why don't you open your hand well who knows but it had grown almost shut without my exerting downward force on it to open it at some point but Cymbal ta and my own physical therapy have made it usable but it still hurts but so does my Dad's head from his industrial accident  I just regret not having a stimulant to keep me awake that day regardless of what anyone that reads this may think because that little wreck has made life even more difficult to explain and to manage all the other issues that came with having several homes damaged by that storm and the loss of our new drywall crew due to it's damage to their homes in Pensacola as well as the loss of carpenter's and roofers due to pressure to do the repair work.

 It was amazing pulling over the adrenaline rush I had upon awakening and realizing I had almost killed myself again and waiting on Valarie to get there to check for any damage to my person I had missed as their was a good bit of glass in my neck and back and I had a little blood here and there but I was alive and I was surprised that their was no one around. I think one car was still on the road but the adrenaline rush lasted for several hours I guess but later when I should have gone to or been at the hospital I was at home and after my wife and I spent some time talking in the bedroom I laid down and went to sleep again I do not remember even falling asleep I only have pictures to jog my memory and I do remember Val waking me up as the eye passed and as the wind switched to the west I was embarrassed that I had not planned that out. It was quite a night or days leading up to it to remember but as for me I know I want to be awake, alert and as in China stimulated even if they have to give the police as over there whatever it is that they hand out to drowsy drivers as I saw reported on CNN a year or two ago!

 There have been times since that day that I have asked my wife to drive and their have been times I should have been on a stimulant and not a sedative that I have driven and I almost have a heart attack at the thought of my family or anyone else making that fatal mistake because it is now you are awake now you aren't and you know it is coming before hand you just want to make it home and your life is not the only one at risk. In my youngr years I coulkd go 90 to nothing one minute and be asleep the nxt and not everyone does that not all the time!

 Lee's truck? I had it fixed I thought til I drove it one night on a tow line and I sure wish I new what happened to my nylon tow strap but anyway it still pulled even after that I do remember he was cool about it the day after the storm when he had to pull some under carriage and other parts off the truck and drive it with no window in the back so as it goes I know and some other not so fortunate people have had it much worse.

 My hats off to the North Carolina State player Natanu Mageo I think it is that fell asleep last year and lived to play in their game the other night I'm hoping I wrote it down right and I hope he as I or anyone else for that matter become drowsy, sleepy or fall asleep or have someone or something cause them harm from driving while not impaired on something that will save your life and not the other way around because coffee is on then it's off I've learned that following or driving across State. God following our old Texhoma 500 mounted on that Ford 800(?) with hydraulic brakes and a a V-8 I used to see two or three ahead of me and head for the one in the middle in my Dad's 78 El Camino that I rigged up a stereo in so I could use it to stay awake.
I bought Robert Plant's "shakin & stirred" cassette to have when we went to Montgomery in September 1985 to work at the Lex-an plant putting in de-watering systems for the excavation pits! Hottest dang place I've ever been in my life but they had a little restaurant on hwy 80(?) that had the best Chocolate pie for 2.00 you stand! We'd get back to the job and about two o'clock or earlier I'd look up at him and he'd look down at me and I knew he was thinking why did we do that again! I'd go from shoveling dirt as fast as I could to standing on the shovel with my eye's closed! Look we were sleeping right up the road next to the truck stop I saw my first fishnet blouse in back in 1978. Bill said "what you looking at cliff"? Hey it was '78 and hot- she and the weather! That was hell of a miserable trip to Chicago and back to get the 500 but it worth the ride on the dang motor cover in what was a little under powered low-boy! Another story for another time!

 I wish the Cadillac hadn't burned to the ground that night in Pensacola. The morning the wheel leaned over as we pulled in to the construction yard in Theodore on a Saturday morning when the upper ball joint came loose on the way back from Hattiesburg, Ms. I think we were putting in towers for the Coffee Company and it was either Eddie's Towers by then or  heck I can't remember his name but anyway a fine man in my opinion that owned the tower Company that we drilled for when I first started in the drilling business with my Dad & Walter in 1985! First job I was on was at the Grand Hotel in the sleet, water and wind off the bay! I wanted to quit and go back to work in the restaurant but stuck it out and have loved mud, concrete and just about any new smell from a building material ever since!

Love, Peace and knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

                          

  

Thank you!

Friends,

Wherever you may have originated your view of my page and for whatever reason "I want to let you know personally that I appreciate your viewing my site.

I personally have never had the chance to write much of anything or ask anyone to listen in any great numbers and I'm humble enough to know those of you who have clicked threw have for reasons of your own free will.

I have been in a struggle for several years with the outcome in doubt at times but never so much as this week after facing a different set of obstacles that last week seemed out of the ordinary and they were.

I decided to say what was on my mind at the time and have been depressed over my words, actions and the result but my mind is clear and I have no real regrets other than I have spent another week in a hell that only could be made by letting it get the best of me and saying and doing what I know was a planned event from the beginning be it for my good or my so-called good but I know what I've read and what I've learned over the last 6 years has justified not only my actions but the actions of people I may not even know support me and the ones that don't support me don't matter because they haven't lived my life and may be misinformed in some unfortunate way.

WebMd saved my life the first time they wrote me and indicated I not only could be ADHD but that I might be on a dose too low.

Doctor Shaik's advice to see another doctor that could prescribe me more than the dosage he had been able too and the response I got from the nurse I assumed answered the phone that day I called to make the appointment only to realize my insurance would not cover the visit and what she said stuck with me,  her answer to me was "I wouldn't let my husband in the house if didn't take his ADHD meds" and they would be glad to see me!

By this time I was more depressed than depressed could be so keep in mind if you are fighting a long drawn out battle to not let that become anyone's tool to bring you down and make you look like your not ADHD when you are because it can. One night years ago after I had lost most everything I saw a deputy in the circle K near Lake Forest and he told me "that at least I hadn't curled up on the couch in a fetal position". Well I talked with him some more and went on home and I've kept that in mind when I have been curled up on the couch in that fetal position I thought I never would succumb too. So if your whole life depends on it leave.

My father suggested that to me one time and I should have taken his advice I guess but I'm too stubborn when I feel I'm right and know I'm right to do such a thing although I've thought about going a short distance from home and trying to get things straight because it is a life at stake and other lives were at stake too. I wasn't worried about my actions but I was worried about what well intentioned people could do if they felt they had a majority and that is why I call myself a patriot, some may say fool but that is the reason I've looked for people places or things to lift me out of that dark pit we find ourselves in when we are outnumbered publicly but not so much in private if you know what I mean.

Throw a little more depression and time in with ADHD and you get the most bi-polar looking person you could ever imagine throw patience, focus, attention, concentration and conventional wisdom to the wind. The only way to hold your higher ground is to let people be people and you be true to yourself and hope to God you out live or they simply get bored with their own actions while your actions are scrutinized or not you'll be okay even though it may not seem that way at times.

My dog Boo Boo that was originally my wife's dog before we fell in love the dog and I that is and truth be known somehow my wife knew that dog loved me loved me me and she loved me enough to let that dog become my savior when I was all alone on that couch wishing like hell there was no such thing as depression to confuse the issue because the only anti-depressant that isn't a sedative and makes an ADHD person more miserable is Lexapro which makes you have plenty of energy but it sure is useless if you are ADHD to the best of my knowledge.

I walked so much on Lexapro when I was putting out brochures for myself & my bookkeeper that I could get the damn things on people's door but I was scared to death they might answer and I would have to actually answer a question. LOL!

It has worse results than that in my life but who knows maybe it was all a big joke?
Thank God for some direction from somewhere because it could have cost me my life or someone else's that miserable day!

I've hoped for a miracle but not from an invisible spirit I don't beleive in! I beleive in a God that gave us a mind to use with free will and sometimes that free will has to be exhibited in ways that make some people laugh and others cry especially if you really have had some trouble in your life and it was saved not by some person telling you what someone was going to do but by the actions of other's you could see and hold onto for some hope!

So thank you for your support or otherwise and again thank you for visiting my site. I promise you this I may not be a doctor but I have and will try to explain things that happen in my life so that it may help you because I know what has helped me and it hasn't been 24/7 365 therapy or punishment seems to be the same thing!

Love, Peace and knowledge to those that understand.

Sincerely,

Floyd C. Wooley

Dedicated to my doctor Katherine Ney, Blue Cross & Blue Shield, Ty Pennington (buddy I'm not as crazy as I may seem), My children and my ex-wife whom I love no matter the odds!

Hurricane Earl

Cover of Crimson Tide

Hurricane Earl

This storm should be named hurricane Valarie! She hates me today for some reason and I'm not sure why, where or how it got started!

Like I told the lady at wal-mart I used to be a builder that liked to do a little carpentry work on the side as a hobby now I can't do anything but get pounded on, off or around here.

I wish I could figure her out. I went to help her yesterday watch some folks move out of her house so they wouldn't take anything and I'll be damned if I didn't get called crazy too for not wanting to fight.

I don't want to fight anybody. I just told them all to have a good day and left in a deeper state of depression than I am now - NO now I am in a deeper state of depression for calling my ex-wife and telling her I loved her in my ADHD way!

I told a woman at Wal-mart that helped me buy some sunglasses because I lost my old ones that same thing less the part about my ex-wife and she said keep trying to get some help for your ADHD and depression!

I told her "they can't help me"! How? When you have a family you love but you never know how they are going to treat you from one day to the next. I didn't say that last sentence either. But anyway I got some 10.00 shades that look like Crimson Tide colors and that is all that matters so now I'm really down so I'm going to go lay on the couch.

I shouldn't say anything bad about anybody but the truth is the truth around here!

Floyd C. Wooley

P.S.- I don't have time to tell my doctor all this so I wish she would subscribe to my blog! Well it tell the whole story. By the way when I get my ADHD meds I'm treated to an array of wonderful events! You would have to be here to know! That is no lie my friends!