Thank God! I can still fight the good fight!

Friends,

I want to party like it's 2011!

Can we re-do New Year's soon?

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley

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ADHD, ADD: Sometimes I joke about it. Sometimes I'm wrong but............

ADHD, ADD: Sometimes I joke about it. Sometimes I'm wrong but sometimes I'm right on target and I know it through research that I have such a hard time doing when I'm not on the medication.

My Christmas wish for everyone that has ever thought, been diagnosed as or has dealt with the misery of being not only labeled something else and treated for it- the wrong condition is that they have the help they deserve and by the most qualified people their families, they themselves or that just happen to come across their name by chance in some way on this world wide web.

My problem is with the whole process and the people that fall through the holes in the diagnosis and treatment of this miserable, depressing and sometimes debilitating condition that many people pass off as addiction.

You know what addiction to a medication that is supposed to help you function as you once did is in fact to most of us and I'm saying this to because I beleive in free speech and if you will notice in my posts I've tried to lighten up on individuals that at one time or another have entered my life and tried to help in their own way because I hold no grudges against anyone that has done as stated above only maybe in a way that may have been taken as unhealthy for me and anyone that may have the same condition in it's many different stages or seemingly odd way of presenting itself depending on so many factors in a person's genetics, upbringing the values they hold dear and the values they may disagree with in the eye's of the person they are dealing with at the time though slight in nature those differences may really be in Values.

Values have to be discussed. Upbringing which gives us a foundation for our values and the genetic values we may or may not share.

Just the very meaning of values in the English language or for that matter a slight variation in one's definition of a word used in a dictionary can alter one person's opinion of another and affect their life dramatically on top of the conditions they may have suffered with for a life time until someone made them look in ward and it the condition becomes worse because they start to feel out of place but you can recover from that for the most part but the main thing we all have to have is consistant medication that we can depend on to benifit us in making our lives better for the longest period of time each day so we can string those days together and make a life again for ourselves!

what I just I said is for the Adult that is ADHD, ADD as well as depressed that it has ruined part of their life, the person that once dealt with the issue successfully and now finds themselves without that ability because of their mistakes, illegal ways of dealing with self-medicating or legal ways of dealing with self-medication that to most of us that know the truth about the condition and it's related issues as we grow older and attitudes shift one way or another begin to look at life from a different perspective but the duration, quality and availability of treatment options we are fully aware of and having been able to make some determination on own prior to that treatment are of the utmost importance to most of us because we are not stupid.

Your children are not stupid and our teenagers are not stupid in fact I for one have seen poor individuals in a much a less favorable condition both medically, mentally and with few options that they can determine own their own and the it my friends makes them appear less intelligent but don't count on it!

In fact you would be surprised if you had never been around such people what they in fact are aware of but have little knowledge on how to save their lives and count on professionals that I for one have hoped would be open to the fact that they indeed the patient they were dealing with at the time was capable of having a much better quality of life than at present at that particular time.

You may ask if you are ADHD and depressed how could you notice such things? What about the fact you claim different medications have different effects on a person that are not explained to you by the doctor and not because the doctor is not intelligent but because of other limitations that may exist- many limitations exist my friends and the lack of communication exists between even the most intelligent of human beings and once you fear another's actions you may accept them but wouldn't that lead to depression? What about those that either give up and go back to a street that can be unforgiving or those that simply fall into a deeper state of depression?

Lift those people up my freinds and my faith and most likely yours whatever it may be will be fullfilled in some way not for your well-being but for the well-being of someone else!

Where was I originally in this post?

that's right the purpose of this post is to say something to those that don't understand what it means to take a medication and expect it to have duration, effectiveness and not leaving you feeling like your out of time!

your out of time when your medication let's you down in your pursuit of a better life for you and your family because someone- no offense intended at the FDA tells 308,000,000 citizens of at least this country that generic medications are all the same thing which means they have same duration, effectiveness and don't leave you feeling out of time! the time part can then be seen as an excuse by some or just a plain old addiction by other's because when your medication leaves you feeling out of time like you just fell off a cliff without a parachute that you reach for another dose when you know the original name brand may not do that or because someone trying to prove us poor souls and I'll myself just want our lives back and they can only be put back together by the right people with the right heart and some cold hard cash unfortunately in this country and if you think I'm not telling the truth God I hope you get to the point in your life where you have to make decisions based on what someone thinks or how much cash is my insurance going to cost this year and since it could mean the difference in having the same doctor or it could mean having to start the miserable process all over again of finding a doctor that has taken the time and effort to evolve their diagnosis and their opinion of your intentions based on several years of treatment to that you having to see another doctor that may or may not even have the same opinions going in to your treatment and screw things up so bad you wind up back at square one!

Square one in my case was when my over the counter remedy was ruled a threat to my heart and health and taken off the market or made almost the most miserable experience other than just letting the symptoms I was only slightly aware of when I began taking it over the counter years ago become much less of a problem and I quit asking myself. "What is your talent in this life Clifton"?

It's over the counter use also stopped most of if not all of my experimenting with substances that most all of us have experimented with some out of thrill seeking and in my opinion of free speech, searching for that answer and suffering some depression at not having fullfilled my dreams. I am the one that takes the chance on Free Speech my freinds so I hope to God in heaven someone get's some good out of what I say and I do accomplish removing some of the obstacles that we all face as ADHD, ADD or just to top it off being depressed as Hell at the whole situation.

Anyway if you have made it this far in reading what I have had to say and you have the good fortune of finding the perfect or as near perfect patient to physician relationship- be totally honest about what you can!

That's straight talk in the real world and if they ask you how one medication performs vs another make sure you explain in detail without fear of retribution what it is you are trying to accomplish and if they don't seem to get it they aren't the right one and if they do you'll know it this free speech world of ours!

Until help someone but keep in mind they may not be the person you thought and I mean in simple ways but at the time they may be very similiar and not want you to know it or admit it themselves for whatever reason!

Tomorrow we celebrate Christ's Birth! tonight our children are waiting on Santa Claus so go figure on the whole deal and lift someone's spirit no matter what condition they may or may not have based on your opinions, observations or beleifs and go light on them if they let you down because they really don't want to and for God's sakes somebody have the guts to turn in the medications to the FDA that make life miserable and have the guts to tell the FDA which one's don't make life better for eveyone around you even you!

Make sure you tell the FDA by name - brand, maker and make sure you tell the truth because out here there are children and grandchildren depending on you to do just that!

Somebody let me know if anyone else has the guts of a Michael J. Fox, Ty Pennington or someone else that may be willing to talk straight in some book somewhere on the positives of something regarding a medication and not some person that ignores a condition they may have that is either so slight in it's effect on their lives that they choose to deride the rest of us that have managed to get by for many years only to be human and need a little encouragement after being told they are crazy, an addict or just plain wrong about themselves if that person is afraid of going public or just bad off enough to need duration, consistance and the time so they don't feel like an addict when they aren't!

God Bless Lindsay Lohan out there in Re-hab for calling 911 although I don't know the details of the situation that made her take that action and until I do know I will side on the side of I hear you girl! I don't even know her complete story nor do I know Tiger's but I for God's sake and anyone they suppossedly have hurt no offense but I feel there pain because I using my freedom of speech and hopefully you will if you disagree by normal means and not by fire bombing my house will accept my theory that maybe me and let's see- Paris hilton might just not be addicted to our Shire product and if we differ in opinion that's fine but at least we might agree history of our lives tells a different picture than what we might think, assume or know that other's in our lives may feel, think and act on that may in fact devastate our lives and hopefully we won't devastate your's by simply living!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge- when I can sit and read and not just write from memory!

-Floyd C. Wooley

Again Let me that I wish you all a safe, merry, fullfilled and fantasic New Year!

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Look. I'm still better off than I was but a tech guro I'm not!

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Freinds,

Look. I'm still better off than I was but a tech guro I'm not!

I'm more of a tech guro by about 10 to 20% on Adderall XR or Vyvanse or in other words just enough to get me kicked me off the family page or worse!

But hey hey at least I'm happier and can be happier still! That's A to Z and apples to apples!

I wanted to show some happy times in Wooley World in my slide show and wound up getting everybody that went to Jamaica in 2004! I'll figure out soon.

Right now I'm gonna add some Happy moments in Wooley World via the photo insert from Jamaica! Good Clean Family entertainment!

Jamaica number II coming next!

God Bless, Peace, Love and knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley
     












  

I'm miserable being ADHD! Help me! Hang in there Jags.......

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Friends,

I'm miserable being ADHD! Help me! Hang in there Jags fans, team and especially Ronnie Arrow!

I woke up to find "we" had lost to UAB! "What the Hell", Coach Arrow will pull it together by playing the teams he is playing and by the middle of the year hopefully earlier "the team" will pull off the upset and be ready for Sunbelt play!

I was 13 or so when my Dad took me downtown to see The University of South Alabama play some big games to a packed house in the Mobile, Alabama Civic Center when the other coach was there and I've got Peanut Junie Lewis, Gabe Estaba and Jeff Hodge along with other's play there hearts out and as we beat The University of Alabama, I watched as an ecstatic Ronnie Arrow jumped high enough and far enough he could been a white Michael Jordan in a suit cross that floor in Atlanta to greet his players!

Roll tide Tomorrow and Go Jags!

My ADHD and now concussion damaged mind stops about now and I get so damn frustrated!

I need some help staying on the medicine but please no harassment because Adderall XR helps tremendously!

It needs to be a woman that loves me for what I have left and that is the truth all other rumors and innuendo are false witness on someone that had it all one time!

Everyone have a great Thanks Giving, Roll tide, Go Jags and Happy holidays to you all!

God Bless, Peace, Love and knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley
 
 

I guess it is time for some of my wisdom.......

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Friends and foe alike,

I guess it is time for some of my wisdom If you can do something for yourself that you hope everyone else can do for themselves but find you haven't done such a great job you say that very set of words that make us all cringe.

I haven't done that great a job and right now it's raining something on me and it may be warranted. It may not as well but who the "hell really knows"?

I wanted to offer you some chance of having some holiday cheer by offering a link to Zoosk but just in case I screw it up there might be something to something I've always thought and that is that it is wonderful to have a family and the woman that helped you well God she did all the work so she should be given something more than whatever I can offer and I don't expect any sympathy because I do feel I could have offered more than I am being allowed. Now that sounds ridiculous to me and it should to you but what the truth is I'm just not sure I can tell you of right now so have a good day and thank your-self for whatever you have and hope you get to have it to share with someone that loves you!

You know in closing I really don't feel I have had a fair shake around here but who knows by the time I got to where you are I might have to answer the same questions again to prove something that without the documents that you most certainly need with me at the time you wouldn't believe me and neither would I you. That is a shame now isn't it. I better go because it is getting a little weird around here and I'm the nut. At that is the story I don't believe and never really have. Ladies be wary of us men because we are pretty dense sometimes.

God Bless Peace and knowledge!

-Floyd C. Wooley aka the night owl! Sometimes at least Thank God!

Good Morning Planet......Memories of Jamaica as well as Chinese and American History!

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Friends and Foe alike,

I don't know what kind of day this will be. Lonely or inclusive!

I'm tired today for good reason who knows if it was even for a bad reason.

I'm not depressed. I didn't intentionally stay up all night trying to get rich quick or save a wonderful life- business, family and security!

I didn't take "my Adderall" late in fact I took it too damn early for just one a day which don't tell anyone but I meant it yesterday when I said the squirrels and Today I'm adding one Heck of a fine Yorkshire Terrier on my list that I wish could talk!

I didn't really pay attention to the game last night like I would want too if I were a reporter. Thus the short but sincere post on North Carolina! No I'm not gay I'm just a man that enjoys competition especially now that I'm older and so-called wiser!

I have no problem with anyone that is Gay, I'm just not so when I show the caring side of me or the sentimental side it may be over War or competition especially if you have overcome the odds!

I did stay at the Hotel California last night and if you know what that means then you have been there! Yes I have been there just Bama style and it the one in California!

Well she is a fine dog but she is wanting to go for a ride or wants some breakfast and I'm either worn out from taking too much Diphenhydramine laced Acetaminophen or Ibuprofen which normally two will do it!

Like I said if you haven't been there you don't know!

As for me the best place I've ever been in my life was to Jamaica where I met people from all over the world like me on a budget and for God's sakes if you haven't been you need to go! Your eyes will be opened to a world that has much less worry except your cell phone doesn't work so you'll worry what's going on with your Company!

If you don't bob Marley then you wouldn't like me much or Jamaica but you try it because it like said it is whole different world with a KFC that you don't won't to visit anyway!

Why? Because the food is so damn good it will bring tears eyes literally that is what the bread fruit for! Everything else is so pure you'd think you'd died and gone to heaven, the Tea taste like cool-aid and I didn't see any pine trees but damn the pine was so fresh in the air you'd have thought you had cut a tree down!

You want to bring some the Island back with you but like they say they say at the Airport in Montego Bay just past Margarittaville "don't worry maan" your not in States anymore upon arrival!

You think "worried I didn't ask anyway?" But I'm sure glad you it brought up; and you and you and you and every body else you meet!

I wondered why on the standing room only plane why everybody was so excited because it was like I had just left a war I was involved in winning but was worn out from and needed some R & R back home in Alabama!

Flying over Cuba I looked down and thought they are our enemy and on the way back was sorry I didn't look back down because I was asleep and say damn they must not be our enemy!

Getting back to Jamaica literally and mentally... On the plane there was a person. Well I am back States you know! Laughing! That had one the lottery and was taking their whole family, friends and town back!

Another was an attorney that owned a home on the Island Nation and I wondered to myself "could it be that wonderful"?

Like I said you do have go to know! The place you want to go is anywhere outside of the confines of the resorts that are more like little plantations in coves that line the Coast each with it's own resort some for people that I'm too old to even buy a room!

If you are faint of heart don't worry maan this the way drive! So you hold on to your petrified woman or significant other and try to calm their fears but even the Mack Truck scared the hell out of me! I finally told the cab driver yeah let me stop at that next roadside bar have a drink and yes I will take one those papers you offered me!  To read , okay!

I really don't like beer to much except Budweiser Michelob to be exact but Red Stripe aint bad but the rum is much better! Appleton's is rum of the Island. I like Myer's myself dark! The light rum makes my belly ache! I learned that prior to that trip when my wife and I would come home after a day out on the boat and she'd make Strawberry Daquairri's and on an empty stomach I'd get that fire in my belly!

As for the food like I said earlier get out and let your cab driver take you to the place you want to go and don't be afraid maan because I was timid and didn't take the trip into the mountains to meet the country people after we left the restaurant I had asked him to pick that would let us have a taste of "the real" food because I thought the food at the resort was laced with Exctasy it tasted so good and different!

The problem is and the reason I wanted to but a house down there just like the attorney owned as a vacation and investment property is was or whatever that the food away from the resort is almost better well it is but don't let that sound derogatory to the Couple's Resort in Ochio Rios because it isn't meant to be!

The French Toast was so dang good I for the first time in my life didn't really need any butter or syrup on it but you could drink it and the butter tasted like well it was better than Land-o-Lakes and that is if you know saying something!

Aunt Jemima must have been from Jamaica but she don't have same stuff here in the States!

So if anybody ever threatens Jamaica we outa nuke 'em!

Laughing! We are the only country in the world that could destroy something beautiful to save it! Go figure! Let your imagination run wild!

God Bless America though and the freedoms we have left because maybe we can recover some that were lost to bat wielding woman about 100 years ago! Thank God some of us get a second chance because no offense but she might need it!

Sears knows what I'm talking about and some of the young people need to know the truth of this world before they get too old too enjoy what God gave us!

If you are young go find some old books to read before we make China our mortal enemy for no good reason at all!

The truth be known the Great Wall was built to protect and keep out China's enemy's not to keep their armies in! God help our country because we can't even build a fence to keep people out that we might want here in first place if they have come in an organized manner!

SEE: Dr. Sanja Gupta's story on the illegal immigrant that is now saving lives by going to school and becoming a brain surgeon! Specializing in removing brain tumors!

Ephedra aka Ephedrine, Genko-Biloba, Ginseng and many other natural roots, herbs and according to my bi-centennial Almanac I've owned since 1976; the Tea in China must be pretty good as advertised because in 1790 on August the 10th. The American ship Columbia arrived in Boston harbor, the first American ship to circumnavigate this Planet having left Boston three years earlier, carrying furs from the North-west coast of America to Canton, China, and Tea (speculation:among other things) to New England!

One last fact: According to my almanac Congress on March 24, 1794 authorized the formation of the U. S. Navy otherwise I would have misquoted the previous history and said it was the U. S. S. Columbia!

God Bless, Peace, Love and knowledge! As for memory it only takes us so far sometimes so we need to re-read somethings sometimes- another lesson from the Chinese.

Yall have a good day and week-end but I'll be back to read and write some more as long as I have my bit of Chinese discovery.

Floyd C. Wooley

    

They claim to be Angels's but I speak with God deep within my Soul!

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Friends,

There is a place upon this planet that what we are supposed to believe we speak to angel's that direct our conscious but as for me I would rather speak to the Lord deep within my soul!

I speak with my Lord when no one else is speaking too me and he responds with a peaceful easy feeling that I can only appreciate with those that may understand my beliefs!

Friends you see my beliefs center upon mercy on the people's of this planet through the word of God Almighty NOT punishment for every indiscretion we may happen to make and that mercy is shown in many ways toward us all as human beings and members of this neighborhood we call planet Earth!

By the way the 1- Adderall per day regimen is accomplishing exactly what I thought it may.

1.) Limiting my creative thoughts and ability to describe, explain or accomplish anything that I might want to or need to accomplish to less than what most people would consider a full day in the life!

2.) The attempts to force me to stick to this once-a-day regimen have had no effect what-so-ever on my actions regarding the course I'm on now except to limit my ability in the past to determine my own destiny!

3.) The one other most important part of those attempts to "scare me straight" a term I'm borrowing from Rick's segment on CNN.com from yesterday 09-28-10 is that now is that my nerves are not what they used to be before.......

My ex-wife just called to meet me and loan me some money so let me stop here.

Well I'm back. It was actually a meeting with my soul-mate that in fact was a drug deal! I borrowed six-bucks so I could re-up on my Camel SNUS!

Sorry to disappoint the more criminally inclined minds out here in this world but I'm only a prescription junkie with a little nicotine thrown in that used to be taken in the form of smoking a pipe! Oh I still light up my pipe occasionally and only 1 or 2 Tobacco's will suffice! Captain Black is not my 1st choice but the nearest Tinder Box is quite a ways away in Mobile or Pensacola unfortunately.

...... those attempts to bring me into line! other wise I'd probably be just about okay on two of those Adderall's. In fact I still am but hey why NOT give em there break sometimes so they can get some rest because when I'm on- I'm on and it is hard to whip me when I'm on! Sorry for the arrogant show of defiance but this is my show not anyone else's and that is the bottom-line on that subject!

Oh yeah who are we giving a break? It's those angel's of mercy that really can become more like Demon's from Hell! My past blogs have described what indescribable misery they can cause in one person's life as well as those around them.

Thank God for my beleifs that as I was describing earlier are based on mercy upon the people's of this planet through the word of our God that I've come to beleive is the same God for many people's and that is a comforting thought considering human beings inclination to not show mercy to anyone by I still beleive to be a small percentage of the world's population if only we stop and consider the big picture!

I damn sure hope it is a small percentage and following anyone for any reason has been shown through out history to cause more pain and suffering upon the population of this planet than anything else- except one's own heart and soul or conscious that you have to go deeper into the subject to understand or just study history!

The idea of punishing people or making them feel they will be punished by God for indescretions and NOT some violent action they have committed upon one another or as a group upon one another at some future judgement just doesn't fit with my beleifs.

Personally it would appear that the last thing anyone should ever do is force their beleifs upon anyone for any reason because the tendency of the human being to utilize violence or acts of hatred or greed seems to creep in in every instance of such an effort all you have to do is study history!

Every weapon ever developed has been used for destruction and for God's sakes I hope I don't sound like the uni-bomber- but so has every piece of technology that I know of and I hope I am wrong on that point!

I can't think of anything else to discuss or say right now and I do have other things to do Today as I hope you do as well. I have to hurry up if I'm going to accomplish my goals for Today because of this once-a-day regimen I'm on and if you read my blogs from the past or over on My Space you'll get the picture pretty quickly what I speak of!

See my photo's on My Space that show what you can do by utilizing a little self-help with a little privacy to boot and within what used to be a legal and full life not just a legal life. I wish I had pictures of the times I have been able to go soft-shelling, fishing, floundering and generally enjoying life with my family,friends and children without being limited by someones misconstrued ideas about me as a human being!

I accomplished a lot when I self-medicated and no one but myself and a few people in my life knew of it and it was legal and those that try to make it out to be more than it was most likely don't know the whole story anyway so I have little fear of them!

God Bless, Love, Peace and knowledge!

Sincerely,

Floyd C Wooley

 

Lunch Time on Saturday and completion of trans parenting accomplished!

Friends,
Today another in a string of seemingly insignificant accomplishments possibly to some of you but after the situation I have faced which I know seems almost impossible or maybe not? Maybe I am insane to have such a vivid memory recorded both in my mind and in writing of some times that still seem almost impossible to me that they could have occurred as I allowed them to be done so but on to something positive.

I made my appointment although not exactly on time this morning nonetheless it was made to take part in the trans parenting course and receive my certificate to satisfy the judge in our divorce regarding her deadline of Aug 5, 2010 to avoid contempt of court!

As stated previously I'm much the capable person on Adderall XR! I have other court dates I missed that I didn't even know were to take place one of which was extremely important. The one that my attorney had decided not to attend and I in a depressed state decided it was a lost cause and didn't make an attempt to put up my own defense. Regretfully that one haunts me to this day.

I haven't one a day in court without an attorney in this lifetime so I wouldn't recommend it to you that is for sure particularly if you are depressed. In fact that advice doesn't seem much more than a worst case scenario either way you look at it! LOL! To court depressed and ADHD without an attorney is a death wish and the one you attained for just such affairs claimed to not have to defend you in that last case. Interesting?

Let me and Boo grab some lunch and we will blog something else later. The trans parenting course by the way is a good idea it just needs to be offered prior to a divorce if that were so possible! I may discuss some of those ideas offered Today because in my youth I and my first wife could have used such a course no offense intended it just makes sense and I'll show you that opinion as correct when I can.

Have a nice rainy Saturday! We need the rain and maybe a little southerly breeze will help cleanup and allow some fisherman to get back on the water!

Sincerely,

F. Clifton Wooley

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P.s.- I almost forgot the fact that I was able to sit, focus and concentrate during the course that was again I wish most of us didn't have to ever worry about but the bottom line is that if taken prior to divorce or even marriage some issues in life would not be such mountains to climb over. I haven't even given much thought to how depression over our divorce had affected my life that much lately. I'm not trying to be mean but the depression from it has diminished I only hope it has for one other member of the family.

The link to Dr. Geer's site may be of some use to our readers as I noticed some advice on handling ADHD with you ladies on the site. Again I'm not a doctor I'm just sharing or trying too my own experiences like them or not! And part of my real issues like it or not! Love and Peace though!