Journal Entry 041912-I: The Countries I left off the list with Citizens that have Visited My Posts!

Friends,

Following is the list of countries I left off the list recalled from memory or "new" to the Posts Today!

28. Belarus
29. Morocco
30. Austria
31. Kenya
32. South Africa
33. Ireland
34. Indonesia
35. Belgium
36. Iceland
37. Laos
38. Cambodia
39. Spain
40. Italy
41. Mongolia
42. Thailand
43. South Korea
44. Madagasgar
45. Portugal
46. Bulgaria
47. United Arab Emirates
48. Venezuela

My friends as of this time I have not checked to the minute for new visitors but if I missed your latest visit or one priore, I apologize!

Your visits mean as much as I can humanely "Say Thank You!" Under the circumstances I have had to endure!

I hope your life is Free to choose whatever life you want to follow as per path and I wish you all well!

Please visit again soon and please fight hate, deception, slavery or by whatever term is used in your country, state, province, region, county, parish, town,city or other I may have missed!

God bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd Clifton Wooley

Journal Entry 041412-C: Thank God and The Wonderful People That Lift My Spirir and Hope for a Better World by Visiting these pages each Day! You are an Inspiration and I Hope I'm Helping You as Much as You are Helping Me on a Daily Basis! I Promise One Day I Will Be Free of These Tyrants and I Hope You Never Experience Any Psychological Torture or Physical Torture in Your Life by Anyone For Anything! Especially by Family or Lord Any Other Group! Stop Hate and Ignore The Drug Rehab Ads if Found on any of My Pages! Seek Professional Diagnosis for Any Underlying Cause of Anything before You Let Un-trained and Ill-Advised Persons Ruin Your Life! The Promise? One Day I Will Be Properly Treated for ADHD and write a Positive Message, God and Good People Willing! God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge! Thank You Again! Floyd Clifton Wooley

Good God! It's nice to be back online and free!

A Friends,


I have had the most wonderful few days! Not! but it is better now that the bottom line is that a more positive group of ADHD coaches has moved in and were just laughing our asses off! Mainly were happy to have an internet connection both here and in our store and hopefully the old attitude's may not be back for a while.


The problem we face as A personalities that certainly are difficult to change but lovable as we can be! Hah! We try to be but the problem we have is we are defiant and that is what built the country so a simple pill that can be a positive opportunity can be used to make us look and in time feel even more depressed from the therapy if it is "Tough Love" based!


The result is a situation where a person that has been seen in a negative light by any thing from a bad economy to an act of God, War or family strife can become more ADHD through depression!


The next thing you know you have the "Tough Love" folks on you in a 21st Century mauling and life goes down the tubes!


We've all heard it before but it really doesn't matter the whole affair can be handles in a much different light and I have the idea!

We wind up looking bi-polar in the process trying to fight the harassment of the tough love and if my pharmaceutical company doesn't know it the know one else but my doctor and I or yours would!

An Idea!

Determine, Reach, Cap, Manage Your medicine with the right choice being the one that may take some trial and error!

The Positively motivated individual in such a program that may or may not lead to the perfect life, elimination of medication , additional trauma that never leaves us it only recedes into our minds to be a possible issue that goes from the original issue that was a major event to one that can be a small ripple on the water's of life but in the person with Trauma a few extra ripples on the Water and we feel like were in a hurricane!

So the idea that you can beat a personality trait out of the mind is and has been an awful experience for me and would for most if that beating goes on too long by your therapists!

Thank God the Adderall XR and Vyvanse have a positive effect on my personality but after the "The perfect mind war" that is in my opinion for the most part a farse in the 21st Century!

In the 21st Centiry we can all be turned into living experiments and toys to be thrown around mentally like boats on an Ocean!

That's hard for a man to speak of sometimes and I for one feel the pressure not too but that only builds up resentment toward your capter's and ruins your life and each life is priceless because you may be anything in 10 years and nothing in ten years trying to lie to yourself that your not a person that Cares but needs that symptom control to succeed!

The bottomline is that we all have to sell ourselves and beaten and under the gun for no reason leads to destruction more times than not!

The expectation that a life can be made better through medication and therapy that is positive in nature with no added mislabeling that we don't help much ourselves in a dramatic world that has no privacy is an almost guarentee from what I've seen if your medication is the one that actually works simply can be tested one time by purchasing the Non-generic if at all possible and within your budget! But rest assured the difference is astonishing if you on the second prescription you are forced to but the generic but it's better than nothing!

Just the Creativity you gain is enough to make you feel lifted up from any doldrens but after a few days of being led down you might as well look like your on a last last but that turns on a dime if you get some tweak from your surroundings to avoid taking one more but those surroundings have to be real-world!

My saving grace was my success in spite of most every obstacle except the loss of an over the counter remedy in Ephedrin and a natural disaster and once a partnership that surprisingly only lasted a couple of seasons in the marine business thus the reason for that chip on my shoulder!

Battleship Marine! 

Classic Southern Homes, LLC!

Coastal Home Solutions!

Gulf Coast Girls! the Online Shopping Spree!

Let's Sell Somethin!

The website's listed above make up the group of site's that I will finish when I get out of the program I have been in that has made it almost impossible to 

have a life that is successful and the people involvedcan be named but this week it turned odd when a

man from Montreal called and claimed and out andout made claims that were ludicrous about Shire

Dr. Ney I hope you understand if I can make it long enough to ask you to make 

Reparitive Therapy? OH for God's Sake's!

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Friends,


Do you have any idea what that type of therapy is?


I don't but my mind could guess many awful things beyond what some of you could imagine because just damn maybe that is what some idiot had in mind for me over the last 8 years!


Guess what my friends? I'm as defiant as ever! God speed to all of us downtrodden!


I'll do a little more research and get back to you on it but beware of the phrase if I could I remember the words:


Oh Hell how is "wolves in sheep's clothing for starters?


As for me I'm a dog man! I'm also straight but in some way feel a kindred spirit with those in the world that have gone have through any type hell- and too some I know you gone through a helluva lot more than I have so I'm happy to be alive with what psychological remains of my original self I do still possess!


The lady that asked me once "How do you like mind talk" and I replied "there is no such thing" is true!


I don't like it, won't stand for it and consider it from the devil! Not Porn!


Human beings together in a state of bliss with each other under normal cirumstances in the privacy of their own homes or on a protected internet page that promotes somethin all together different is another matter to talk about an espouse!


If you don't like sex their is somethin wrong with you anyway- very wrong and I feel sorry for you! I'll pray for you and you hater's out there pray for me cause we sure wouldn't get along in heaven!


God Bless, Peace, Love, CNN, Shire, Anderson Cooper and all you pastors that want to see us lovin each other! Don't worry I'm not homophobic anymore- why would I want to be? That was a long time ago when I was just a naive puppy!


Floyd C. Wooley

I have a dream! I hope not to offend but it applies as an addendum!

Friends,

I have a dream that I would love to see us as Americans have that to my knowledge does not exist in this country which hurts me deeply that it isn't already a dream realized!

A place where people that have something that either they have used over the counter or otherwise could go for the short time it takes to get a short but thorough test that is able to determine if they are any of the following:

1.) ADD!
2.) ADHD!
3.) Depressed for whatever reason!
4.) PTSD- A. Caused by war-time!
                 B. Caused by personal trauma be it what it may!
5.) OCD
6.) REHAB Intervention by your loved ones and the community against your will for a drug as FDA website definition or NOT!
7.) Manic-Depressive!

A place that has all the comforts of homke but with no P.A. system only persons that Love and Care including the patients otherwise we most likely wouldn't be there!

No records on the internet, no ill-tempered drill sargeants and no reprisals- just a short 30 days at most for some people and you would have a diagnosis and if you were on the right medication to begin with and the governmernt having made what worked for 10 ten years prior to whatever miserable experience you have suffered since!

Let's include Alcohol because that can be controlled both in amount consumed and the possiblity if your prone to be quick tempered after a few drinks.

No sweat!

After Seven years of being attacked in my home by the haters: Costing me millions of dollars! For no good reason but to do the work of somebody at somebody's expense!

I had hoped for a different approach but unfortunately it got screwed up and twisted into the most skewed version of anything I've ever seen short of what it must be like to have been burned as a witch in Salem!

Maybe we can all get some privacy again! Verizon could you do us one more favor put a sticker that insures our freedom of movement  mind in the right place!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley

I hope some straight talk is what this country understands because I love it and it's people as well as having the ability to make the living of my choice which has been made to look like I couldn't handle that which is a lie and it could happen to anyone as I've stated in my posts!

Never expect family to be the right choice because they will kill you! There is probably something I missed but with all this talk going on where they shut up after I shut making me look like a fool only to change the tune after your out of what a doctor has prescribed you so you live in misery and without the abiltiy to make a living!










                

ADHD: Fact or Fiction? Already proven. However!

Friends,


Over the last few days I've been taking an Orange and Blue pill with S489 on the Orange side and 70 on the Blue side! If it makes any difference to anyone with al the other goings on in the world whatever that may be because I have a hard time believing just about any damn thing at unless it is at face value.


I've just had a few too many wonderful experiences which really means I've had my share of bad and I can pretty much imagine anything else that could wind up coming out right wrong or indifferent or some shit like that. I'm trying to stay ahead of somebody that is just as crazy as I am if not right now as I type so please excuse the grammar mistakes and if I'm right so be it and if I'm wrong then shot me and it's a shame I have to say it in this manner because somebody Will think I'm angry about something and it means a lot at least to me personally for that not to be taken as the gospel.


You shouldn't take what I say as the gospel either but I do have something to say that at best is controversial and I'm so miserable right now that some people have made a potentially wonderful life into a miserable one that I could throw up but I better not say that cause damn I'm not nauseated either right now but who knows I be in a little while!


I hope you get this post because as far I know I could be just wasting my time or at times at least.


The world sure loves to put out all kinds of information on one subject and who knows if I'm the devil delivering the awful news that something has killed me or I'm actually delivering the message that I want too that what has happened in m,y life and the choices I've made have really not done me in!

Confused? You would be too!


I'm sorry for one thing though I let a customer down and it wasn't antibody's fault but mine- I think!


Now do you really need to hear that I have something to say about ADHD for us folks that have been through a lot of hell but not enough to satisfy some other's for reasons that sure escape me?


I don't know right now if it would be a big surprise anyway but I may get a chance one day if I live long enough and as I told someone the other day I'd love to double this 45 and have the mind capacity that I have now to go with like it or not and have a successful business again if it means that I get too do what I want to do and use the money to help who I want to help and not who I most likely don't have much concern for myself.


Now is that a crime? I hope not cause it seems to be right now inside this home I live in that is also a business office and a retail store that should be open as the hours are listed on my Marine page and I need some help making all this happen as I have it lined up in my mind each and every day. Just not when I have ben through some hell. It takes a week to get over being duped and neutered and forever after that for the month to get by and what little I get done in that time is just enough to make it one hell of a miserable experience too so that's about it from the world at this address.


I did have a nice lady and her son stop by today. As well I had some time to read and the ability to sit there and actually do it under heavy pressure to be perfectly frank!

If you are an Adult and don't know this get you some ADHD medication and go Love somebody quick but slowly and save the world from something but go quickly to a safe place or you might get blasted and that would be a shame because you wouldn't know that it was the truth!


God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge! I guess.


Floyd C. Wooley

What would you do? Really think about the possibility in a world with a man like me!

Friends,

Right now! Right here in a place that looks and has always felt like camelot more than just a place or area to live a man lives!

Just one man and a cat and a dog that is here for him to love and she is here to love and fuss at me. Now the cat? She is my daughter's and I love the cat but she is a pain in the butt but that's okay cause she is just spoiled too.

Now this man has a problem. Not one that he has the mind to even discuss much less the time or motivation - hell even the mental energy to fill out a complaint for a warrant to be issued most of the month and this has gone on for seven years and damn he's living on disability and it's a lie he wants out of if possible before the culprits as my wife used to call them before she left get away with murder of the mind!

Oh it sounds so out of this world and I have so much bottled up ambition to do so many things with my life that it makes me look bad enough to get the medication that works and i've been afraid to say something straight enough to draw the attention of amnesty international but after seven years what I need is not a priest to exorcise a demon but actually NATO!

Ten years ago even I would have thought I was crazy and I think anything is possible! But I tell you this I live in a world where heckeling is a 24/7/365 experience and a medication that makes us that are ADD or ADHD better people and happier too is used against us so much that we want to jump up on a mountain and ask our neighbors to please understand even if they were living in a home that had a man or woman or even a little child being harassed and in the process that person not only has lost 7 years that were needless years to lose because being accused of everything but being jack the ripper and your only crime is that you have been diagnosed and treated for a condition that you don't realize how bad it affects your life until you aren't that hyper out of control know it all that doesn't realize why but for some reason all of a sudden a little white pill called the white cross changes your life for such a wonderful way that you don't even realize how much it has changed you until it is taken away from you and your forced to live in a world for a short time that was more innocent than evil yet your called every day of your life your a liar by some expert with a little bit more technology than god will allow and your really more of a self proclaimed patriot in your own mind because you know the truth!

Yes the truth my friends! What is the truth? That every last person on this planet that "tells their children that drugs are evil is one day going to have to face the truth in a pharmacy line that the poor people around you although proud and in pain or misery from working their fingers to the bone or that have some awful disease that the drugs in that pharmacy may be many and have a different effect on this person or that one but when you find the one that works and it saves your life in some way shape or form but your whole life you lived in a drug war that should have been a drug therapy session like hitting a dad-gum peace pipe may just have been or is to the native americans- soothing! Well somebody or maybe speaking through a damn loud speaker the size of a pin point just distracted me and all that jazz but folks as you look around you in that pharmacy and you think "Thank God" for this medicine I'm about to get that for years had no ill effect on me but now it is not even the one I used to call a white cross and my friends said "man doesn't that stuff make your skin crawl and you say back to them no actually it focuses me and helps me concentrate and in doing so fills some primal need to run like the wind and wear yourself out for nothing to the point you actually buy a computer because you can affford it and the once impossible to pass course you took on the original windows opens up a world that your mind now craves to soak up the information almost like a sponge where once in your life you actually asked yourself time and again what can I do with my life to make a difference in my childrens life so that when I'm gone they and my parents who had worried about hurricanes destroying their way of life could if not during my life maybe not have to worry so much years later to a teenager finds themselves embroiled in a war over a medication they had taken for years that is now being decepitvely used as a weapon becuase the once calm and peace you gained from it has been turned into a way to torment your thirsty mind and no i'm not sitting here lazily waiting my time out on this planet because my faith says that "man is to use his mind and his time wisely even if he has to live in wired house or even a wired body that we lie to our children when they are young and tell them that what God gave us is all poison!

Even Sex! Well that lie is pretty well by the simple but serious command our lord made to us all to be go and be fruitful!

It is hard not admire president Lincoln because he certainly wasn't ADHD or ADD becuase we either hate to read and just like to do it til it's our best or we plan it and plan it again and love to slow down to a cruising speed on a medication that our poor children can't decide for themselves if they like to put it on cruise or if they are supposed to just be themselves even if after they have had cruise control and can just keep it ten miles an hour over the speed limit some miserable souls come into their lives and say well you made that decision to have cruise control and I know you can't decide if you feel guilty for having it or happy as hell that you have it so we are gonna take it away because like we always told you they don't let people in China have cruise control which is a lie because that is where cruise control grows right out of the ground!

Yeah we are the cruise control police and we have something now to make everybody look like they are crazy because who wants to spend all their pent up energy that now is focused on finding what you said for the last three weeks "what's the use i'm just burned out from hearing these voices that is the biggest damn lie you ever heard for real!

So who do you call? The people at Shire or maybe the people at concerta but they are on the same team competing for a starting job on the enlightened world that I stand in line trying to figure out how do I tell my kids that if you take this it may save your life like it did mine for 10 or twelve years but watch out for the cruise control police because they have taken all the fun out of even getting your license to drive!

I just told you the truth and I hope you can handle it cause I think most of us have some sense!

Defiance? It can be a wonderful thing for your side and it can for mine too if we have our cruise control so we don't use buck shot on that poor little quail by accident!

So who do you call ghost buster's or the police? I think it's somebody from Oxford! They did put out a report that both Ephedrine and Amphetamin's are something that are less harmful than maybe some folks had preached to us our whole lives was worse than a rattle snake!

So friends hen it looks like i'm in a hurry writing these warnings and offering a glimmer of hope for some of us if we stick together it's not because I'm manic or high it's most likely because I was defiant last night and said damn-it I'm gonna get this done cause if I don't I might never get another chance!

Depacote? Good god if it doesn't plug you up it will shut up or screw up something you love!

Yes I'm in a hurry to get a message out cause I have something else planned and have for seven years and it isn't some fantasy so no matter what you have heard I might not be an angel but I sure ain't the devil's advocate!

That is it cause my five year plan is behind schedule and it ain't because of drugs it is because somebody thinks drugs kill! They didn't kill for ten to twelve years they saved my life and that is the god's honest life so doctor's have some mercy on us cause we do want to sleep!

God Bless, Peace, Love and Knowledge!

Floyd C. Wooley