Update: C-Spire and Direct Television!

C-Spire and Direct Television,

The both of these companies as well as ABC WEAR Channel 3 and possibly WALA Fox 10!

Especially if Fox Ten has those two letters I left in your lobby one night when I being assaulted!

The first two companies have saved my life On-line, In-Store and in mood!

C-spire has helped me double my page views in two months!

Direct Television has kept me in the know again! A must in my situation.

WEAR Channel 3 has given an ADHD person Hope!

Bank of America has given me hope by holding my checking account open FOR FLOYD C WOOLEY ENTERPRISES.

All my friends that have my letters have helped me have hope!

My pharmacicist has made my situation better by verifying I had been had! Poisoned more like it!

Baldwin County Revenue has treated me well when I have been had!

My customers have lifted my mood.

To be clear Jim and Josh at Rite Aid in Fairhope have earned my trust not just my money!

My children have shown me Love!

What more can I say?

I could go on!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

F. Clifton Wooley

Note: Mr. Dotch, your staff and Carson at Bay Furniture and your staff be safe my friends! All my friends on D.I.P. and in The Mobile Police Department we Love yall all! God bless, yall and your families! God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge! F. Clifton Wooley

Charlie Sheen! A shout out to you personally!

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Friend,

Charlie you made the right choice and it was your choice and I hope I'm right in telling you that you made the right choice.

Charlie Figure out what it is that has caused your issue's in the past and God I hope those professionals are from a diverse group of thinker's!

There maybe something in your past, present or genetics that you have not had someone put a finger on that may save your life!

You have a Talent that should go on being utilized to uplift people's lives and just being sober may not be the answer but if so most Americans are with your decision!

How Do I know?

It's just a gut feeling my friend and No offense meant in any way!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley

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I went pill shopping yesterday cause I had too........

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Friends and foe alike,

To WPMI-15, I went pill shopping yesterday no maybe it was the day before and my Suda-Fed 24 one-a-day is a neccessary situatation because some body I luv thinks there aint no such thang as ADHD never has!

To correct my previous post on having "Sex with animals and woman" well in Bama I thank we can at 16 but most of us have a little earlier but I'm just saying I was married to one that was gettin with another one and that is a ok with me!

The bottom-line is the blond mentioned in the 1st and this post was if not of age at the Elementary school was my age and she did drive the car that my oldest son was conceived in! now ever body straight!

She is and was the coolest well both were and are!

No she didn't become my wife the one I didn't marry. She ran off to Mississippi never to be heard from again.

It was the fourth blond that I dated I married the second time! Twice!

We have been divorced twice too but I'm workin hard don't tell her boyfriend because from what I hear he don't need no more trouble in his life but I did break her up and forgo a date with girl the second time I met her at my best friends house that I can't decide if If he's my friend or the devil now!

Where was I. Oh I was trying to soothes some poor SOB's nerves and honor my second wife's name!

God Bless, Peace, Love and knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley

While I am at it. Hell no she didn't steal any money from the home building Company and buy any damn condo's! If she did somebody loan me a gun so I can blow my brains since the truth was kept from me for several years. I couldn't shoot her cause I love her so damn much!

Now there is something to take your minds off the fellow in Mobile that's worried about face book! As for me after all these years especially after the last 5 or 6 -
frankly my dear friends and neighbors "I don't give a damn"!

The whole country's addicted to somethin'! Outlaws are out......

Friends and foes alike,

Outlaws are out and in laws are in! Thank you Doctor Ney, Anita and the whole staff at APS for not letting a good man down! Special thanks to Valerie D. P. Wooley for bringing food and medicine to a poor old American Indian!

By the way I took the 30mg of Cymbalta just to defiant! LOL!!!!I'll pick up my Klonipin aka: clonazepam as soon as I sell something! Or get paid! I'm working on 2 1/2! That's code for I'm broke!

God Bless, Peace, Love and knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

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They claim to be Angels's but I speak with God deep within my Soul!

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Friends,

There is a place upon this planet that what we are supposed to believe we speak to angel's that direct our conscious but as for me I would rather speak to the Lord deep within my soul!

I speak with my Lord when no one else is speaking too me and he responds with a peaceful easy feeling that I can only appreciate with those that may understand my beliefs!

Friends you see my beliefs center upon mercy on the people's of this planet through the word of God Almighty NOT punishment for every indiscretion we may happen to make and that mercy is shown in many ways toward us all as human beings and members of this neighborhood we call planet Earth!

By the way the 1- Adderall per day regimen is accomplishing exactly what I thought it may.

1.) Limiting my creative thoughts and ability to describe, explain or accomplish anything that I might want to or need to accomplish to less than what most people would consider a full day in the life!

2.) The attempts to force me to stick to this once-a-day regimen have had no effect what-so-ever on my actions regarding the course I'm on now except to limit my ability in the past to determine my own destiny!

3.) The one other most important part of those attempts to "scare me straight" a term I'm borrowing from Rick's segment on CNN.com from yesterday 09-28-10 is that now is that my nerves are not what they used to be before.......

My ex-wife just called to meet me and loan me some money so let me stop here.

Well I'm back. It was actually a meeting with my soul-mate that in fact was a drug deal! I borrowed six-bucks so I could re-up on my Camel SNUS!

Sorry to disappoint the more criminally inclined minds out here in this world but I'm only a prescription junkie with a little nicotine thrown in that used to be taken in the form of smoking a pipe! Oh I still light up my pipe occasionally and only 1 or 2 Tobacco's will suffice! Captain Black is not my 1st choice but the nearest Tinder Box is quite a ways away in Mobile or Pensacola unfortunately.

...... those attempts to bring me into line! other wise I'd probably be just about okay on two of those Adderall's. In fact I still am but hey why NOT give em there break sometimes so they can get some rest because when I'm on- I'm on and it is hard to whip me when I'm on! Sorry for the arrogant show of defiance but this is my show not anyone else's and that is the bottom-line on that subject!

Oh yeah who are we giving a break? It's those angel's of mercy that really can become more like Demon's from Hell! My past blogs have described what indescribable misery they can cause in one person's life as well as those around them.

Thank God for my beleifs that as I was describing earlier are based on mercy upon the people's of this planet through the word of our God that I've come to beleive is the same God for many people's and that is a comforting thought considering human beings inclination to not show mercy to anyone by I still beleive to be a small percentage of the world's population if only we stop and consider the big picture!

I damn sure hope it is a small percentage and following anyone for any reason has been shown through out history to cause more pain and suffering upon the population of this planet than anything else- except one's own heart and soul or conscious that you have to go deeper into the subject to understand or just study history!

The idea of punishing people or making them feel they will be punished by God for indescretions and NOT some violent action they have committed upon one another or as a group upon one another at some future judgement just doesn't fit with my beleifs.

Personally it would appear that the last thing anyone should ever do is force their beleifs upon anyone for any reason because the tendency of the human being to utilize violence or acts of hatred or greed seems to creep in in every instance of such an effort all you have to do is study history!

Every weapon ever developed has been used for destruction and for God's sakes I hope I don't sound like the uni-bomber- but so has every piece of technology that I know of and I hope I am wrong on that point!

I can't think of anything else to discuss or say right now and I do have other things to do Today as I hope you do as well. I have to hurry up if I'm going to accomplish my goals for Today because of this once-a-day regimen I'm on and if you read my blogs from the past or over on My Space you'll get the picture pretty quickly what I speak of!

See my photo's on My Space that show what you can do by utilizing a little self-help with a little privacy to boot and within what used to be a legal and full life not just a legal life. I wish I had pictures of the times I have been able to go soft-shelling, fishing, floundering and generally enjoying life with my family,friends and children without being limited by someones misconstrued ideas about me as a human being!

I accomplished a lot when I self-medicated and no one but myself and a few people in my life knew of it and it was legal and those that try to make it out to be more than it was most likely don't know the whole story anyway so I have little fear of them!

God Bless, Love, Peace and knowledge!

Sincerely,

Floyd C Wooley

 

One last thought.

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Friends and Readers,

I hope you are friends. We all need some if I'm not insane just in Alabama if here for God's sakes!

Put me on some Shire Adderall XR and give me rest un-harassed to say the least and I'll nail each and everyone of these people.

It's one hell of an anti-depressant as well as ADHD med and if I'm wrong I sure was led to beleive otherwise by everyone I've talked too, by Ty Pennington (my last friend to show me the way- I wish to a beach with a satellite dish), doctors, family and friends so wish me luck because it has gotten down in the dirt around here and I thought we were just playing games of some sort in a family dispute and I don't think that is exactly the case. It's more like we who have had success on performance enhancing drugs against those that just didn't give a damn or thought it all to be a joke for th last 50 to 100 years!

Peace, Love and knowledge will set you free and keep you that way in most places!
RTR my friends in the Bama Nation. I'll write a book one day that will blow your socks off but first I have to get off this disability in a timely manner and hope like the dickens my family is not the culprit as my ex-wife (God Love her) likes to say about suspected terrorists or eventual friends- or whatever.

Some much for mynicer friendlier blog posts! LOL! Ty Pennington should visit our State and when he does I want to clean the dang job site. If it's mississippi and I can still get an adderall to get me off my once productive butt that is now just my own lazy no good butt maybe I'll make it there or over to Florida in my old 88 Dodge!

Otherwise he may have to pick me up and take me to the damn job which I have done for people myself excpet the guy waiting the other day in front of Quail Creek to which I apologize but I had gotten my Adderall the day before and had just figured out that I had to have my anti-depressant which makes me miserable and lazy and my nerve pill from this ordeal and couldn't stop- again I'm sorry my freind.

I had to borrow that money and I'll pay some interest on it but hey I can do that and I have to as long as my bunch makes me stay off the stuff then expects me to spring into action like a gazelle! A gazelle I'm not and who knows where all this will end but I sure wish I had listen to my old man and moved (No offense Dad) but trust me I would be back to Sweet Home Alabama one day! That is a serious few words "Sweet Home Alabama" and I hope this bunch is from another State but I'm told they arent' now aint that amazing- to my ear on the phone. Nevermind.

This whole ordeal is supposed to make me tougher well whoever thought that one up may or may not be right but I'm feeling not so tough and I might as well admit it!

Don't blame Shire or the supposed sham of ADHD that has been around for as long as our human kind. Dad-gum what was cain the hunter or the farmer? I hope the hunter cause I aint much at it myself but I do love to gamble & fish but it's hard to fish from where I sit and it's hard to get any sleep here if you want it unless you are a person that wants to live in a depressed state.

Heck I actually want to sleep as much as possible so I can go toe to toe with the talkers of this group that couldn't shut up if their life depended on it but oh if I want to have a conversation with anyone I have to shut up and let them tell me we just don't have time to talk we are so busy!

I'm talking now because I'm tired and disgusted and ready to give-in after one night of hell that I actually found out someone noticed this blog and God I hope that's true because I have another business idea and I hope to get to use it if allowed that God and all my friends may like that doesn't involve pretty women unless you own a ......... doubted me there well if I get 30 days here no harassment or assault of the senses on a drug I should have no problem handling another 18 years I might just make a go of it and if so I hope to meet more of you!

If not then you'll know I'm either insane or just crazy in Alabama from lonliness and despair at being the only ADHD person to ever be castrated alive for talking out! Bi-polar was the theme of my life til I figured out I might have had a concussion not the loss of my mind and I was burned out from homebuilding in the worst 10 years on record. I didn't know the are you moody question was meant now, then, in the future or are you dangerous?

The previous Ten were great thanks to President Clinton! It did take a couple of years to get past that previous recession so let's just call it fair and square and move on cause President O'bama will make things better but for God's sake the country as a whole was broke!

I have no intention of being part of making it a little longer recovery. If you don't like me sue me if you don't care then that's fine. If you think I'm insane then let's get an independant party to decide so I can regain some trust in many of my fellow Alabamaians!

If you are female don't worry my ordeal has made me useless so I hate to even ask anyone out which I sure could use the lift a womans companionship gives if she cares for you and not as some of us think that yall just want our money!

I never was one of those anyway and never will be but I'm a waste of time until I get on my feet not for money just companionship and hopefully love.

Love, Peace, and knowledge!

Sincerely,

Floyd C. Wooley

Always nice to hear from someone that you enjoyed not only working for but feeling as though you made a real friend!

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Friends,

I just had to mention my own misfortune to have had so much mail build up that was in most cases needing to be opened or junked that I missed a chance to join with a friend that I had a well a positive relationship a few years back before I lost my mind! I was well on my way even then but hopefully they didn't realize it! LOL!
The bottom line is she and I both feel hope for the future and it's through faith and having a President that can be a christian and celebrate or at least communicate with the other two world religions that have the same God of Abraham which is the one God of all three as we Christians! I don't know how but Jesus will be known by all of us one day!

No and truth of the matter the fact we both have such a passion for life and this country being as it was when President Clinton had this country on an even keel in the 90's in fact my father God love him has always been a little skeptical of things staying even keeled for long and went so far as to tell me one day "Cliff I think with the computers things may be more easily managed" and "maybe we wouldn't have a return to the 80's and prior recessions"!

I was with Dukes and Dobbins Homes at the time and selling well built, quality custom homes with my friend Dan O. to the tune of 80 a year between us! Hell the interest rates were 7% plus or minus anyway it was nice to hear from a friend and hopefully we can see a return to some more stable times in some time.

Sincerely,

Floyd C. Wooley

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Revelations from the pro-medication side! We can talk therapy once you get your ADHD meds and get the positive reinforcement team!

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Friends and readers,

Life can get you down sometimes. You can get yourself down sometimes. You can also try your hardest to keep yourself from letting all that have an effect on your life.

Let's don't forget about God and I learned something yesterday you'd have to read for yourself that kinda put life in a different perspective and that is don't ever and from my personal way of looking at it, don't ever let yourself or anyone get you so low that you doubt your faith!

Faith will not cure ADHD, ADD, or well it helps with depression but can it actually cure it? Prayer helps very much with depression if you can get away from the hustle and bustle of this world even if it's in a closet. I mean it- you need a peace and quiet at least in my life it has meant the difference in a good day or a bad day to say the least and you feel the relief and as for what, who or where somebody is deserving of such an opportunity well to keep my own moderate beleifs out of it I just wont comment but I'd remiss not to mention the well-being such a thing can be- I felt that same feeling for the first time when I accepted Jesus as my savior back in 96' or so and I know some might question the fact I had self-medicated for a while on Ephedrine and all that but I don't let it get to me because the experience and those feelings of closeness or relief since that time have meant a lot to me and it must you too but be careful because as I've said before and this is a personal feeling and beleif that comes from a lot of places but as someone said as I was clicking channels the other night it's easy to beleive in God but to feel his prescense in your life is a different matter.

You can debate good vs evil all day and sin vs not-sinning or even right vs wrong but read the Bible and not someone's opinion for yourself and let it come down to love vs hate and well that's my opinion.

One last thing on the subject- Don't beat yourself up for getting down and realizing you forgot to pray because who couldn't from time to time just try not to forget too long.

I have something to say in another blog about this whole business of what comes first the chicken or the egg, medicine vs therapy which I think well it should be obvious but we can discuss it later.

I don't know but I do know the last thing you want to do is lose faith in God while battling other people's perception of you who you should be or what you should say to the point you express a weakness or your doubts out loud!

I am sorry to say I had gone too long in reading something else and let my mouth get the best of me about something Jesus experienced as well and if you want to know what that regret is ask me sometime.

I might question the details of how God may organize this or have this planned or whatever and my own beleif in free-will being part of our learning process in this life well I read yesterday in I forget the book and chapter but it is mentioned that God is ruler of worlds. Ask me my feelings on that or just read it yourself. Ask me where that is located and I'll let you know so you can read it as well.

I feel guilt for expressing openly a low point a few months ago when I had everyone but God on me trying to make me change my mind or actions or just to make my actions seem foolish to me when in fact I was responding to someone else s action in the first place! You know what my reaction was? Sadness. Sadness that after all I have said that anyone would question my being truthful. I may not be perfect and I might tell you a lie that is seemingly at the time unimportant but when it comes to something as important as God, salvation, what I have read, experienced, felt and how I feel people make something a "sin" based on someone Else's definition or how they took a word that if looked at in a dictionary and if only had considered it's use in context to what the point was to begin with they would even if hardened to feel it right or wrong may to themselves question themselves one way or another well you have to read things yourself to know what I mean and if you are reading this you most likely understand what I'm talking about.

Several days ago I was in that same place and that place was low, very low, in fact so low I wished aloud that I was in fact bi-polar which if true would mean I had found comfort on one of those to an ADHD or ADD person miserable drugs and was wrong in my contention that I am not and this blog would be written in that state of mind but that is simply not true! The truth is if not for the pressure put on me to in one example: STOP BlOGGING or to adhere to being passive in my drugged feeling unable to function to this extent then I would do so.

As you see I'm not passive at least not all the time and through research and a desire to be able to work using my mind and body knowing that temporary anger over a life event was not being bi-polar but the signs of stress, frustration and of all things my own stupid request to a previous doctor for a mood stabilizer to handle just such actions I've spoken of in my writings for several years well that compounded my problems to say the least. I had to learn what a mood stabilizer would do to me more than once and with the pressure I've faced you would understand that happening to anyone maybe even yourself.

I credit my current doctor and I want to mention her name but I don't have her permission although maybe I have in the past because she has worked with me long enough to know the truth and thank God she has been open to give me a chance.

I have to admit I still have a hard time opening up to her about what I'm writing here on this blog. Why? God if you have read my blogs you would understand although it is unfair not to let her know just what I have had to endure although it isn't as bad as it could have been if I had just given up and let some people that I just have gotten tired of mentioning and hope in some cases honestly I've been wrong in some of their cases anyway! Who wouldn't?

Friends it's been a while since I have had anything positive happen in my life and I'm sure we have all been there at one time or another so please don't misread what I'm saying? It hasn't been anything but ignorance on my part and misinformation I hope on anyone trying to be of help in this fight to get over depression with an ADHD past so obvious in the first place. Some just don't believe or believe in the wrong things and I hope I can help people understand that to help is fine but to be over bearing is not! Yeah that is the truth. Maybe worse but what would you do? I wouldn't do anything much different except believe anyone would be less determined than I to prove their point in some peaceful way and peaceful I mistook as exactly that.

Your family should never and I mean your wife and children should never be put in a situation where they are used to make a situation work and you not have knowledge of that action. My children were and if I had known what I was doing I would have asked them or as I eventually had to do was leave my home which after going through the Hell of being done as I was well I wouldn't want to go back there nor did they when I left and they moved home. complicated? Yeah to say the least. My wife warned me as did my kids that as one bible verse my wife read me one morning states "the enemy is all around us"! She isn't my wife and I don't see us being together but how could you hate someone nor could I hate my children for letting me know in their own way- you know what instinct is or what's the word? Well if you hunt or fish or have ever been in a situation that you knew you had been nudged to for lack of a better word to see as not from anyone but hired guns or whatever you know what I mean. It is amazing how you are made to feel like your crazy for having a gut instinct and not to follow it because you are on a prescription or otherwise yeah how about testing you on an over the counter drug you took for years that your own wife showed you home movies that showed you living life happily only to have some misguided individuals try to make out like that was the problem in a sad situation that I can't discuss but failed their test because I was overwhelmed by the actions that led to something I regret I did but hold those people responsible for making possible.

Insanity? You bet and anyone that would put you in a situation that you had never faced in your own home when I could see in my wife's eye's her disgust that someone had instructed her to carry out the deed and she did anyway but stayed just far enough away for me to see her eye's and after 24 years a man knows when his wife is doing something to her husband she did not want to do!

My wonderful lawyer has a copy of my statement that never was even used and it wasn't to indict my family as much as to indict the group that even pledged to me they wouldn't use such tactics prior to her moving home for Christmas a couple of years ago! Well I was pounded in my own house then and led down a path that anyone would know was wrong- now. I stayed on the couch or anywhere my family couldn't here what I had to hear in fact it wasn't bad til Mardi-gras. That was even workable but for some reason one good parade for my wife and I led to slaughter over the next three days and I was the one slaughtered. Yes she didn't like doing it to her husband and those home movies a while later were my salvation. Like I said you never know when something is going to save your spirit, soul, life or whatever. I didn't miss that pecan tree in September 2004 to be silent!

Maybe now those same folks feel different so no more names if they will do the same and back off before they complete a terrible deed.
Like I said if they have any sense of decency they will do just that and back off and I certainly will be to my word but we shall see!

What I want you to know is never give up completely on what you beleive in and as for our Lord, God his father and a whole host of other interesting people I hope most if not all of us get to know one day in some other life; God will come through with the right people in your life at the right time for the right purpose to help you get through this one!

I called myself a loser. Well it is easy to feel that way sometimes but don't forget somewhere somehow maybe you have touched somebody's life in a positive way and if you have done that one thing maybe a stretch of bad luck isn't going to last the rest of your life and like I said someone will be there to help you make it happen. Anything good or bad is possible in this world we all know I just never thought such a thing would happen in my life without some input or conversation between myself and those opposed to me because 6 years of your life is a lot to lose in all of our cases- years that you can't get back and taken for all the wrong reasons!

I just hope I'm on that stretch of good luck and have some love, peace and comfort in my life in the end as I do for everyone else especially (yes I'm partial to some folks) a few and I'll leave it at that but I do wish everyone well.

Now that said I want to so badly write about some happiness or some ways to improve your life or just what has made life exciting for me in the past that in the future can be used to keep the same thing from happening to anyone else.

I'm not that intelligent nor am I all that much of a writer but I sure like telling a story here and there. I just have learned to be a little more precise without being so precise as to not give anyone else time to rethink their position in fact if they would just watch a Claritin commercial they would be much more informed and much less likely to attack. Focus and concentration and all the ADHD/ADD information is not some joke or I would be just another statistic that could have included death if it were possible to do what we all were told as children could not be done.

Remember the saying? Stick and Stones may break my bones but words can't hurt me or something like that well words that you cannot defend against in your own home and vehicle using a simple intercom that even the police are misled into not helping you defend causes anyone to question everything in life and anger oh that just makes you more vulnerable and the time to say what is true without fear a little longer to make possible!

The government can sure add to your misery or a company changing their over the counter medication without giving a reason and your time in researching what the medication was used for years ago, became and is now hasn't helped along with some unscrupulous people playing a game they had no idea they were wrong in playing to begin with. Not this Government and I'm not going to blame the Clinton Administration either because I'd have to finish reading the FDA reports!

Thank God we are a democracy and hopefully things will equal out and that is all I can think to finish up with. It sure was nice years ago to arrive alive and not be asleep at the wheel that's for sure but add enough "cough syrup" to your package of ephedrine and who knows what might happen and as for Asthma it probably worked for that too a lot better than No Doze!

We all have good enough sense to know we need that and if not well I doubt you'd run over anyone awake and if you really are bi-polar God help you. Well that is a serious diagnosis not to be taken lightly for any reason! Manic-depressive was considered an awful thing when I was kid and it wasn't even the most likely dignosis for that person either. No names!

By the way have a five hour shot to get home for God's sake! Maybe a Rock-Star but be careful somebody might think you are dangerous! If you feel you have been tested you most likely have! to hell with thinking your paranoid it's those folks testing you that are nuts so let them ride on by or toot their horns! Literally.

Yall there were damn Roman horns blown in my neighborhood one afternoon God I could tell you going back years but never one problem from me until they got in my face and it wasn't my kids or my wife's doing! So help me God!

Have a good day!

Love, Peace and knowledge for now!

Floyd C. Wooley

What is it like to give up? A little advice!

July 13, 2010 - Tuesday


Current mood: tired
Category: Life
Friends, enemies and the those wolves at bay,

Seriously folks some people just love to bring you down, down, down, just to see if you can pick it up and climb out while others just have a life and could care less!

I love the care less people that are doing their thing every day acting like they have it real bad myself cause they miss any miserable crap you are going through and that is fine with me!

I had one hell of a night with the wolves or dogs of war which in straight talk are the ones that have nothing better to do than blast someone else with negativity and hope for the best of their works to be that you get nothing done!

They love to see you give up! Hell I never have given up on anything worth fighting for and now is not the time to retreat like a scared little rabbit that is really a squirrel with some nuts and a little sense!

If you are ADHD stand up and shout it out proudly and take your medication of choice and tell the rest of the world to get a damn job before you do!

Now in reality. It may be a little more difficult if you have an army of those type's your surrounded by and the accomplishments will be difficult and slow to come your way but for God's sake who has the time to work you like a drum 24/7 365?

Losers and people that are scared of their shadow or just plain in a place they can't see the light from or maybe just don't want a black-sheep like me to make them look foolish!

Ah the poor souls of despair. They get me acting like a bi-polar nut that is lost sometimes and since my move south they have been stepping up the pressure but you know what?

I voted Today. Bought what I needed to continue my life in some fashion toward an intended goal and laughed it all off on the way home as just another day in the park with another night of potential hell not of my doing to come if i don't act like I'm scared of the bi-polar police picking up an ADHD person out of confusion!

You know what I mean if you are what you are and keep that straight so as to not let anyone get you in a bind that makes your life a burden to carry! That is depression and it can be handled with your same medication that helps you focus, concentrate and aim your laser beam of a plan to fruition! Complete your day with a Benadryl and see if that will get you some rest like it seems to have me but watch the Tylenol cause it combined is not quite a good mix. I'm just saying it may work for you and I'll let you know if it works for me over the long haul but---

Do it your damn way and not at anyone's set time and get up and roll on with your life! Just adjust the times as you have too to get your needed rest.

See I have those wolves (people) that think I'm disabled permanently and God I'd rather starve, die or be buried alive than be a burden on anyone including myself!

I take two! Yes two and if I could take one I would but what for so I can live the life of misery and have an unfulfilled life to suit who?

You too my friends must make that choice and since God love them, my family is anti-this and negative that about ADHD most of the time I don't have the luxury of taking it easy! That is a shame cause being ADHD can be so comfortable if you learn and pay attention to your body and it's needs enough to make it all work!

My life has been jaded by the few but it has been actually pretty fulfilling prior to the prejudice of seeing a doctor but it is not her fault!

Trust yourself but make yourself do what you must if you are new to this whole deal but at your time and place so you don't experience the down time I have in depression at the failure of your loved ones and closest friends to have understanding because it just is not going to happen unless you are a fortunate one to surround yourself with like minded but open minded person's as well!

Sincerely,

F. Clifton Wooley

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